November 18, 2006, Saturday
I just need a new place to vent right now so I have created a new blog. -applause- So anyway, I finally agreed with myself that I like this one guy in my class. At first it was more like, "Oh, I just think he is cute." But now, I just like him. His name is Aaron. Perhaps you could say this whole thing with him began last year...
Well, first to say about what happened last year. I had several encounters with him in my freshman year. When I was on my freshman retreat, Aaron's friend Marc came up to me and said that Aaron likes me. I was slightly taken back but I shoved the thought out of my head. I knew who he was, but I didn't KNOW him personally. Then, later in the year, I went to my locker early in the morning. Aaron was at his locker and his friend Dylan was with him. As I was getting my books out of my locker, Dylan says to me, "Aaron likes you." Then he turns to Aaron and says, "Why don't you ask her out already?" Again, I was pretty surprised. I told all my friends about what happened. Sarah started teasing me saying that we would be a cute couple since we were about the same height. xD (Well, Aaron is now a little taller than me.) Then I just decided to forget about Aaron for several reasons: One, he was popular. I wouldn't have a chance anyway. Two, I didn't know him personally. And three, I was certain Dylan was lying.
So now, sophomore year comes! I am taking more advanced classes this year so I was certain I would have a class or two with Aaron. Karma hit me in the back and BAM! I had Math and English with him. The sucky part of it was we were put into an alphabetical seating chart with me sitting behind him in Math and in front of him in English. I finally was able to get to know him and see what he was like. Aaron was quite arrogant. I can tell he is joking sometimes, but it does get annoying. But among the things I liked about him, was the fact that he was a gamer and he liked things that normal people don't. I guess you could say that I have flirted with him a little bit. Then again, I really don't notice if I am flirting with a guy or not. Really, to me, we are just laughing and joking around about the stuff that goes on in our class. Still at this point, I still thought of him as cute.
Then I had a dream of Aaron recently. In the dream I was somewhere and Aaron and his friend were passing by. I talked to them for a few minutes when aaron puts his arms around me and starts kissing my cheek. I was like, "Whoa! Hold the phone! What is going on here?!" Then the dream changed into something else. When I told my friend Nicolle about it, she started laughing saying it was cute. After i told Nicolle, Aaron and one of his friends came into my classroom to get something from the sideroom. Nicolle was all like, "Hey! Look at the clock!" I said, "Huh?" and looked over to where the clock was. I saw him there and started blushing. Then my friend Divya said, "Aw! Do you like Aaron?" So I said in reply, "No, I don't. I just think he's cute. I don't like him as a crush. That is just for clarification!" Divya says, "No, I think you like him."
So yeah. I am finally convincned that I like Aaron. The only problem is, I CAN'T HAVE HIM!! He's popular so that makes my chances very slim. He is also arrogant so that brings the chances down to nil. Aren't I lucky?
I just need a new place to vent right now so I have created a new blog. -applause- So anyway, I finally agreed with myself that I like this one guy in my class. At first it was more like, "Oh, I just think he is cute." But now, I just like him. His name is Aaron. Perhaps you could say this whole thing with him began last year...
Well, first to say about what happened last year. I had several encounters with him in my freshman year. When I was on my freshman retreat, Aaron's friend Marc came up to me and said that Aaron likes me. I was slightly taken back but I shoved the thought out of my head. I knew who he was, but I didn't KNOW him personally. Then, later in the year, I went to my locker early in the morning. Aaron was at his locker and his friend Dylan was with him. As I was getting my books out of my locker, Dylan says to me, "Aaron likes you." Then he turns to Aaron and says, "Why don't you ask her out already?" Again, I was pretty surprised. I told all my friends about what happened. Sarah started teasing me saying that we would be a cute couple since we were about the same height. xD (Well, Aaron is now a little taller than me.) Then I just decided to forget about Aaron for several reasons: One, he was popular. I wouldn't have a chance anyway. Two, I didn't know him personally. And three, I was certain Dylan was lying.
So now, sophomore year comes! I am taking more advanced classes this year so I was certain I would have a class or two with Aaron. Karma hit me in the back and BAM! I had Math and English with him. The sucky part of it was we were put into an alphabetical seating chart with me sitting behind him in Math and in front of him in English. I finally was able to get to know him and see what he was like. Aaron was quite arrogant. I can tell he is joking sometimes, but it does get annoying. But among the things I liked about him, was the fact that he was a gamer and he liked things that normal people don't. I guess you could say that I have flirted with him a little bit. Then again, I really don't notice if I am flirting with a guy or not. Really, to me, we are just laughing and joking around about the stuff that goes on in our class. Still at this point, I still thought of him as cute.
Then I had a dream of Aaron recently. In the dream I was somewhere and Aaron and his friend were passing by. I talked to them for a few minutes when aaron puts his arms around me and starts kissing my cheek. I was like, "Whoa! Hold the phone! What is going on here?!" Then the dream changed into something else. When I told my friend Nicolle about it, she started laughing saying it was cute. After i told Nicolle, Aaron and one of his friends came into my classroom to get something from the sideroom. Nicolle was all like, "Hey! Look at the clock!" I said, "Huh?" and looked over to where the clock was. I saw him there and started blushing. Then my friend Divya said, "Aw! Do you like Aaron?" So I said in reply, "No, I don't. I just think he's cute. I don't like him as a crush. That is just for clarification!" Divya says, "No, I think you like him."
So yeah. I am finally convincned that I like Aaron. The only problem is, I CAN'T HAVE HIM!! He's popular so that makes my chances very slim. He is also arrogant so that brings the chances down to nil. Aren't I lucky?
