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Okay, so I've just come back from a short visit to my old city to see my mom and a few of my old friends.

My friends as well as my mother (who has MS) have dabbled in smoking marijuana. The Psycotropic drugs ((Mushrooms / LSD Ect')) only span out to a few of my friends. The legal herb the gas stations sell are considered deadly for the simple fact that certain brands; ((Voodoo, Supernova, and K2)) create the effect of doing amphetamines and or psycotrpics.

Alcohol is also considered a drug and I'm sure most of you know at least one artist who's dabbled in that. Edger Allen Poe and Anne Rice have had drinking problems in the past along with other artist.

Now you may be asking yourself, "Why talk about these things Wyatt?" , well it's come to my attention that many Artist have had a problem or an addiction to these substances.

I have smoked marijuana as well as the legal herb. And I have been known to drink on occasion. Did it make me any better? Did it create some big masterpiece of epic preportions? Can I play Mozart on the Piano drunk?? The answer is no...

Before I did any type of substance I was still the Artist you know me to be today. There was no change, no sudden knack to write an epic. It was all just dreamlike...and don't take that for being something amazing..

There is a calm about everything at times, and you feel numb to reality... it's horror. This is just what I've experienced but it's really just horrable.. I can put it to you this way..

My body would go numb as if I had been dumped under thick ice, and my brain would try to react but I just couldn't find the will to do anything but just think about the situation and get lost in the process of it all... I can say now that I know what death feels like.

I've forgotten to breath cause I felt like my lungs where frozen once. The hazy dream has even made me lose full scope of reality, thinking my friend had broken into the neighbors house and that we were sleeping on the floor of someone elses room when in fact it was his own the entire time.

They did nothing for me but open a pandoras box of horror..lol so as the saying goes Dont do drugs kids.. I've cleaned up my act.. xp

So my question is this, what are your opinions on drugs in the artistic community?? Have you ,or anyone you know ever "experimented" with anything before to try and find inspiration?? Please share your stories and opinions 3nodding -Y@

Drugs can go to HELL well i have never experemented with like weed and pills but i will say i have drank and gottan drunk befor and trust me it did not go well at all and that is the last time i ever drank. But while in high skool i had a bet frind well more like my boyfriend, he was so poetic and romantic and i fell in love right away then he started somking weed and poppong pills his favorit calls watts and cocain his artistic side just ent away, i used to read him my poems and he loved them and he would write in return but as soon as he started drugs that just stopped i would read him a peice and he would daze off or he would say like "oh yea thats nice" it hurt me so deeply that mt best friend couldnt enjot art anymore.And everytime i think of him i cry, i stopped talking to him after graduation because he was never sober. one day we went to Barnes & Noble and he was all touchy on me and we sat to read some poems soon enough the weed died off and he had the balls to say to me loud enough"s**t my going sober i cant stand be here wen im sober" he went outside and somked some more and came back in and i was gone! So answere to your question wyatt , no drugs dont make a person a better artist drugs just submerges a person to a dark hellhole but for some reason the like it and thats the worst part. Because of drugs i was hurt though i never took them!

In the artist communities here if you ever see these, it's mostly used as a social thing, something to share. Like social drinking. I have known one or two who have used something like MJ and have told me they get into a 'zone' and can work for hours..

In my personal experience I have tried it to see what it is like, and have noticed I get into similar states of mind that I can achieve during regular meditation. Usually I meditate in silence, but I've also used binaural beats which in the beginning have really helped me relax during times of high stress and I've also used it for insomnia.

Drugs in the end aren't really all that necessary for me because I can get in the zone on my own, naturally. It's really just about calming the mind, so that no other thoughts pass through and all your focus is on your art... I've never had a high off of drugs, my experience is that it just relaxes me but I know this isn't the case for everyone. What gives me euphoria are those random moments, watching films and coming across beautiful scenes.. or going for a walk and seeing something that catches your eye unexpectedly and it just fills you up --and it really lasts the whole day. Maybe longer if I decide to photograph it or I hold on to the memory..

I know she didn't - I'm just trying to make a point, if you didn't know it was bad; would you still do it? Geez, calm down... crying

"That's PROBABLY why we had Hippies.."

Ha ha, true - nice and straightforward way of saying it! rofl

You make a valid point my friend, everything has it's own reaction and balance depending on the person and the state there in.

I have a friend that would draw some trippy things when he would smoke. I have another that would paint awsome peices when he did LSD (or LSA). Everyone has a different reaction to different substances..

everyone has their own way of thinking. but thinking that everyone is going to end up paying for everything bad they do such as drugs is a bit naive. just think, most of Asia had opium before us and they are doing very well. i am not living in the streets shooting up. only some drugs are addicting. but why would you wish for such ill things to go upon people who have chosen which route they want to venture for a little while in life? its not very polite. but really, once it does n** me in the a** like you say i will let you know. let just say for the past 5 years only good things have ventured my way with my art and network of people in life.