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 Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 6:46 pm
If I gave you a hand, would you take it?
Would you find my heart, then would you break it?
Would it be unfair to say I hated you?
But in the end I would never forsake you..
Why is there so much pain?
Always inside of me, my lesser gain.
Because I can't help my self out, for I love you so...
So why do I feel like letting go?
My soul is unraveled on the floor,
I can't take the internal beatings no more.
My most best friends now turned to foes.
Can't I wake up? From those screams inside of me.
Because this nightmare is burning me down with each tear,
I have almost thought through my first fear,
Of letting those down.. who once loved my innocent self.
Now I'm broken on the floor,
My eyes aren't wet, with the salty desire to relieve.
But now I can't get it up it seems.
I am glued to the bathroom floor, I am falling.
Can't stay awake, but I won't sleep.
Crimson lines yet so tiny, grew stems unto the floor.
Then and there I knew I loathed you,
And I hoped you couldn't open the door.
I left the world knowing you hurt me,
You to suffer slowly of the guilt and to die more slowly. 4laugh I hadsta enter!!! whee I hope to be a life-time member! sweatdrop you guyz are cool loved the other poems too! heart Peace out and Showin dah Lurve! -Punk_Anjel
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 6:01 pm
if for once you know what you want just do it. no one can stop you not even your parents. you got a dream, go out there and grab it. ive got somthing i want to do. i need to die and move on. my hearts been broken more than once. its time i leave this meaningless life. farewell to all my friends i leave you today. for something much better
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 6:08 pm
love only comes with pain
the pain of a knife through the heart when you know its all over
you cant love them forever you know.
one of you will soon part for something else.
pain is all that love knows.
and foolish you will be if you cant be the perfect one you can just give up.
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Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 8:52 pm
Just somthing Goofy I wrote
Ok so there was this girl, who was bored.
So she sat down at her computer to type in her live joural but couldn't think of anything to say.
Normally she would type and type smack filled with details and stories of her day.
She would tell of all her laughs and giggles.
and how she has a slight fear of the wiggles.
she only wanted to post her boredum away for she had nothing better to do
She sighed and cried unable to think of anything other than the word goo
So she sat and wrote a poem about how she didn't know what to post
She could probably bet you though her wierder than a ghost
She knows she's wierd
and slighlty feared
but she believes that is what will take her places in life
She channels her wierdness into creativity so she is able to make up words such as Mife
Her belief is if a word can be spelled and defined it is indeed a word
And mife is a red green and blue type of bird
So this is where the means meet the ends Or maybe it's just the end
I hope these words made you laugh for my cause it's my halarity i did lend.
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Posted: Sun Aug 27, 2006 6:20 am
as the sun sets my love for you awakens.
but for how long will it stay awake?
and how does it know you are the one?
the one who will stay by my side whether
life is coping or not...
can you truly love me for me?
will you understand how i feel?
i dont want to be with you if you cant match up to me.
i cant love a man who runs and hides.
i want a man who will be there for me.
our eternal bond cant be cracked.
it cant break because we are bound forever.
and what has to be is what it is.
i know we will never be but one can hope.
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Posted: Sat Sep 30, 2006 5:35 pm
A DREAM IS A WISH(by chio-chan_to_sayuri-san)
"a dream is a wish your heart makes"
keeps ringing in my head, i here it win i
i wake up, and win i go to bed.
"a dream is a wish your heart makes"
you know the sayings true, the things
you wish with all your mite, its in your
dreams thay come true
it makes no matter what you wish win you
see it all come true, theres no better feeling
than win your dreams fold out in front of you.
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Posted: Mon Oct 02, 2006 6:01 pm
ummm i have a bunch i hope thats ok...
