• I'm sorry for whatever it is i did i did to make you hate me.
    you seem to hate me, but im not quite sure.
    was it
    my lazziness
    my obession with the rp
    my depressing outlook on life?
    or was it something else?
    i try to be a good friend, i really do. but sometimes, i dont know if you want me to.
    did i do something wrong? i think i did.
    i know i did.
    cuz if i hadn't, i wouldnt be hated
    or thought of with bitterness.
    i know thats how it is.
    i try to not be lazy, i'll try out for a school team
    my obession? im working on controlling it and finding something to distract me.
    its not my fault for my depressing outlook; it doesnt im depressed.
    and how can i change something i dont know about?
    you'd have to tell me.
    so,
    i know im annoying and a pain in your side at times,
    i know i dont talk much or do much of anything,
    but one cannot help t when they are afraid.
    but can you put all your anger, bitterness towards me, and all bad emotions away
    and tell me with clear honesty,
    please dont say anything bad and ruin the answer,
    are we still friends?