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 Posted: Sat Feb 02, 2008 8:44 pm
Infintely rougher. I am jobless, resumeless, and loveless (I don't mean "I have no boyfriend, boohoo", I mean, I have no friends/family who really seem to care), and increasingly moneyless.
C'est la vie.
How's the Skrat?
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Posted: Sat Feb 02, 2008 9:01 pm
Kals is questing again!...
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gonk
stare
dammit. Check sig for details!
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Posted: Sat Feb 02, 2008 9:09 pm
I just took about 20 minutes to restart my computer blaugh
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Posted: Sat Feb 02, 2008 9:10 pm
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Posted: Sat Feb 02, 2008 9:37 pm
Hmm, I'm real sorry to hear that La Belle. I'll always care! Not that that helps any. I'm just some guy on the computer in another state. Hahaha.
Anyway, I'm good. Oh, and I found that techno song I was looking for so no one needs to go out rave music searching. I've actually been finding a bunch of really good ones. Yay for Youtube+Google! But yeah the song I was looking for was "Sandstorm."
Anyways, um...something. I was gonna say something but I forgot. NUUUU! Hey who'll be on Skype in an hour or so?
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Posted: Sat Feb 02, 2008 9:44 pm
I should get Skype... seems like everyone has it. Though I couldn't in an hour even if I did since everyone's asleep.
I'm glad people in other countries and cities care. But the thing is, what I need are hugs and real touchy-feelyness of peoples so that I can actually feel the hugs that I need.
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Posted: Sat Feb 02, 2008 9:49 pm
La Belle Isolde I should get Skype... seems like everyone has it. Though I couldn't in an hour even if I did since everyone's asleep. I'm glad people in other countries and cities care. But the thing is, what I need are hugs and real touchy-feelyness of peoples so that I can actually feel the hugs that I need.
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Posted: Sat Feb 02, 2008 9:52 pm
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Posted: Sat Feb 02, 2008 9:52 pm
Is this that boyfriend, job, b***h-mom deal? to be honest, if its that bad with the boyfriend, dump him! But theres the point i dont know the entire story and points of views, so i cant force such an opinion knowing it would be best. As for job, cant help. The mom deal (needing hugs), youll just have to hang tough for now. im used to know loves. 'course i wanted it that way. But you should really have her sit down, explain it all to her, and if she tries to interrupt, yell at her and tell her to keep listening cause you need her to.
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Posted: Sat Feb 02, 2008 9:59 pm
I has not a boyfriend, all of the guys I've dated are dicks. The abusive one is out of the picture, and I can't do anything about the abuse, regardless of the fact that it happened and there were witnesses. The douche who dumped me for his ex, he's gone 'cos he's pathetic. My mom, she's just a b***h about things because she won't listen to me even when I try to explain she won't let me tell her to shut up and listen because then she gets mad at me for telling her to just ******** listen. My resume is gone, I haven't got one, and I can make a pathetic shadow of the one that I had but it's not gonna be the same because most of that information is just gone with my old email account, my laptop and my files on the abusive ex's computer that he deleted without letting me back them up.
So yes, it's everything, everything is wrong. I have no friends worth my time and nothing keeping me here in this damned city and not even a chance of meeting a decent guy in the entire city limits (about 100 out of 80,000 of them are likely single and share my religious and political views even, let alone are somewhat right for me). So overall, I'm quite ******** to even meet people to make new friends with who even give two shits about me.
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Posted: Sat Feb 02, 2008 10:09 pm
La Belle Isolde I has not a boyfriend, all of the guys I've dated are dicks. The abusive one is out of the picture, and I can't do anything about the abuse, regardless of the fact that it happened and there were witnesses. The douche who dumped me for his ex, he's gone 'cos he's pathetic. My mom, she's just a b***h about things because she won't listen to me even when I try to explain she won't let me tell her to shut up and listen because then she gets mad at me for telling her to just ******** listen. My resume is gone, I haven't got one, and I can make a pathetic shadow of the one that I had but it's not gonna be the same because most of that information is just gone with my old email account, my laptop and my files on the abusive ex's computer that he deleted without letting me back them up. So yes, it's everything, everything is wrong. I have no friends worth my time and nothing keeping me here in this damned city and not even a chance of meeting a decent guy in the entire city limits (about 100 out of 80,000 of them are likely single and share my religious and political views even, let alone are somewhat right for me). So overall, I'm quite ******** to even meet people to make new friends with who even give two shits about me. well, move! Lifes a b***h. All you can do is live it. The only reason im alive is cause i dont want to stoop so low as to take my own life. I hate this world and everything about it. But instead of moping around, i go out and live my life cause thats all i can do. If you have to, improvise. Parents are hard headed idiots who cant accept alot of things. Make do with what you have and earn the rest back!!!
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Posted: Sat Feb 02, 2008 10:16 pm
I don't hate the world, I just hate that I don't have a lot of the things I've given to other people and that there are people willing to give me what I need and they just don't happen to live here. That's where my resentment comes in.
I'm just angry that no one here cares, because I still do. That's what pisses me off, is apathy.
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Posted: Sat Feb 02, 2008 10:23 pm
La Belle Isolde I don't hate the world, I just hate that I don't have a lot of the things I've given to other people and that there are people willing to give me what I need and they just don't happen to live here. That's where my resentment comes in. I'm just angry that no one here cares, because I still do. That's what pisses me off, is apathy. why not just go to those people?
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Posted: Sat Feb 02, 2008 10:27 pm
Dark_Wyvern La Belle Isolde I don't hate the world, I just hate that I don't have a lot of the things I've given to other people and that there are people willing to give me what I need and they just don't happen to live here. That's where my resentment comes in. I'm just angry that no one here cares, because I still do. That's what pisses me off, is apathy. why not just go to those people? I am when I can afford it, or at least to one of them. To the others... I cannot afford to live in the US with the medication I'm on and the other minor medical conditions that I have that pile up to cost a minor fortune, even for those people. I can barely afford it in Canada. In fact I'm looking at the UK as a long term goal.
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Posted: Sat Feb 02, 2008 10:41 pm
Even I have to admit that the US is insane when it comes to prices, financial income, and all that what-not. We're the most prosperous country, but we are also the most greedy. *sigh* It makes me sad inside.
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