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 Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 7:51 pm
Celestial Burden Sav, I'm told everyday by my whole family I can't do anything right and I'm never going to be any better than my father. I'm starting to think they're right. I cannot get three drawings done, three major drawings, in two days. Technically it's only one day because the audition is 9 a.m. on Tuesday. They're probably saying that to motivate you so that you're not a failure but its having the opposite effect... my mom used to tell me things like that all the time and I know how hard it is to ignore it. Do your best to be the best you can be, that's all you have to do.
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 7:53 pm
Slim95 Celestial Burden Sav, I'm told everyday by my whole family I can't do anything right and I'm never going to be any better than my father. I'm starting to think they're right. I cannot get three drawings done, three major drawings, in two days. Technically it's only one day because the audition is 9 a.m. on Tuesday. With all do respect, ******** 'em. What they think should have no effect on your actions, and everybody does SOMETHING right. You're good at many things, Celes, and you can't wallow in the negative thoughts of destroyed self-confience, because that'll make you weak. And you can finish three drawings in two days. They might not be as good as if you had a month, but you can finish them. That's like saying I can't draw a person in ten minutes. Even if I draw a crappy stick-figure, I still did the drawing, didn't I? Slim, getting into this school relies entirley on my artistic ability. While many may consider me a good artist, I consider myelf a failure, I look at my art and then the things my friends draw. I can find so many flaws in mine and not nearly as many in theirs. There are thirty spots in the school. Five hundred people apply every year. My chances of getting in are next to none...
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 7:54 pm
Celestial Burden Slim95 Celestial Burden Sav, I'm told everyday by my whole family I can't do anything right and I'm never going to be any better than my father. I'm starting to think they're right. I cannot get three drawings done, three major drawings, in two days. Technically it's only one day because the audition is 9 a.m. on Tuesday. With all do respect, ******** 'em. What they think should have no effect on your actions, and everybody does SOMETHING right. You're good at many things, Celes, and you can't wallow in the negative thoughts of destroyed self-confience, because that'll make you weak. And you can finish three drawings in two days. They might not be as good as if you had a month, but you can finish them. That's like saying I can't draw a person in ten minutes. Even if I draw a crappy stick-figure, I still did the drawing, didn't I? Slim, getting into this school relies entirley on my artistic ability. While many may consider me a good artist, I consider myelf a failure, I look at my art and then the things my friends draw. I can find so many flaws in mine and not nearly as many in theirs. There are thirty spots in the school. Five hundred people apply every year. My chances of getting in are next to none...
Did you know that in all of history there has never been a lottery where no one won.
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 7:54 pm
Celestial Burden Slim95 Celestial Burden Sav, I'm told everyday by my whole family I can't do anything right and I'm never going to be any better than my father. I'm starting to think they're right. I cannot get three drawings done, three major drawings, in two days. Technically it's only one day because the audition is 9 a.m. on Tuesday. With all do respect, ******** 'em. What they think should have no effect on your actions, and everybody does SOMETHING right. You're good at many things, Celes, and you can't wallow in the negative thoughts of destroyed self-confience, because that'll make you weak. And you can finish three drawings in two days. They might not be as good as if you had a month, but you can finish them. That's like saying I can't draw a person in ten minutes. Even if I draw a crappy stick-figure, I still did the drawing, didn't I? Slim, getting into this school relies entirley on my artistic ability. While many may consider me a good artist, I consider myelf a failure, I look at my art and then the things my friends draw. I can find so many flaws in mine and not nearly as many in theirs. There are thirty spots in the school. Five hundred people apply every year. My chances of getting in are next to none... Regardless, you're gonna have to do the best you can in the time you have. It's much better than sitting here worrying about it. Go get 'em, girl! Don't let it get you down. And don't say you won't get in before you even try.
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 7:55 pm
Celestial Burden Slim95 Celestial Burden Sav, I'm told everyday by my whole family I can't do anything right and I'm never going to be any better than my father. I'm starting to think they're right. I cannot get three drawings done, three major drawings, in two days. Technically it's only one day because the audition is 9 a.m. on Tuesday. With all do respect, ******** 'em. What they think should have no effect on your actions, and everybody does SOMETHING right. You're good at many things, Celes, and you can't wallow in the negative thoughts of destroyed self-confience, because that'll make you weak. And you can finish three drawings in two days. They might not be as good as if you had a month, but you can finish them. That's like saying I can't draw a person in ten minutes. Even if I draw a crappy stick-figure, I still did the drawing, didn't I? Slim, getting into this school relies entirley on my artistic ability. While many may consider me a good artist, I consider myelf a failure, I look at my art and then the things my friends draw. I can find so many flaws in mine and not nearly as many in theirs. There are thirty spots in the school. Five hundred people apply every year. My chances of getting in are next to none... but there is still that chance... you can get off now and continue to work or resist and put off the chance that you may probably never get...
