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Posted: Fri Feb 06, 2009 3:39 am
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I'm not sure if there is another topic like this but here's my story: It all started at the beginning of last year when I had a crush on this guy at school (who is in alot of my classes) and added him on bebo. I thought by adding him it would let him know that I liked him (I should've commented on his page even though it is too late now). I'm not sure if he did know I liked him but after I added him I kept thinking he'd been showing me signs. I became so obsessed with him that I'd probably told almost the whole world that I liked (which was a stupid thing to do) - even the populars, who seemed nice when they asked who my crush was. When I told all these people I didn't take into consideration that if he didn't like me or if he got a girlfriend I would be a fool in front of all the people I told I liked him. Well, throughout the whole of last year I was still so obsessed with him but I was way too shy to tell him how I felt and this had went on until the start of this week. I did the stupid thing of waiting until he would ask me out, which he never. Because of my obsession, I was constantly checking his relationship status on bebo to see if he was still single (I know, I sound like a stalker). sweatdrop So I'll just get to the point. When we all finally got back to school (this year) from the long Christmas holidays, a couple of weeks went by then something horrible happened. In Maths, I saw he was talking and laughing with this other girl in our class. I kind of let that one go even though that moment was always on my mind. When class finished I was walking pass someone and caught part of their conversation: something something "...is going out with (the guy's name goes here)". After I felt a bit paranoid but I told myself that I must have been mishearing it. Next Maths lesson, the guy was at it again with that other girl. Now I was sure he liked her. I felt horribly sick, dizzy, and found it hard to breathe - the hot weather did not make things any better. Surprisingly I was strong enough to not cry and I also focused on my work and my survival without letting anyone see I was suffering.
So now, I really need help on how to deal with this sadness which I don't think I can hide anymore if they keep this up everytime I have subjects with both of them. I just can't avoid them and I don't want to try to break them up because they are well-suited for one another, they share the same interests. And something else too - because this incident happened on the week before Valentine's Day, how will I be able to cope on that day? I've never seen them kiss each other but they will no doubt be doing that on the day. I guess I have to fly solo yet again and now my life just seems boring and empty without the thoughts of him being with me.
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Posted: Fri Feb 06, 2009 4:24 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 06, 2009 5:39 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 06, 2009 6:28 pm
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Lavender-the-9-tailed-fox
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Posted: Thu Feb 19, 2009 2:56 pm
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Posted: Mon Mar 02, 2009 1:02 pm
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Posted: Thu Mar 05, 2009 10:37 pm
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