Life
The addicting sweetness of life and
getting high on the most simplest of things
the mountain that carries you to another world that drifts off
into the dreams that wrap their arms around you
The love of a mother to a son
thats undying and will be there forever more
Living in the times
and laying in the breeze
and smelling the roses
The leisure of the world at home and in the office
carrying a certain calmness to my heart and to yours
untitled
click clack click clack
the shoes of that one girl walking on the ground
hisssssssssss
the sound of her letting air out as she sighs of the sadness
in her mind...escape her lips
the POP! of gum from the guy behind her seat
and the tap tap tap of the pencil on the table
the sounds instantly aplified
the screeech of the chalk on the board
the tap of someones toes on the ground
the breathing of that certain other
slam
the sound of someones locker in the hall
as her ssss and ahhhh goes deeper
and her breath goes thicker until her scream pierces the "silence of the room"
the whispers of the class
"woah whats wrong with her" "is she crazy?"
the frantic looks she has toward the people
around the world
before her shoes make a quick
click clack click clack click clack against the flooring and she is forever gone
feelings of despair
The faces that come and go and the people who you thought were real
take a turn in a life full of nothign but deciet, lies and anger
the people who were supposed to be there
were fake
the peopel who you were supposed to count on
are gone
when times are the hardest
and the pain you no longer can bear
the claws of anger run through your body
as your mind can no longer think
your hands are shaking as you look at the knife
the knife that stands for all of your feelings
the knife that can take your life
the knife that can hurt you or give you release
all alone in this hard world
with nothing there to comfort you but your own greusome thoughts
the time is near
there is nothing to do....and no one to see
i CANT look at myself
i CANT think about whats going on
its just too much for one person
the weight of the world suddenly comes crashing...
with a few words of the enemy
Hope
the definition of hope is changing
the definition goes from left to right
its hope for you that lets you realize and see the sight
in times where all is at its worst
its hope to help keep us at our post
we may think hope is gone
we may think hope is lost
but under the creases--
of the folds of our lives...
hope lurks beneath the shadows
waiting to come out
hope waits for its time to shine to go out and shout
hope is there for you
whether you think so or not
and if you really think about it...
hope is all you've got
Little girl
Little girl walking down the street
Seeing every guy she’ll ever meet
As the big strong guy
The one to save her
He tells her lies
Just to get a look at her thighs
Why
Why is she so weak?
She can’t stand up for herself
When things get bad and with a certain hit
Her heart is slit
But is she alone?
No
Her mother and sisters stay strong
And she finds the strength that she had all along
To let her man go
And tell him it wasn’t just a show
To stand up for her rights
And get him out of her sight
Also to let him see who was right and to let her heart take flight.
Time passes by
Time passes by and the sun rises
Another new day
Another smile
Another frown
To look upon your face
As you look upon mine
A thought here
A thought there
Time passes by
Time passes by as we all change
A little height
A little this
A little that
To see how much you have grown
As you see the same towards me
A thought here
A thought there
Time passes by
Time passes by as the clocks strike noon
A break from work
A break from love
A break from hate
To look upon your aged person
As you look upon mine
A thought here
A thought there
Time passes by
Time passes by as friends come and go
Some friends you thought were true
Some give
Some take
I look to you and seek your guidance
As you look to me and seek mine
A thought here
A thought there
Time passes by
Time passes by and the sun sets
No time left to argue
No time for change
No time to stay the same
I realize I need and love you
As you realize you need and love me too
A thought here
A thought there
Time passes by
Time passes by at the end of the day
When we’re all tired
When we’re old and
When we’re young
I look at you and feel no regrets
As you look at me and feel the same
A thought here
A thought there
Time passes by
another untitled lol
The time is near
The time is near to change
To fulfill my duties
To live my life
The time is near to be me
I am not the girl next door
I am not what you'd call rude
I am not a b***h
Not a slut, whore...
I am not anything
I’m not anything but me
Its time for expression
Its time to open op
Its time to be free
Its time to be anything I want to be
In the name of love
In the name of expression
In the name of friendship
In the name of you and me
In the name of everything right
I just want to be me
Hey you girl out there
You lookin’ 4 love?
