• I have no idea what im after
    I’m preparing for the worse
    Hopeing for the best
    Yet everyone and everything feels so far away
    It feels like nothing ever really changes

    Every night at 11:11 I make wishes
    Superstitions I never beleaved in
    Yet they keep my foolish fire burning bright

    I remember that night we got a call
    Your one brother killed
    That’s when I realized everything only gets worse
    I want things to last forever
    Yet I want everything just to go away
    Wont you help me though all this pain
    And ill help you through yours

    When I walk out the door again
    I wont hear any happy sounds anymore
    Just thought of someone being closer then the air
    Or maybe just a new aura in the air
    So I cant put these fears to sleep