• The darkness came, coverd me and blocked out the light. My shadow always walk at my side making sure it was always there, as well as the pain and the tormant that was brought along. The rain was my friend, it pouring down my silky fur and my smoth back making me feel happy. I was no longer cold or scared, the pain and torment was what I needed, I enjoyed it. I ran and walked throw the night, the rain, the snow. They're the only thing left, the sun's light and joyness was taken, stolen from me, the shadows were givin to me, gifted to me. Now only a star would shine in the night, just one, the moon only came out. But only full never half, I howled a lonely howl with cries inside of this howl and never got a howl in return. The tears were gone, cried out and dried up, lost forever. My heart was still there beating but only to realse black blood. As if the black veins around my heart were like chains never to be broken, I was no longer able to smile or love or even be loved. I was a lone, I was in my own NiGhTmArE, I owned my own NiGhTmArE...