• Why do you cry?
    Is it because you just broke up with your boyfriend?
    Is it because you just cheated on Him?
    Or is it because he’s not even your boyfriend but you kissed another guy?
    Is there a way to stop crying?
    Scratch that, tearing. You stopped crying a long time ago.
    You are eaten alive by this guilt of betraying Someone that isn't even yours.
    Or is He?
    You have a special relationship with Him…
    But you just can’t find out your feelings.
    Your feelings for Him…
    Your feelings for anyone…
    Hell, you aren't even sure of yourself.
    You like Him. You know you do.
    There is consistency and commitment.
    But you broke the commitment.
    Even when you laid the rules down,
    You broke them.
    How do you stop tearing?
    You simply think about the actions you have done.
    You reanalyze it and ask yourself “Where did this all go wrong?”
    You may have allowed him to kiss you, which is your wrong,
    But, this does not change the fact that you were thinking about Him non-stop when this happened.
    You know you like Him, but you just won’t admit it.
    You hide your feelings, bottle them up, but never discard them.
    You keep them with you as if you want them to burden you.
    But they don’t.
    They still make you feel alive.
    They give you your emotions back.
    That is what feelings are for…right?
    You see this one situation trails deeper into your mind.
    This one situation reveals the more problems that you have.
    You continue to let your mind wander.
    And that is why you cry.