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 Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 8:08 pm
Dark...are you forgetting you ALREADY TOLD ME a lot of your life and I really didn't feel much for you because I'd gone through more than "almosts" in physical pain? I'd gone through definite mental torture to the point that when I was seven they sent me to Sheppard Pratt.
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 8:09 pm
Dark_Wyvern well, if i fall, i get right back up slim, if i hurt, i live with the pain, i let life take its way, my mind wont change, it is as it should be, as it was intended to be, my mind isnt something to change like that, people only affect each other by letting, people rely on emotions to much, that is what hurts them, the things they feel, not a person, you cant affect others unless they give you the weapon themselves, so if they give you the gun, why not pull the trigger, besides, i dont bite off to much, even if i have i always pull through in the end, i dont give in when im told to Everyone's mind changes, Dark. It's human nature. We learn from living, even if in the most miniscule of ways. I'm hoping that when you get older, you'll laugh at today's habits, and twist your life about. People cannot stop themselves from feeling emotions. If you're sad, you're sad. If you're mad, you're mad. There are ways to gradually change your emotions, but you can't just...kill them. People change other people. This is tied with what I've just said. Think about a rape victim. The victim won't be able to stop themselves from feeling sorrow, hatred. They can't just resume their lives and tell themselves not to feel something. Hell, if humans could turn away from their emotions so easily, like you say they can, I'd be forever happy.... And you haven't bitten off too much yet, apparently, but things happen. And they can happen quickly.
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 8:12 pm
Celestial Burden Dark...are you forgetting you ALREADY TOLD ME a lot of your life and I really didn't feel much for you because I'd gone through more than "almosts" in physical pain? I'd gone through definite mental torture to the point that when I was seven they sent me to Sheppard Pratt. actually theres alot more to me then what i put, and you logged off before you read it all
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 8:15 pm
No Dark, I read everything you typed up. I think the drugs are going to your head. You're destryoing yourself, destroying your life. You might not care, but other people do. I used hate myself, used to hate my life. In fact, I still do, but what Slim said is true. people change other people. THe ATG has actually changed me. After I started posting here I stopped being the person I was, my life left the self destructive trail it was on. sure, it took time, but it worked. I'd probably be dead today if I hadn't stopped myself from continuing on that path.
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 8:20 pm
Slim95 Dark_Wyvern well, if i fall, i get right back up slim, if i hurt, i live with the pain, i let life take its way, my mind wont change, it is as it should be, as it was intended to be, my mind isnt something to change like that, people only affect each other by letting, people rely on emotions to much, that is what hurts them, the things they feel, not a person, you cant affect others unless they give you the weapon themselves, so if they give you the gun, why not pull the trigger, besides, i dont bite off to much, even if i have i always pull through in the end, i dont give in when im told to Everyone's mind changes, Dark. It's human nature. We learn from living, even if in the most miniscule of ways. I'm hoping that when you get older, you'll laugh at today's habits, and twist your life about. People cannot stop themselves from feeling emotions. If you're sad, you're sad. If you're mad, you're mad. There are ways to gradually change your emotions, but you can't just...kill them. People change other people. This is tied with what I've just said. Think about a rape victim. The victim won't be able to stop themselves from feeling sorrow, hatred. They can't just resume their lives and tell themselves not to feel something. Hell, if humans could turn away from their emotions so easily, like you say they can, I'd be forever happy.... And you haven't bitten off too much yet, apparently, but things happen. And they can happen quickly. i havent felt happy in eight years, anger and sadness, its been maybe a month, i really dont know, but i love hurting, and... wow i got really distracted
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 8:25 pm
Celestial Burden No Dark, I read everything you typed up. I think the drugs are going to your head. You're destryoing yourself, destroying your life. You might not care, but other people do. I used hate myself, used to hate my life. In fact, I still do, but what Slim said is true. people change other people. THe ATG has actually changed me. After I started posting here I stopped being the person I was, my life left the self destructive trail it was on. sure, it took time, but it worked. I'd probably be dead today if I hadn't stopped myself from continuing on that path. i have changed people, many of them, but i like being me, im fine just how i am, i dont want to change
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 8:36 pm
Dark_Wyvern Celestial Burden No Dark, I read everything you typed up. I think the drugs are going to your head. You're destryoing yourself, destroying your life. You might not care, but other people do. I used hate myself, used to hate my life. In fact, I still do, but what Slim said is true. people change other people. THe ATG has actually changed me. After I started posting here I stopped being the person I was, my life left the self destructive trail it was on. sure, it took time, but it worked. I'd probably be dead today if I hadn't stopped myself from continuing on that path. i have changed people, many of them, but i like being me, im fine just how i am, i dont want to change Ah, but you will. Like I said, even if only a little bit. Sorry. Haven't felt happiness in eight years? I find that QUITE hard to believe. If you do something you love, that makes you happy. You love hurting? Have you hurt lately? BAM! Happiness.
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 9:37 pm
Darnit.
Plague and War got me hooked on another series. Darn them. DARN THEM I SAY.
Edit: In other words, hi. *walks in with her nose in a book scanlation*
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 9:42 pm
Ooooh, Nova, what'cha readin?
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 9:48 pm
*pokes head in* Yeah, whacha reading? 8D
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 9:49 pm
-Walks in slowly and tiredly... ((Word?))- Hey guys... You'll never guess how long I lasted on my SCBA today... -yawns.-
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 9:50 pm
*Walks in*
Hey Everyone.
Gah, now i want to read.. *grabs a book*
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 9:52 pm
~stir of echos~ *Walks in* Hey Everyone. Gah, now i want to read.. *grabs a book* I wish I could read... emo Edit: HELLO STIR, How are you?
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 9:53 pm
GmShRkN ~stir of echos~ *Walks in* Hey Everyone. Gah, now i want to read.. *grabs a book* I wish I could read... emo Edit: HELLO STIR, How are you? you'll learn someday wink Im alright, and yourself?
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 9:54 pm
~stir of echos~ GmShRkN ~stir of echos~ *Walks in* Hey Everyone. Gah, now i want to read.. *grabs a book* I wish I could read... emo Edit: HELLO STIR, How are you? you'll learn someday wink Im alright, and yourself? I REFUSE! >.< But ok... One day... Uhhh tired as all hell...
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