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 Posted: Fri May 25, 2007 12:16 am
Belle: well, my judgement has been passed...so blah ^_^
Lin-kun: don't worry about it...it's just one of those things I think about...but for a little quickie, it's all about the self recognition, and how one percieves oneself
One could learn a lot from watching anime...
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2007 12:17 am
La Belle Isolde Oh geez... I didn't mean to spill all that out but it's been said so no use editing it out now... And no I'm not that great, heh heh. I have lots of problems that need fixing before I can consider myself having a nice voice... besides, if not for what happend to you in your past, I wouldn't have come to know and care the person that sits here now
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2007 12:18 am
Arc has a point; our past does shape us.
*sighs* I know I shouldn't think about it... but I wish I didn't turn out this way...
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2007 12:18 am
Arcanas Belle: well, my judgement has been passed...so blah ^_^
Lin-kun: don't worry about it...it's just one of those things I think about...but for a little quickie, it's all about the self recognition, and how one percieves oneself
One could learn a lot from watching anime...I agree totally with that one... 3nodding 3nodding but alas... i must take my leave.... night all!!! heart heart
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2007 12:19 am
pnytenshi Arcanas Belle: well, my judgement has been passed...so blah ^_^
Lin-kun: don't worry about it...it's just one of those things I think about...but for a little quickie, it's all about the self recognition, and how one percieves oneself
One could learn a lot from watching anime...I agree totally with that one... 3nodding 3nodding but alas... i must take my leave.... night all!!! heart heart which one? the part about judgement? or learning from cartoons?
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2007 12:20 am
Arcanas pnytenshi Arcanas Belle: well, my judgement has been passed...so blah ^_^
Lin-kun: don't worry about it...it's just one of those things I think about...but for a little quickie, it's all about the self recognition, and how one percieves oneself
One could learn a lot from watching anime...I agree totally with that one... 3nodding 3nodding but alas... i must take my leave.... night all!!! heart heart which one? the part about judgement? or learning from cartoons? sorry.. learning from anime... 3nodding
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2007 12:22 am
Lin, you can try to be strong or you can give in to whatever you like and I don't think I could think less of you.... but please realise that you are nowhere near as worthless as you feel. Know that you mean something to at least me, and I'm just some weird internet chick. You're a really good friend and person and you will be sorely missed when you are gone one day.
About what happened, Arc, it's nice that we've come to know each other... but I used to be something less broken and less bruised... I miss myself, basically. I fell too hard and too fast for someone who valued his life less than me no matter how hard I tried to talk to him... and being told that your undying love is not enough for him to regain his will to live hurts more than I hope anyone here ever has to feel. I made a promise to him that I wouldn't go through hell for him, but I would go through hell and back with him. He refused to bring himself back so I left him there without him. That pain is still fresh... even though it was two years ago...
It's really hurt my ability to love people the way I used to. I still love with everything that I am, but what I am is only a fraction of what I was.
I'm still in therapy over that...
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2007 12:23 am
pnytenshi Arcanas pnytenshi Arcanas Belle: well, my judgement has been passed...so blah ^_^
Lin-kun: don't worry about it...it's just one of those things I think about...but for a little quickie, it's all about the self recognition, and how one percieves oneself
One could learn a lot from watching anime...I agree totally with that one... 3nodding 3nodding but alas... i must take my leave.... night all!!! heart heart which one? the part about judgement? or learning from cartoons? sorry.. learning from anime... 3nodding heh...you make me giggle lol
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2007 12:24 am
...That just proves my point LaBelle...
*smiles* Friendship is the only reason I have left to stay here... and I love all the people I love so much...
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2007 12:24 am
G'night pny.
And Lin, you are the way you are... as much as I wish I could've avoided what's happened to me I'm trying to face what I am now and to pick up the pieces and make do with what there is now. It's better than giving up on myself like he did....
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2007 12:25 am
La Belle Isolde It's really hurt my ability to love people the way I used to. I still love with everything that I am, but what I am is only a fraction of what I was. I'm still in therapy over that... That is interesting, and now for some old proverbs...time heals all things of course with something, it takes much longer, but keep this in mind, I look forward to meeting your whole self, seeing as I enjoy the company of this self you present to us right now.
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2007 12:27 am
That would be cute if you two met... *sobs and smiles*
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2007 12:29 am
Aw, Lin, you're forgetting I am currently deeply involved... too bad I can't forget even just for half a moment to enjoy something else...
*angsts*
I do want to make it clear that I am really in love with my current boyfriend. I do really like you though, Archie.
*stops angsting and begins to just enjoy the moment*
^___^
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2007 12:31 am
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2007 12:31 am
Now don't get me wrong here, I'm not trying to break up a good thing!
*another proverb type thing* if it ain't broke, don't fix it
^_^
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