You lookin’ for friends?
You lookin’ for me?
Well look inside yourself and do and be everything you've dreamed of. Look inside your heart for that is where true beauty lies
untitled number 3 HAHAHA
Im living in a life full of hatred and pain...
it seeps through my skin and sears my soul
burning through everything that i call myself
i have to search deep with in me for a reason...
and at the end of the day
theres nothing left
wellll i guess ur tired of reading my poems...im sorry for boring u or w.e lol buuut if u like em just pm me and stuff n ill c wht i cn do for ya sweatdrop
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Posted: Sun Oct 29, 2006 9:35 am
Fuzzy wuzzy was a bear, lol
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 8:29 pm
interesting...
lemme find one iwrote some time ago... wink
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 8:33 pm
ok.. its called>>> Dreaming of the FuturePeople ask me the hows of what I do.
People ask me how I am so smart.
But I reply that I am not that smart.
But they disagree and say that I am smart.
So, I keep deep down inside,
The secret that no one believe,
That I am the same as you and they,
Just taking more challenges than what they like,
And just thinking more than what normal people think.
I am fourteen, smaller than norm, and Asian.
I live in a world of masks,
No one revealing the truth, all trying to hide it.
I live in a world of stereotypes,
Everyone forced to be someone they are not,
All because of what someone thinks.
I live in a world of broken dreams,
Everyone dreams of being great,
But no one listens and no one cares,
Just putting them down thinking they are helping,
But instead they are crushing a dream.
I live in a world of incurable diseases,
Some are physical, some are mental,
The cures may never be found,
The scientists that are searching, and those that will come next,
Are put down by naysayers and give up their work.
I, too, am a dreamer,
I dream for the future.
I dream for many things,
Some may become a reality, some may not.
Though the dreams may never come true,
I hold it in my heart and hope for the future,
And pass it on through people following me,
And hope that they follow the dreams.
And when my life is done,
And my body is gone away,
My hopes and thoughts for the future,
Are there to stay.
And possibly, long after my lifetime,
My dreams that have been passed on,
May come true,
And make the world better for those that follow.
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 8:37 pm
dang...my favorite is lost in the internet ><..it was interesting because everyone that read it loved it...but the bad thing was that people kept trying to find out who i "liked"
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 8:40 pm
btw please comment on the posted opem... i really want to know what people think
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destroyedcandy generated a random number between
999999999 and 1000000000 ...
1000000000!
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Posted: Wed Dec 06, 2006 3:17 pm
people are so uncultural these days...
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destroyedcandy rolled 20 100-sided dice:
26, 48, 89, 24, 93, 88, 42, 59, 31, 43, 28, 42, 80, 82, 39, 46, 54, 76, 90, 85
Total: 1165 (20-2000)
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Posted: Mon Dec 18, 2006 10:15 pm
i really wanted to know what people thought...seriously people talk in here
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Posted: Sat Dec 23, 2006 1:58 pm
This is something that I wrote in my journal a while back. I was feeling angsty, so please don't kill me over it! crying
"We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreamin' what we'd have to go through
Now here I am
Crying on my knees
At the beginning without you...
No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope
It's because you weren't there
At the beginning with me...
And life is road
I wanna step off of
Love is river
That freezes without itself
Life is road
Now and forever
What a Hellish journey.
I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is though
But in the end I'll be standing
At the beginning without you
We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
That we'd hate each other
Now here I stand
Soullessly facing the future
At the beginning without you...
And life is road
That is a dead end
Love is river
Whose currents can kill
Life is road
Now and forever
Why must it kill me so?
I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
But in the end I'll always be standing
At the beginning, missing you.
I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me, lost in the dark
But my dream can't live on
I waited too long
And now it's torn us apart
And life is a road
I want to start ending
Love is a river
That I want to drown in...
In the end
I'll be standing
At the beginning...
Wishing for you..."
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