• My dearest friend,
    I miss you so.
    I miss your smile,
    I miss your hugs.
    We were best friends,
    Stuck like glue.
    Like any friends,
    We stuck through to the end.
    Partying and drinking,
    Mom calls,
    Time to go home.
    I'll get a ride,
    You said.
    I told you to just go.
    Why did you listen?
    Why did I tell you to go?
    I don't know.
    I honestly don't.
    I'm sorry I wasn't there
    When you needed me most.
    I left you,
    Abandoned you.
    I couldn't face myself,
    What I'd done.
    I blamed myself for what happened,
    And still haven't let it go.
    You were my best friend,
    Practically sisters,
    You and I.
    I hope you forgive me
    And the mistakes I made.
    I hope you know I stopped drinking.
    I stopped the drugs.
    I want you to know I'm still here,
    Living the life you should be living.
    I miss you so much,
    And maybe one day,
    If I can,
    I'll forgive myself.
    -Britny R. Mason

    ~R.I.P. Kasey LeeAnne Durgenn August 15th, 1993 - May 8th, 2009~