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 Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 5:14 am
8O Look! More stuff people won't read~ xd
*Sighs.* I wish Arc would have stayed. The sweater he left with me is a sweetly harsh reminder of what went on during the weekend. I miss his kisses especially and how my lips hurt after we're done.
I tried sleeping with his sweater last night and the way it felt against my face only reminded me of the gentle way he'd run his fingers across my jaw.
I miss him so much and it hurts more than anything. There's little reminders everywhere and it makes me wish I could spend forever in his arms and listen to him whisper touching things in my ear.
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 5:58 am
You'll get to touch him again =]
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 3:42 pm
Yeah, well, November/December can't come fast enough for me.
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 4:43 pm
Ahah, I've never posted here. Damn.
Some of you guys will never know, because I'm too damn scared to tell you, so I'll put it here.
Seriously, I love some of you guys, more than I should, and I have since I joined. I've cried over you and been upset, and been so elated I can't describe it. All because of you people. And I don't know why, but even as some of you move on I'm always going to remember you and cherish those memories. Some of my best memories are in this guild, and I don't think I'll ever look on them and say, 'yeah, that was fun' No, it's more of a, 'Holy hell I remember that. Gods, I love these people.' And always will be.
..I'm never around enough to talk, so I figured I had to say it somewhere. You guys wouldn't pick it up in my speech and actions, so there was nothing else to do.
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 5:10 pm
Chexednut 8O Look! More stuff people won't read~ xd
*Sighs.* I wish Arc would have stayed. The sweater he left with me is a sweetly harsh reminder of what went on during the weekend. I miss his kisses especially and how my lips hurt after we're done.
I tried sleeping with his sweater last night and the way it felt against my face only reminded me of the gentle way he'd run his fingers across my jaw.
I miss him so much and it hurts more than anything. There's little reminders everywhere and it makes me wish I could spend forever in his arms and listen to him whisper touching things in my ear.
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 5:12 pm
AW, I LOVE YOU TO CELES. biggrin
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 7:00 pm
*clings to Celes like a growth* I love you too Celes!! lots and lots!
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 7:19 pm
Y'know Chex, Your last post on the previous page reminded me of the whole, "Let me count the ways I love you" spiel. But yours sounds ever so much more sincere.
To be honest, I'm... a little envious of Arc.
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But let's not go into that area. Bah. Pretend it never happened.
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 7:36 pm
Now now Erve, all things in good time. Can't rush these things
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 7:37 pm
Well, the thing is that the chances of this type of occurrence happening to me are about slim to none. Less than a percent, maybe.
...But then again, I suppose that's everyone's chances, isn't it?
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 7:40 pm
think of it like this...most contraceptives are 99.9% foolproof, if used correctly.
However, there's still a .01% chance to get pregnant...
actually, a buddy of mine...that happened to him...
I mean, his girl had that plastic thing put in her, she was on birth control, and he had a condom on...
he still got her pregnant...
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 7:42 pm
That was one determined sperm. He was all alone, and all his little sperm-brothers had died, like an old war movie.
Tell me they kept the kid.
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 7:50 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 7:52 pm
Awesome.
"Doctor, give that baby a cigar."
"Why?"
"He made it through three layers of protection and STILL managed to get through."
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 8:21 pm
It's funny that you should say that Erve. Really, I get so shy if I were to talk seriously about Arc to people. I blush and get all flustered and things just don't come out right.
I save my "I love you's" for Arc's ears only. I don't even let my parents know how much I've fallen for him. I'm afraid they'll accuse me of not knowing what I'm talking about and shun him. Really, I don't think my parents remember what love is.
And what depresses me even further is that my parents won't let me touch him as much as I want while he's down here, as they so bluntly established only a while ago. I like how Arc put it: We're Romeo and Juliet and how I'm his princess trapped in a castle with no way out. *Sighs.* Life sucks sometimes.
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