In need of change.

• Artist: TAMiiR
• Description: I'm trying to change myself for the better, I've did a 180 with my life since this time last year. And all I do is get talked down too. My family is so negative. They wish hard luck on me all the time, and do malicious things to me and act like it was a simple mistake. I hope someone feels similar to me when reading this. This poem is really about how I'm struggling to do excellent in school so I can liberate myself from my surroundings and family but it's just going no where and I'm angry.
• Date: 07/27/2011
• Tags: need change

Sitting here, writing this s**t like,
How the ******** can I forget about it?
I hate the way things are
And it's hard for them to tell.
THEM being ignorant ******** creatures
That go around talking like their ordained ******** preachers.
Judging me and s**t, who the ******** are you?
You don't know the things I've done
And s**t that I've been through.
I'm a work in progress,
And I KNOW what I'm doing:
So shut your ******** b***h-a** mouth
And let me ******** do me.
Yeah. "Let me ******** do me."
Trying on the new me.
But trying on the me's hard when everyone's so moody.
There's no room for the new me..
So Preacher, please excuse me.
Cause I live in a place where change is welcomed just like Curry.
My family HATES Curry.
& I hate this ******** story.
I'm 16 and in no where~
It's like I'm trapped with no air,
Living in this dull place,
Scratching just the surface,
Moving at a slow pace,
Ideas of them are erased,
I need to find my own place,
and sanctify a new space.

Comments

[panther_demon]

I hope that 7 Years has helped you. I hope that in that time, Your YOU who you need to be is who you ARE. I have felt the same way before. I relate. <3