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Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2012 12:22 am
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faithful quenga God is my strength... "Psalms 28:7"
UPDATE
Court did not go as planned at all. I was tripped up in my words while speaking with the judge and it all went down hill from there. He was awarded joint custody with every other weekend having our daughter. I was/still am fighting for sole legal custody of her though. The judge awarded him a 2 day visit with her to start just hours after court let out without even asking if there was a bed for her to sleep in. Which of course there wasn't and the sleeping arrangement for those 2 nights was very inappropriate. My husband's girlfriend was not at the court though she was in town during it. And she was hidden from me while he picked up our daughter.
I met the girlfriend on the 8th of March when they brought Riley home. Because she and my husband have been living together since February. It wasn't too bad to meet her but we got into a small argument over things I refuse to waiver on when it comes to my child and that was the end of that. He was suppose to get Riley again on the 15th but we signed something agreeing to switch that to the 22nd but on the 17th he called to say that he wouldn't be getting Riley until sometime in April now. Also it will not be picking her up every 2 weeks as he was awarded but the plan will be for one weekend a month. As things are going now I do not see the monthly visits to even come true.
My daughter was completely confused and upset on her return home from the visit in the beginning of this month. She doesn't understand why she can't have her mommy with her while with her dad and why her dad can't be with her while she's at home. In the beginning of April she is going to see a doctor to start the process of getting her a therapist for all of this and to help her through it all. 2 songs have come out in recent months that I have written down and stored away for my daughter when she is older because they fit very well with things at those songs are Casting Crowns - just another birthday and Britt Nicole - all this time.
I have been struggling with forgiveness toward my husband though. I am angry at him and I think I was hiding it before but now that anger is bubbling to the surface and I don't know quite what to do with it. I'm angry at him for leaving not only me but our daughter, I'm angry that he got into a relationship so quickly, I'm angry that he lives with this girl and talks of her becoming his wife, I'm angry at his lack of concern for the things going on in our daughter's life. I don't want to hold onto those resentments but I don't know if I'm ready to forgive.
...God is my joy "Psalms 96:11-13" If the therapist prescribes her any pills don't give them to her, they're drugs are no good, I don't even think it'd be a good Idea for her to see a therapist though. You should pray about it to see if it is Yahuah's will. And as for your husband he doesn't sound saved to me you should tell him to examin himself. Plus divorce is not an option unless one of you has sex with someone else or one of you dies. He should love you whether you deserve it or not, that is a command for both of you to love eachother.
Matthew 5:31-32 31It hath been said, Whosoever shall put away his wife, let him give her a writing of divorcement:
32But I say unto you, That whosoever shall put away his wife, saving for the cause of fornication, causeth her to commit adultery: and whosoever shall marry her that is divorced committeth adultery.
http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=2 Corinthians 13:5&version=KJV
http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Ephesians+5&version=KJV
You should show him these video's. You should watch them too, they're pretty good.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gUKRA6XcsDs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ky8dTyPpiAo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sUSaZzvIPMo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ih6XK0UQ330
(The name for the Father, is Yahuah, the name for the son, our Saviour and Mashiach, is Yahusha, and the name for the Holy Spirit, is Ruach ha'Qodesh. The ch in Ruach and Mashiach makes like a k sound, so Ruach would sound like Ruak ha'Qodesh and Mashiach like Mashiak and Mashiach means Messiah) (Elohim is a Hebrew word meaning "god(s)," )
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starry night-163 If the therapist prescribes her any pills don't give them to her, they're drugs are no good, I don't even think it'd be a good Idea for her to see a therapist though. You should pray about it to see if it is Yahuah's will. And as for your husband he doesn't sound saved to me you should tell him to examin himself. Plus divorce is not an option unless one of you has sex with someone else or one of you dies. He should love you whether you deserve it or not, that is a command for both of you to love eachother. Matthew 5:31-32 31It hath been said, Whosoever shall put away his wife, let him give her a writing of divorcement:
32But I say unto you, That whosoever shall put away his wife, saving for the cause of fornication, causeth her to commit adultery: and whosoever shall marry her that is divorced committeth adultery.http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=2 Corinthians 13:5&version=KJVhttp://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Ephesians+5&version=KJVYou should show him these video's. You should watch them too, they're pretty good. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gUKRA6XcsDshttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ky8dTyPpiAohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sUSaZzvIPMohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ih6XK0UQ330(The name for the Father, is Yahuah, the name for the son, our Saviour and Mashiach, is Yahusha, and the name for the Holy Spirit, is Ruach ha'Qodesh. The ch in Ruach and Mashiach makes like a k sound, so Ruach would sound like Ruak ha'Qodesh and Mashiach like Mashiak and Mashiach means Messiah) (Elohim is a Hebrew word meaning "god(s)," ) God is my strength... "Psalms 28:7"
I would never give her any type of anti depressants, she is 4 (almost 5) years old that's crazy. I've been down the road of therapists trying to stuff drugs on me and I refused. I will do the same for my child. I believe therapists to be very helpful especially if they can draw out a child's thoughts and help me as a parent to guide my child during this difficult time.