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 7:55 pm
Going to sleep mother ********>
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 7:56 pm
Celestial Burden Slim95 Celestial Burden Sav, I'm told everyday by my whole family I can't do anything right and I'm never going to be any better than my father. I'm starting to think they're right. I cannot get three drawings done, three major drawings, in two days. Technically it's only one day because the audition is 9 a.m. on Tuesday. With all do respect, ******** 'em. What they think should have no effect on your actions, and everybody does SOMETHING right. You're good at many things, Celes, and you can't wallow in the negative thoughts of destroyed self-confience, because that'll make you weak. And you can finish three drawings in two days. They might not be as good as if you had a month, but you can finish them. That's like saying I can't draw a person in ten minutes. Even if I draw a crappy stick-figure, I still did the drawing, didn't I? Slim, getting into this school relies entirley on my artistic ability. While many may consider me a good artist, I consider myelf a failure, I look at my art and then the things my friends draw. I can find so many flaws in mine and not nearly as many in theirs. There are thirty spots in the school. Five hundred people apply every year. My chances of getting in are next to none... So you're going to give up? That's the cheap way out, though. Even if you don't have confidence in your abilities, give yourself the satisfaction that you were strong enough to overcome the despair. Finish the drawings and send them in. You don't have to have the confidence in your work, because you can't force yourself to have that, but you CAN force yourself to draw. So get hardcore with this! >8D Don't sleep till you must, don't play, don't do anything besides the obligatory till your drawings are done, and you'll feel much better in the end.
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 7:57 pm
Saverio C.
Going to sleep mother ******** class="clear">
G'night, Sav. wink
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 7:58 pm
Celestial Burden Sav, I'm told everyday by my whole family I can't do anything right and I'm never going to be any better than my father. I'm starting to think they're right. I cannot get three drawings done, three major drawings, in two days. Technically it's only one day because the audition is 9 a.m. on Tuesday. then why prove them right? isn't your decision who you will become? who cares what they think it just breaks down to you and one glorious moment in the end. so why let a couple of idiots tell you what to do? what is the point in living if you can't decide what you want to do? and they hardly know you family or not so how can they say what you can or cannot do? then why don't you just do those drawings just to say that you can and give them a big middle finger for saying you can't. show them who is the boss Celes
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 8:00 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 8:03 pm
See, everday people tell me, "You were so much better as a child. What's happened to you? You're terrible, you'll never be anything. You're going to be just like your despicable father. His family won't even speak to him. That's all you'll ever be. Nothing good is going to come to you. Your mother was stupid for having children. Why couldn't your suicide attempt work? Why don't you go try again?"
Yeah, I'm extrmely stupid for letting all of this get to me. I usually ignore it, but sometimes it gets to be so much that I can't anymore. I'm drawing right now. Multi-tasking isn't too hard. Hopefully I can get at least one drawing done tonight. Even if I show up with two rather than three it's still something...
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 8:07 pm
Celestial Burden See, everday people tell me, "You were so much better as a child. What's happened to you? You're terrible, you'll never be anything. You're going to be just like your despicable father. His family won't even speak to him. That's all you'll ever be. Nothing good is going to come to you. Your mother was stupid for having children. Why couldn't your suicide attempt work? Why don't you go try again?" Yeah, I'm extrmely stupid for letting all of this get to me. I usually ignore it, but sometimes it gets to be so much that I can't anymore. I'm drawing right now. Multi-tasking isn't too hard. Hopefully I can get at least one drawing done tonight. Even if I show up with two rather than three it's still something... Keep at it and good luck with that audition. For the record I think those people are real assholes though... Jesus H. I wouldn't say things like that to people I absolutely hated. I have no idea what their problem is... now I'm angry and would like to hurt those people. Jerks... stare
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 8:07 pm
Celestial Burden See, everday people tell me, "You were so much better as a child. What's happened to you? You're terrible, you'll never be anything. You're going to be just like your despicable father. His family won't even speak to him. That's all you'll ever be. Nothing good is going to come to you. Your mother was stupid for having children. Why couldn't your suicide attempt work? Why don't you go try again?" Yeah, I'm extrmely stupid for letting all of this get to me. I usually ignore it, but sometimes it gets to be so much that I can't anymore. I'm drawing right now. Multi-tasking isn't too hard. Hopefully I can get at least one drawing done tonight. Even if I show up with two rather than three it's still something... all that matters is YOUR hand on those drawings. YOU decide what you do. not them, because they are just another meat bag on the side of the road. i mean one day you will move away and you won't ever see them again so who cares what they think.
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 8:16 pm
*enters... backtracks...* Y'know Viral is right, Celes. You're not becoming an artist for your parent's sake. You're doing this for yourself. You shouldn't be letting others influence you like this - although I already know that you don't (or at least I think you don't).
I'm not a judge on visual arts, but I know as an artist that the only thing you can give in an audition is your best - nothing more than that. So just do your best and enjoy the work because art is a part of you.
*resigns to his corner to pick off more daisy petals*
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