⎾ MOROSIS ⏌

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It was fine if Kieran felt nothing from his teasing. In truth he didn't get much stimulation from having his own nipples play with. He was merely curious to see if he may or may not like it. He could now say that he had his answer. Sitting there he rolled his hips in another attempt to tease the man. He enjoyed the soft kisses and playful nips left upon his neck.

As Jakob spoke again, he was curious to know just why he needed to speak. In the furthest reaches of his mind he was still aware that he had not been forgiven. However he wasn't expecting Kieran to bring it up in the middle of sex. Jakob watched Kieran smirked. His fingers threaded into his hair and pulled slightly. Pausing his movements Jakob looked down at the man. He heard his teasing tone, but wasn't completely buying it. "I knew it." he said softly. Sighing, he moved to wrap his arms around Kieran's neck. "Fine, you win. Have your way with me."

 

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Kieran meant nothing by his words. He was merely being playful. However in turn as pulled Miguel's hair, he felt his movements stop. Sure Kieran was still mad at Miguel. They really hadn't discussed much. He didn't want to talk about it, of course in the middle of sex. Kieran listened as Miguel spoke, feeling his arms slip around his neck. He however was not turned on by Miguel's next words. If anything they annoyed him. Kieran released Miguel's hair. "Thanks for giving your permission." He spoke sarcasticly rolling his eyes. Kieran shifted grabbing Miguel by the waist. He moved turning so Miguel was beneath him. Kieran pulled away as he reached up to unlock Miguel's arms from his neck. He found Miguel's words to be rude in a sense, almost as if he planned on hurting him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Perhaps it was his own guilt that made him misunderstand him. However it was not his intention to come off as rude. Merely that he was confirming that he would take his punishment. After all, he had already admitted the worst of his crime. Anything else was simply what he had coming to him. Jakob stilled as the man pulled his hair. Although he was not pulling very hard, it certainly got his attention. He stared down at the man, soon accepting his fate.

As Kieran stared back at him, his expression shifted slightly. He could tell that he was annoyed by his words and proved it when he spoke. Jakob tried not to read too much into it. He'd spoil everything if he did. He nodded quietly and allowed Kieran to push him back against the bed. His arms were were unlocked from Kieran's neck and he rolled onto his stomach. Jakob reminded himself that no matter mad the man might be he'd never hurt him. Though in this moment he wasn't entirely sure about that. He had misspoke and was certain his punishment would reflect that.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Seeing Miguel admit defeat did nothing for him. He watched Miguel nod at his words. Kieran removed Miguel's hands from around his neck. He moved as Miguel rolled over onto his stomach to present his back side. Kieran looked him over as he lay there. He ran a hand over Miguel's bare a**. Kieran found he no longer wanted to punish Miguel. He expected more of a fight from Miguel instead of giving up. Kieran shifted to hover over Miguel. He placed his hands on either side of him as he leaned down to run his lips over Miguel's back. "Giving up so soon?" Kieran asked as he moved a hand between Miguel's cheeks. He rubbed a finger over Miguel's opening.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

If giving in made Kieran happy than he would comply. He would allow Kieran to punish him for however long he felt necessary. So long as it meant he could have his boyfriend back. Nodding along quietly Jakob followed the man down to the bed and soon showed him his backside. He had no idea what was to come next but reminded himself that Kieran would never truly hurt him. Even at his most angry Kieran had only yelled at him. For Jakob, his words had more power over him than any action ever could. He hated thinking about how much he disgusted Kieran, what his betrayal must have done to him.

