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 Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 4:16 pm
~stir of echos~ AlcoholicPancake ~stir of echos~ please try to get over it, suicied is horrabe..i almost commited suicied 3 days ago and ended up in the hospital, plus it harms everyone you know. i know i dont really know you to well but like i said think it over maybe talk to a few people but try not to get to the point where you want to commite suicied..please.. Ummm, I was in the hospital recently because of an attempt... and about a week before that attempt, I had a pistol in my hand, with it's safety off, pointed right at my head, but decided against it. I know how hard things can be, but unlike a lot of peoples lives, mine ISN'T getting better.. I'm sick of waiting, but I don't have much of a choice. mine hasnt gotten better either, and if i had a pistal trust me i would have used it a long time ago, iv had so many attempts. i know im probly sounding like a b***h right now, so im sorry. But im just trying to say that there would be alot of people out there that would iss you and i know how hard life is at times..or all the time in some casses. theres not much more i can say but if you decied to do it, you will be free..if you dont alot of people will be happy..(yes i know im like the worst person to talk to but..i try) once again im sorry if iv come across as a b***h, i didnt mean to. You're not coming off as a b***h, and I can see where you're coming from. Sure, people will be sad, and will miss me, but it would pass. I just don't care about anything anymore. Meh, I think I'd much rather be dead to be completly honest. Life sucks right now, and if it doesn't start getting better soon, I'm either killing myself or a lot of other people in a blind rage. I want someone to suffer for my misery!
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 4:21 pm
AlcoholicPancake ~stir of echos~ AlcoholicPancake ~stir of echos~ please try to get over it, suicied is horrabe..i almost commited suicied 3 days ago and ended up in the hospital, plus it harms everyone you know. i know i dont really know you to well but like i said think it over maybe talk to a few people but try not to get to the point where you want to commite suicied..please.. Ummm, I was in the hospital recently because of an attempt... and about a week before that attempt, I had a pistol in my hand, with it's safety off, pointed right at my head, but decided against it. I know how hard things can be, but unlike a lot of peoples lives, mine ISN'T getting better.. I'm sick of waiting, but I don't have much of a choice. mine hasnt gotten better either, and if i had a pistal trust me i would have used it a long time ago, iv had so many attempts. i know im probly sounding like a b***h right now, so im sorry. But im just trying to say that there would be alot of people out there that would iss you and i know how hard life is at times..or all the time in some casses. theres not much more i can say but if you decied to do it, you will be free..if you dont alot of people will be happy..(yes i know im like the worst person to talk to but..i try) once again im sorry if iv come across as a b***h, i didnt mean to. You're not coming off as a b***h, and I can see where you're coming from. Sure, people will be sad, and will miss me, but it would pass. I just don't care about anything anymore. Meh, I think I'd much rather be dead to be completly honest. Life sucks right now, and if it doesn't start getting better soon, I'm either killing myself or a lot of other people in a blind rage. I want someone to suffer for my misery! like i said theres nothing more i can really say, i dont know whats been going on in your life but if its causeing you that much pain... and i would rather be dead aswell..i guess i just cant bring myself to kill myself. I hope you work it out but if you dont...i dunno what to say.. sad
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 4:37 pm
*slips in silently* >,< Is this a bad time to come in?
