Writers Gone Wild RP

[WanderingThroughLife]

(Adrian)"What's wrong?" I asked, seeing the pain she was trying desperately to hide.  

[XxShadowMisstressXx]

(Stevie Rae) I bit my lip and decided that if I was gonna talk to anybody about this, it should be her. "Well, it started a couple months ago. My boyfriend Keith and I were riding home from a concert and we wreced. He was killed and I surived. He had made me promise that I would keep writing no matter what, and I had agreed, not thinking of what could happen. I did keep writing and it was mostly about him and my pain for losing him and what we had. I was going through my notebook and saw the one I;d written for his funeral. And now I'm hearing voices and they sound exactly like him." I felt better but still wanted to cry. Hey, what happened to my strong girl? It still sounded so much like him! I gasped and tried to get a grip. Keith was dead!  

[WanderingThroughLife]

(Adrian)"I know exactly how you feel, except I've learned to deal with the pain but the way I've dealt with it I now realise was stupid. I hid away myself in books and pretended to write as the character I liked most in whatever story I was reading at that time. I hid all of my emotions but now I know it's ok to let it out and that you shouldn't pretend just to escape reality,"I told her, reliving the day of my fifteenth birthday all over again. I'd already been a book worm and a writer and alot of kids made fun of me for it but I had two best friends, Tony(my best friend and boyfriend) and Alexa(my other best friend). They were pretty much my only friends and we had decided to do something fun and reckless. I knew we shouldn't have gone out like we had and I'd rather have been home reading and writing but Tony convinced me to come out with them and they had both ended up dead.  

[XxShadowMisstressXx]

(Stevie Rae) "I did that, too. But I wrote as me, it's how I get rid of my grief and pain." I told her, looking in her eyes and seeing her pain shine through.  

[WanderingThroughLife]

"See that's differnt, you use writing to help you but you note book it's like your heart my was full of different people. It's all characters, none of them real but all of them strong. It's been two years and I finally came out of my shell and found out it's not so bad to-to just be yourself even if you can't let the whole you show but you. You kept writing even after what happened. I stopped writing after Alexa and Tony died and when I started up again last month I thought I was writing as myself but I wasn't..."Adrian trailed off, thinking about how much stronger this girl was than her.  

[XxShadowMisstressXx]

(Stevie Rae) "It's okay. Yes, I did keep writing. It was the only thing that kept me sane." I told her.  

[WanderingThroughLife]

(Adrian)"You will feel better. I can promise you that,"I told her.  

[XxShadowMisstressXx]

(Stevie Rae) "I don't know if I will. Especially not if I keep hearing his voice in my head!"  

[WanderingThroughLife]

(Adrian)I smiled, that was exactly how I'd felt but now I was finally starting to get over it.  

[XxShadowMisstressXx]

(Stevie Rae) "We should get back to class." I mumbled, knowing she probably thought I was crazy.  

[WanderingThroughLife]

(Adrian)"I don't think you're crazy,"I told her, reading her expression.  

[XxShadowMisstressXx]

(Stevie Rae) I smiled. "Thanks."  

[WanderingThroughLife]

(Adrian)"No prob but we really should get going, MAtt looked really worried when I left and if other people see me with you the writers are ganna kill me."I opened the door for her.  

[XxShadowMisstressXx]

(Stevie Rae) "Would you mind telling me why?" I asked.  

[WanderingThroughLife]

(Adrian)"I came up with this plan to see what was so different between us, the writers, and everyone else. I'm with the populars and everyone else went to the other groups. No ones noticed so far and I'm actually liking some of the people I've met and from what I've heard everyone else feels the same as me. That's the only reason I'm wearing this idiotic get-up and acting the way I have been,"I said, jestering to my short-shorts, low neck tank top, and makeup.