Staring down at the bed he felt the man shift behind him. His hand smoothed over him as his lips trailed up his back. Hearing the man speak, Jakob nodded again. He didn't know if it was what Kieran wanted but either way he wasn't about to fight him on it. He laid there quietly while Kieran slid his hand between his cheeks, his finger rubbing against him. The thought of pushing back his hips occurred to him until he reminded himself once more that this was a punishment not something to be enjoyed.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Being submissive was not cute. He preferred at least some fight to this. Kieran spoke watching as Miguel merely nodded to his words. It only annoyed him more. Brushing his finger against Miguel's opening, he expected more. He leaned down withdrawing his hand from Miguel's a**. "Being submissive is unbecoming." Kieran growled in Miguel's ear. He could punish Miguel but he would only hurt him out of anger. Kirean pulled away as he climbed off the bed. He walked towards the bathroom flicking the light on. Kieran moved to turn the shower on as he waited for it to heat up.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He wasn't trying to be cute. He just wanted Kieran to stop being mad at him. However he could see that in doing so he was only making things worse. He looked down at the bed as he nodded his head quietly. Soon after Kieran withdrew his hands from his body as he growled in his ear. There was no teasing undertone, no hint at a joke. Just cold, hard rejection.

As the bed shifted Jakob looked back to see Kieran walking away from him. He didn't even try to stop him. Instead, he rolled on to his side facing away from Kieran. So much for making up. he thought sadly. Dragging a pillow closer to himself, he bit his bottom lip as he tried to think of something he could do or say. He didn't want their night to end this way. He took a shallow breath to keep from crying. He didn't think Kieran would want to see him upset. It might only tick him off more.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Punishment to Kieran was playful but serious. He hadn't expected Miguel to turn submissive. Kieran expected a fight and playful teasing like usual. What he received was the exact opposite. He pulled away from Miguel before he hurt him. Kieran went into the bathroom to get away from Miguel.

He climbed into the shower once it was warm. Kirean knew he had hurt Miguel with his words more than the physical aspect. He slipped beneath the water as he closed his eyes. It was not his intention to hurt Miguel. Kieran had chosen not to continue for fear he would. He didn't understand what was going through Miguel's head. Kieran knew they would have to talk it out instead of ******** their problems away.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Of course ******** away their problems never solved anything. If anything it made most of their problems worse not better. He felt like an idiot for giving in to the idea of being punished. As if it would just magically erase his ******** up. He had misread Kieran and now their evening together was ruined. A part of him wanted to leave, just go home and pretend it didn't happen. But the other told him to stay and just wait. So he did.

Laying in Kieran's bed he could hear the water running behind him. He wasn't expecting any more words from Kieran. He had this awful habit of abandoning him when things didn't go according to plan. It made him feel as though he were the most disgusting thing he'd ever laid eyes on. Even if they couldn't continue, he would still very much like to be kissed or held. Anything was better than just being left to his troubling thoughts.

Dragging a pillow closer he breathed in his lovers scent. Somehow he felt even more awful. Curling into a tight ball Jakob pulled the blankets over him. He didn't cry. But he sure felt like it. Taking another breath he closed his eyes and waited for Kieran to finish. Perhaps a talk would make him feel better, maybe it wouldn't. Either way he'd rather go to sleep knowing where they stood with one another than staying up all night worrying about the what-if's.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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It was true that he walked away from Miguel when he was pissed. Kieran wouldn't deny that. However he did it with good intentions. He was afraid that he could hurt Miguel. Kieran had never raised a vicious hand toward Miguel but that didn't mean he couldn't.

Finishing in the shower, Kieran turned off the water. He grabbed a towel from the closet beside the shower. Kirean stepped out drying himself off. He went back into the bedroom to see Miguel wrapped up on the bed. Kirean knew he had hurt Miguel. He hadn't done it on purpose.

Drying off, he was glad Miguel hadn't left. After all it would only cause him to stop trying. Kieran had his limits, if Miguel couldn't handle his worst then what was the point. He tossed his towel in the hamper. Kirean walked towards the bed as he pulled back the covers. He slipped beneath them as he laid down. Kieran moved closer as he slipped his arm around Miguel's waist. He buried his head against his neck. "Penny for your thoughts?" Kirean asked softly as he lay there.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

If it seemed like he was complaining for never being hit, he wasn't. In fact he was very grateful to Kieran for never raising his hand against him. He wouldn't be fighting so hard to stay with him otherwise. He knew it was normal to fight and get angry. He just wished Kieran would stick around long enough to attempt to talk things out before dismissing him altogether. Half the time he wondered if he pissed him off so much why he wanted to be with him at all. If this was how they were going to be from here on out, it was better to cut ties than have regrets somewhere down the road. The bitter thoughts made him choke up for a moment.