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 4:38 pm
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 4:40 pm
~stir of echos~ AlcoholicPancake ~stir of echos~ AlcoholicPancake ~stir of echos~ please try to get over it, suicied is horrabe..i almost commited suicied 3 days ago and ended up in the hospital, plus it harms everyone you know. i know i dont really know you to well but like i said think it over maybe talk to a few people but try not to get to the point where you want to commite suicied..please.. Ummm, I was in the hospital recently because of an attempt... and about a week before that attempt, I had a pistol in my hand, with it's safety off, pointed right at my head, but decided against it. I know how hard things can be, but unlike a lot of peoples lives, mine ISN'T getting better.. I'm sick of waiting, but I don't have much of a choice. mine hasnt gotten better either, and if i had a pistal trust me i would have used it a long time ago, iv had so many attempts. i know im probly sounding like a b***h right now, so im sorry. But im just trying to say that there would be alot of people out there that would iss you and i know how hard life is at times..or all the time in some casses. theres not much more i can say but if you decied to do it, you will be free..if you dont alot of people will be happy..(yes i know im like the worst person to talk to but..i try) once again im sorry if iv come across as a b***h, i didnt mean to. You're not coming off as a b***h, and I can see where you're coming from. Sure, people will be sad, and will miss me, but it would pass. I just don't care about anything anymore. Meh, I think I'd much rather be dead to be completly honest. Life sucks right now, and if it doesn't start getting better soon, I'm either killing myself or a lot of other people in a blind rage. I want someone to suffer for my misery! like i said theres nothing more i can really say, i dont know whats been going on in your life but if its causeing you that much pain... and i would rather be dead aswell..i guess i just cant bring myself to kill myself. I hope you work it out but if you dont...i dunno what to say.. sad I could easily do it, there's one thing keeping me from doing it though... It's not fear, it's something else. Her name is Jill, and doing that would probably kill her inside completely, so she's the only reason I'm not killing myself
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 4:40 pm
^w^ Hiya stir! *waves hand in the air furiously*
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 4:42 pm
AlcoholicPancake ~stir of echos~ AlcoholicPancake ~stir of echos~ AlcoholicPancake ~stir of echos~ please try to get over it, suicied is horrabe..i almost commited suicied 3 days ago and ended up in the hospital, plus it harms everyone you know. i know i dont really know you to well but like i said think it over maybe talk to a few people but try not to get to the point where you want to commite suicied..please.. Ummm, I was in the hospital recently because of an attempt... and about a week before that attempt, I had a pistol in my hand, with it's safety off, pointed right at my head, but decided against it. I know how hard things can be, but unlike a lot of peoples lives, mine ISN'T getting better.. I'm sick of waiting, but I don't have much of a choice. mine hasnt gotten better either, and if i had a pistal trust me i would have used it a long time ago, iv had so many attempts. i know im probly sounding like a b***h right now, so im sorry. But im just trying to say that there would be alot of people out there that would iss you and i know how hard life is at times..or all the time in some casses. theres not much more i can say but if you decied to do it, you will be free..if you dont alot of people will be happy..(yes i know im like the worst person to talk to but..i try) once again im sorry if iv come across as a b***h, i didnt mean to. You're not coming off as a b***h, and I can see where you're coming from. Sure, people will be sad, and will miss me, but it would pass. I just don't care about anything anymore. Meh, I think I'd much rather be dead to be completly honest. Life sucks right now, and if it doesn't start getting better soon, I'm either killing myself or a lot of other people in a blind rage. I want someone to suffer for my misery! like i said theres nothing more i can really say, i dont know whats been going on in your life but if its causeing you that much pain... and i would rather be dead aswell..i guess i just cant bring myself to kill myself. I hope you work it out but if you dont...i dunno what to say.. sad I could easily do it, there's one thing keeping me from doing it though... It's not fear, it's something else. Her name is Jill, and doing that would probably kill her inside completely, so she's the only reason I'm not killing myself ..then im glad shes there i guess @prinny: hiya!
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 4:43 pm
aretoo tiptoes in, glomps Prinnie, and tiptoes out again
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 4:51 pm
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 4:53 pm
aretoo glomps Stir
"Sorry... things were kinda heavy... and "glomping" right then didn't feel... right. Didn't mean to make you think I was ignoring you!" ^_^
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 4:53 pm
*sits on the floor quietly*
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 4:59 pm
aretoo aretoo glomps Stir "Sorry... things were kinda heavy... and "glomping" right then didn't feel... right. Didn't mean to make you think I was ignoring you!" ^_^ ^^dont worry about it hey guys i gtg make supper for my little brother and sister, be back in a bit
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 5:01 pm
I gotta go pretty quickly myself... see ya all later! ^_^
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 5:02 pm
Prinniesdood *sits on the floor quietly* *watches Prinny sit on the floor*
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 5:04 pm
^^ Laterz, aretoo and stir!
^^ Hiya, Starlaa!
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