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If you feel like listening I'll explain some of my problems so you have a bit of a clue to what i deal with

well, i cant get to sleep till like 3 in the morning ever, i never have enough sleep, so im kinda cranky during the day, ive got a really weird twitch, i have no clue as to why i twitch, but i do, for some reason, my body doesn't let out the emotion i should be feeling, i never feel happy i have to fake it, i only get sad when i remember my past, and when i blow up from anger if your in my way ill try to kill you, and i cant stop myself, every day im made fun of all day long, plus i get in lots of fights cause people dont like me, so i get beat up cause the people im fighting are huge, when i try to express myself to someone, they dont listen its like im talking to a wall, ive almost killed my cousin a couple hundred times, ive almost drowned, died of internal bleeding, almost died from fatal blows to the head, ive had my arm snaped, this is just what i remember which is about two years out of nine years of torture other than the being made fun of and the getting beaten up, ohh ive almost fell off a cliff, almost fell into a 300 degree hot spring in this national park in new zealand, ive almost bashed my head open in the creek from falling off a gas pipe, almost been light on fire, after falling in gasoline, almost drowned from getting caught in a flood, almost had my head bashed open with a huge piece of wood that i avoided without knowing it was there, pure luck, ive almost crashed into tomb stones, bashed my head on trees after falling down hills, barely avoided getting hit by a car, hmmmmmm let me think...

... riding my bike over a huge hole and getting knocked out cold from impact, fell out of 30 ft. trees but i caught the branches so i got lucky the couple of times that happened, almost got smashed by a huge rock that fell down a steep hill, almost had three fingers bitten off by a rottwiler (sp), almost had my ummm well lower parts wacked by a skate board....

... have had a dirt bikes wheels break off while going really fast, but i slid so i guess that was ok, have almost been hit by a stampead (sp) of deer during hunting season at my grandfathers, was almost shot the same day, cut my thumb open really deep with those weed cutting things that look like miniature scythes.... wow ive got this much posted

Dark_Wyven, is that a story or are you just really unfortionate?

hello everyone.

i get to play D&D for the first time in months tonite, that will be fun smile

I'm sorry, but it would seem to me that your story involves quite a bit of physical pain and almosts. Physical pain heals, where as mental pains is much harder to get rid of. There are practially no almosts when I tell you my situation, unless I'm telling you about times I've almost died which is only two.My situation involves a lot of mental anguish which is harder to heal. I had to leave before I could respond, so I had asked Silver to explain my situation for me but I suppose she had to leave before she had a chance to as well.

Don't ask, just don't ask.