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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 4:51 pm
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Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 10:19 am
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Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 6:33 pm
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2006 12:42 pm
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2006 4:16 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 20, 2006 2:46 pm
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first of all true friendship does exist, but in high school you have to find a truly special person to understand that, friendship is partially unconditional, (i know that is close to an oxymoron) but being a friend means you like to spend time with them, because in a way you love them, you tell each other things, you smile about past experiences, you ask advice from them, and when you need it you have a shoulder to cry on. and it is in the hard times when you find out somtimes you need to start again, so you are going to a new high school? perfect, you dont have any preset ideals about you, this is your chance to show who you are, dont "try to fit in" that will put you in the same spot you are now, i know this sounds corny but just be yourself, you'll find someone, oh adn join some clubs! it is a great way to meet people with your same intrests, adn keep Drawing, that is your escape, that is your vent and it sounds like you enjoy it, so just keep it up! and just as a note, a friend of mine just commited Suicide, it hurts, more than you realize, enen the people who you see now as jerks who were your friends will still be hurt, i know you dont think so but they will, you have touched their lives, never forget the good times you have had and keep with you the bad times, it is good to learn from them but dont let them control you, just be who you want to be, yourself!
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 12:31 pm
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Hello there. You sound a lot like me..
In school I didn't have a single friend until eighth grade. Around here, that's High School grade level.
And even then my friends left me for drugs and popularity. All except for a girl who was homeschooled. She came to my High School in the nineth grade and I accepted her when no one else would. Now she's off in college and more successful than she ever thought she'd be.
As a child I had some mental problems that got in the way of my learning. That couple with the improper medication given to me, isolated me from all of the other kids. I started flunking, becoming depressed, and losing my care for life.
I drew, I still draw, and I think that and my own self-respect are what kept me from suicide.
Kids spat on me, fought me, and degraded me in almost every way possible.
My parents, who looked right past the fact that my meds were wrong, treated me horribly and did not understand me whatsoever. That is especially hard for a child whose mother is a child services social worker. She works with troubled kids for a living and didn't even do one damn thing to help her own. And a father who is a police officer..
I graduated High School last month and I must say people have certainly matured. A prep from Junior High now works as a waitress in Bob Evans and couldn't be more unhappy with her job. Especially since she had to wait on me.
I have my life together even though I have no friends I can visit. I still draw. I create music. I write.. And I am enrolling into college with classes that begin on the 29th.
I guess you just have to chin up and realize that tomorrow can be good or bad. You just have to stay alive to see which it is.
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Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2006 5:24 pm
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I'm terribly sorry to hear your story, girls often treat each other like s**t I know... My only suggestion is to try making friends with boys, it may sound a bit weird but honestly guys are more accepting and, at least in my opinion, far more trustworthy than girls. A girl I considered a best friend once decided to have sex with a guy she knew I was in love with, and basically told me to get over myself when she found out I was hurt.... actually, thats happened to me twice... That's not my only reason for saying women can be real bitches, but we should be talking about you, not me, eh? Anyways, almost all of my close friends are guys now, they don't backstab or talk s**t, and if they don't really like someone, they'll tell them. Sure I still have girlfriends, but I don't tell them anything they could hurt me with, don't let them get too close. (unless they can really earn my trust) Again I'm sorry to hear your story, I know my advice doesn't do much for your entire situation, but it's a start right? I hope this helps you a bit, and I'm sorry if it doesn't... PM me sometime if you'd like...
heart Amy The Midget Of Fury
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Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2006 11:17 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 29, 2006 7:57 pm
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