• when i remembered your skin
    on mines as i walked home
    my heart froze
    this feeling of guilt filled me
    why had i done this?!

    this isn't you
    my friends and family had all said
    but i couldn't help it.
    the pain i felt was like nothing else i had felt before
    the ripping, tearing,burning hole in my chest wouldn't go out
    no matter how much water or foam i put on it
    it wouldn't stop burning

    you on my mind was bound to make me psycho
    but i was afraid if i DID become psycho I'd forget you,
    you were far too precious to me
    for me to forget crying