• I can feel the pleasure and pain deep inside of me.
    I can feel the warmth of my blood running down my wrist and dripping to the floor,
    I want to stop. But I cant. The addiction to feel the stress leave my system even for a short while is worth it.

    Scars cover my wrists, arms, and neck. They are all of my own making.
    On top of everything im addicted,
    Sex, drugs, lies, cutting.

    I’m ******** up yes I know. But is there anything I can really do now?
    I don’t think there’s much of a future for me.
    So my pleasure and pain will forever be a part of me.