• As my soul cries in pain
    while I drown here in the rain
    I tell them to leave me be
    Cuz I envy their happiness I see

    Nothing in my life is real
    No one understands the way I feel
    There's no one else to blame
    but myself, I'm filled with shame

    The pain which I suffer everyday
    cannot be avoided in any way
    My soul cries in despair
    I wish life was a bit more fair

    I'm locked in my own soul
    feeling empty, not whole
    I am nothing but a burden
    I just wish this life could end

    What is this God? is it a test?
    Or do you want me to suffer like the rest?
    well if its a test, then I failed
    and I'm now here, Forever Jailed.