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 Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 12:54 pm
pixyseshy Yeah..when our high then you're pretty much more prone to feel some way. Don't pull the trigger, I mean..you'd be missing alot! As in..freshly baked cookies..er...sky diving...hell..even the sun rising and setting. Well..you know..if it isn't affecting you the way it seems to have effected your mother, it could just be nawing away at you on a subconcious level hun. This was like when I went to my grandmother's funeral a few years back. I was sitting there thinking the same thing. Yet..last year, at no provocation from anything or anyone I just started to break down over it. See..sometimes people have a very delayed reaction to things that they go through in life. (You probably already know it though..so I'll stop then.. sweatdrop ) You aren't wierd hun, you are human. i dont have a reaction, my grandfather died years ago to, but i just dont grieve, i dont get happy that much, cause Im done getting hi, it just made it all worse, i started to break down and bat up my friends for helping me, they only helped once, the rest of the time i wanted to go and calm down in my spot but i could never go
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 1:02 pm
You could never go?...
Oh..well..you still your friends, do you not? I mean..if they tried to help you once..well..you never know..you could ask them even if it'll be akward..Did they give up trying to help you again?
But you know one thing that will be true eventually? You will have a reaction. Maybe not in close or far sight, but it will come eventually.
EDIT: And points for you stopping getting high. It'll be worth it.
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 1:08 pm
pixyseshy You could never go?... Oh..well..you still your friends, do you not? I mean..if they tried to help you once..well..you never know..you could ask them even if it'll be akward..Did they give up trying to help you again? But you know one thing that will be true eventually? You will have a reaction. Maybe not in close or far sight, but it will come eventually. EDIT: And points for you stopping getting high. It'll be worth it. they kept me in there house, while i wanted to go outside back into the cemetary to be alone so i could calm down, my friend helped once out of the hundred times i wanted out, but they never let me, i came close, but fighting against a 17 year old and 14 year old,just doesnt help my odds, im 14 by the way
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 1:12 pm
You're 14? I'm 13. ^_^
Well..they might not have wanted you to go out to the cemetery because they woulda thought you were just going out to get high again. Did you try to explain to them why you wanted to go out, or was it just a plain 'NO.' despite anything said?
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 1:14 pm
pixyseshy You're 14? I'm 13. ^_^ Well..they might not have wanted you to go out to the cemetery because they woulda thought you were just going out to get high again. Did you try to explain to them why you wanted to go out, or was it just a plain 'NO.' despite anything said? the 14 year old was my dude, and his brother was just a b***h we had to smoke with so the 14 year olds dad wasnt told he was going off getting hi instead of doing his house work first
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 1:18 pm
So...was that more or less how they got you to stop? or did they go and try to stop themselves as well?
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 1:20 pm
pixyseshy So...was that more or less how they got you to stop? or did they go and try to stop themselves as well? there not done, the 14 year old is done starting when he runs away, which is soon, so hes living it up now, the other guy, no not done, im done cause im just tired of smoking
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 1:22 pm
Right...running away? oy..but alright. Well it's still a good thing that you are done love.
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 1:24 pm
pixyseshy Right...running away? oy..but alright. Well it's still a good thing that you are done love. life is how it is, i let it be, it leaves me out of its path, and im glad for it but yes stoping is good
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 1:25 pm
Words so true.
Hey..at some point or another you're gonna have to throw yourself back in though my friend. But it's your choice if and when. ^_^
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 1:32 pm
pixyseshy Words so true. Hey..at some point or another you're gonna have to throw yourself back in though my friend. But it's your choice if and when. ^_^ actually, i dont have to, ill stand out of the way of life forever, ill die of old age my religious belief is more an opinion, i believe, we all die and go to oblivion, not heaven, not hell, i believe it doesnt exist, i believe that our worlds end is when it goes red giant, if you have learned about that yet, i believe that Chaos is our truth, people think we have a perfect creator, i believe we were made by tainted lustful hands, pretty much i just dont like religion, it needs to die
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 1:34 pm
That's right. You don't have to. You can do whatever you want with your life man.
Religion is opinion my friend. Which basically gives everyone the right to believe what they like.
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 1:35 pm
hey pixyseshy how are you?
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 1:36 pm
Why hello there Devils! I'm fine myself, thankyou for asking. ^_^ And you?
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 1:37 pm
pixyseshy That's right. You don't have to. You can do whatever you want with your life man. Religion is opinion my friend. Which basically gives everyone the right to believe what they like. yeah, but i bet over half the people who have the religion they have, only have it cause its the way they were raised, i bet they never had a chance to think for themselves and never will
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