• Chaos surrounds my mind,
    a battle of right and wrong whips through my thoughts,
    the battles in my life have multiplied,
    with the failures piling,
    the workload leveling with equal stress,
    affairs of the heart and mind mix,
    I find life to be changing without me,
    I've taken a couple steps,
    while the world has taken leaps,
    I haven't been given the chances i need,
    the options I have I'm afraid to take,
    the possibility of judgment is enough to freeze me,
    my past problems seem so small,
    I know they were the building blocks to these challenges,
    I try to forget why I hesitate,
    yet hesitation plagues me,
    so the question now surfaces,
    is the chaos outside or inside?