He laid in bed silently while listening to the sound of splashing against the tile floor. He could have gotten up or gone home. But the desire to just stay kept him in place. He didn't care if Kieran didn't want him around, he would leave in the morning if that's what he wanted. Jakob laid in the man's bed a little longer before hearing the shower turn off. In his little nest of pillows, he pulled the blanket closer and over his head. Around him he could hear Kieran moving. About a minute or so later the blanket was pulled back behind him.

The cool air brushed over his bare shoulders as Kieran climbed into bed. He didn't dare peak back. Not yet. Behind him the bed shifted and strong arms around his waist. Jakob opened his eyes as Kieran buried his head against his neck. His warm body calmed and loosened his limbs slightly. Hearing the man speak, he didn't know how to respond. He took a moment to think as he didn't want to be the cause of yet another argument. "I'm sorry Kieran...I didn't mean to ruin everything." he replied softly.

 

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Lying beside Miguel, Kieran saw he was tense. He wrapped his arm around him feeling him relax. However, he could still feel how tense he was. Kieran listened as Miguel spoke apologizing. He sighed softly though kept his head buried against his neck. "There's nothing for you to apologize for." Kieran spoke not wanting to argue with Miguel. He had gotten pissed for his own reasons, it had nothing to do with Miguel or blaming him for it.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He couldn't help being tense. He didn't know what Kieran planned on saying or doing to him once he had finished showering. Now here he was acting as though the last twenty minutes never happened. Apologizing again was the only thing he could think to do. If he didn't want that than he didn't know what to do. Jakob did his best to relax as Kieran came closer to him.

He enjoyed his warmth and gentle touch. But feared that it was only a temporary thing. When Kieran spoke, he gave him a small but meaningful apology. Behind him the man sighed before speaking once more. His words didn't make him happy. If anything, he felt downright miserable hearing them. If he couldn't apologize and Kieran wouldn't forgive him then why was he here? His body tensed again as he was flooded with these overwhelming thoughts. "Yes I do...I ******** it all up. Your life, your friendship, us...it's all because of me." he replied.

 

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If Miguel wanted to apologize so be it. Kieran though didn't see the need. It was his part that miscommunicated. He didn't blame Miguel for what had just happened. Kieran knew it was his own thoughts that discouraged him. He spoke toward Miguel feeling him tense. Kirean took it as a bad sign yet he waited. He listened as Miguel spoke and yet he was bothered by his words.

Kirean didn't want Miguel blaming himself. He sighed softly, "My life was meaningless before I met you…I had nothing going for me except being Abel's errand boy… Our friendship will be rocky but not because of you...I care about you… It's only been a few months between us but I've never cared about another person the way I do about you… And when it comes to love, you're my first." Kieran spoke rambling trying to get all his points across to Miguel at once.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It was hard for him not to feel guilty. Between Kieran's quiet anger and his actions he feared the worst. He knew Kieran wouldn't have slept with him only to break up with him again. Still, he worried. Jakob then apologized for ruining everything once more. His body tensed and he felt ashamed. Behind him he heard Kieran sigh. Listening to him speak, he seemed to ramble on before getting to his point.

Jakob was surprised by his words. Of all the things he could have said it certainly was not that.Unwinding a little he peaked back at the man. "Y-you love me?" he asked shyly. Despite hearing him the first time he felt as though he needed to hear it again. It was unbelievable. He knew Kieran liked him and was always caring towards him. But he honestly never thought he would see the day that Kieran told him how he felt.