He is saved, he isn't acting it at all in my opinion, but he was saved many years ago. And as I know from my own experiences, saved doesn't mean perfect and we all stumble. Some farther than others though. I have no real open communication with him. that was cut off by him at the beginning of this year when he started seeing his girlfriend. Now they are living together and that makes things much harder. He has a hardened heart to me, anything I tell him, apart from what is going on in our daughter's life, goes in one ear and out the other. He is in an intimate relationship with that other woman and he very much wants to divorce me and marry her.
...God is my joy "Psalms 96:11-13"
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faithful quenga starry night-163 If the therapist prescribes her any pills don't give them to her, they're drugs are no good, I don't even think it'd be a good Idea for her to see a therapist though. You should pray about it to see if it is Yahuah's will. And as for your husband he doesn't sound saved to me you should tell him to examin himself. Plus divorce is not an option unless one of you has sex with someone else or one of you dies. He should love you whether you deserve it or not, that is a command for both of you to love eachother. Matthew 5:31-32 31It hath been said, Whosoever shall put away his wife, let him give her a writing of divorcement:
32But I say unto you, That whosoever shall put away his wife, saving for the cause of fornication, causeth her to commit adultery: and whosoever shall marry her that is divorced committeth adultery.http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=2 Corinthians 13:5&version=KJVhttp://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Ephesians+5&version=KJVYou should show him these video's. You should watch them too, they're pretty good. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gUKRA6XcsDshttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ky8dTyPpiAohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sUSaZzvIPMohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ih6XK0UQ330(The name for the Father, is Yahuah, the name for the son, our Saviour and Mashiach, is Yahusha, and the name for the Holy Spirit, is Ruach ha'Qodesh. The ch in Ruach and Mashiach makes like a k sound, so Ruach would sound like Ruak ha'Qodesh and Mashiach like Mashiak and Mashiach means Messiah) (Elohim is a Hebrew word meaning "god(s)," ) God is my strength... "Psalms 28:7"
I would never give her any type of anti depressants, she is 4 (almost 5) years old that's crazy. I've been down the road of therapists trying to stuff drugs on me and I refused. I will do the same for my child. I believe therapists to be very helpful especially if they can draw out a child's thoughts and help me as a parent to guide my child during this difficult time.
He is saved, he isn't acting it at all in my opinion, but he was saved many years ago. And as I know from my own experiences, saved doesn't mean perfect and we all stumble. Some farther than others though. I have no real open communication with him. that was cut off by him at the beginning of this year when he started seeing his girlfriend. Now they are living together and that makes things much harder. He has a hardened heart to me, anything I tell him, apart from what is going on in our daughter's life, goes in one ear and out the other. He is in an intimate relationship with that other woman and he very much wants to divorce me and marry her.
...God is my joy "Psalms 96:11-13" Here in america if you refuse to give your child what is prescribed by a doctor (therapist is a doctor) I think they'd charge you with child abuse or something of the sort <.< you can refuse them because you are an adult but a child here in america they treat different, I'd look into that though if I were you just to make sure. And yup! Just because you are saved does not mean you will be perfect my point is he's ignoring and sounds way too hardened I never said he wasn't saved I said he doesn't sound saved and he should examin himself as we are told to do in scripture to see if we are in the faith. Has he truly been changed? Does he truly believe? Watch the videos, they don't say be perfect either, they're just pretty good at showing you the test.
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