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So here I stand
Struggling
There is a war inside of me
Between who I am
And who I used to be
I'm not a person who likes change
So to change everything at once
Is just evil
Here I am
Listening to my head and my heart
Bicker constantly
Don't change who you are they say
But it's so damn hard
If I didn't change
I would go right back to what everyone hated
There's a nagging feeling here
Nightmares every night
While the two try to conquer each other
No one knows
No one knows me at all
You don't know why sometimes I drop to the ground
And start crying
You don't know why I scream
'No' to nothing
You didn't care
No one cared
They just scurried away
No help for me
No one to talk to
Just desert me
Everyone does
Everyone always leaves
They never come back
I've always had no one but myself
I'd be better off just living a life alone
Instead of letting everyone down
I've never made you happy
I've never made anyone happy
That's why everyone runs away
Love is fake
It doesn't mean anything
My brain is throwing bombs at my heart
My heart is shooting back at my head
Do you know I cry every night?
Does anyone try to save me?
Why must the world hate me?
I tried so hard and got no where at all....
I fear all of the time
Fear...Nightmares...War...You don't know me at all....
- by NagisaFurukawaOkazaki |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 06/06/2011 |
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- Title: You Don't Know Who I Am
- Artist: NagisaFurukawaOkazaki
- Description: A poem about me waging wars in my head..
- Date: 06/06/2011
- Tags: dont know
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