⎾ MOROSIS ⏌

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Kieran knew he had a terrible habit of walking away during an argument. He had promised Miguel he'd work on it however. Kieran knew that Miguel would worry however. He wasn't all that interested in what they were watching either. Kieran couldn't even be sure what it was. He questioned Miguel watching as he soon turned toward him. Kieran listened as Miguel questioned him. He moved to grab the remote as he turned the television off. "Ask away." Kirean commented, giving Miguel permission to ask him anything.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

If it was possible he preferred that they could have a conversation until the very end instead of when Kieran felt like ending it for them. He knew that Kieran had promised to try and be better. But for now, he just wanted his honesty. After questioning him, Jakob watched as Kieran turned off the TV and gave him his full undivided attention. He gave him a small smile as he was then allowed to speak. "Okay...well I kind of already asked Abel this, but I don't know...it's hard to tell when he's being serious or just ******** with me. Anyway, when you guys ******** was that just a one time thing or...what's the story behind that?" he asked curiously. He didn't think the question was too serious. But at the same time Kieran seemed to be avoiding any kind of talk that dealt with the man.

 

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There was no need to avoid the questions Miguel had in mind. He figured it was probably easier to answer. Kieran waited to hear what Miguel had to question him. He wasn't surprised however as Miguel questioned him. Kirean eventually expected it. "It wasn't a one time thing with Abel and I… At first we did it when we both were drinking, when we were seventeen… He coaxed me into it because I was scared of being intimate with another person… Though after I was comfortable with the idea we did it without drinking however we haven't don't it in years… We're not very compatible as it were." He spoke explaining what had happened with Abel and himself.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

As much as it wasn't his business he was curious to learn more about their relationship. Both Abel and Kieran had been generous when it came to providing him information on their past. But his nosy self still wanted to know more. Jakob went on to ask his question and waited to see if the male would answer him. He watched as Kieran did not seem surprised by his words. In fact it seemed as though he had been waiting for him to ask him about it. Still, he said nothing and listened as Kieran began to speak. Despite what Abel had told him, he didn't think it was just a one night affair.

The more he spoke another question formed in his mind. Jakob patiently waited until he finished speaking. "Was Abel the first guy you'd been with? Like by your choice, I mean." he continued. Jakob was fine if Kieran chose not to answer this question as his wording wasn't exactly the best. He wasn't even sure if Kieran would want to talk about anything that might be anywhere near related to his past trauma.

 

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Sex with Abel had meant nothing to the both of them. It was just sex between two friends. They could never really be compatible. Neither Abel or Kieran enjoyed pain though they liked dishing it out.

It was obvious that Miguel would have questions. Kieran had never really talked about his past nor relationships with another person. Sure there were times with Abel but it was never in depth. He much preferred it that way. Even with Miguel, he worried about talking about it with him.

As he answered Miguel's question, it seemed he had more in mind. Kirean listened as he spoke finding it almost laughable yet true. "Yes, Abel was my first by choice…He allowed me to feel comfortable with being with a man… Especially in a since where it wasn't by force." He replied though keeping one bit to himself. Kieran had fooled around with Addy before Abel.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

From the things he already knew about both Abel and Kieran he didn't think them being together was out of purely liking each other. But it did make him curious why they would get together in the first place. Asking Abel got him very little information so he was grateful that Kieran was willing to be honest with him. He knew this was likely one of the last topics he wanted to talk about, but continued nonetheless. Jakob was patient as Kieran explained a part of his past to him. When he finished, he was quick to ask another question.

He sat quietly while waiting for him to answer. Once again, he looked as though he had been expecting him to ask something like that. Instead of making fun of him, he went on to explain himself. Jakob nodded to show that he understood. He hadn't noticed that he was holding back so he had no need to question him on it. Instead, he decided to bug his with a different question. "So what about after Abel?" he asked curiously. "Were you with a lot of guys after him?"

 

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Kirean knew Miguel didn't like Addy too much so he thought it best to keep it to himself. He preferred not to argue either. Kieran found it amusing how Miguel wanted to know about his sex life with Abel. He watched Miguel as he nodded at his words. Kirean listened as Miguel questioned him again about other men. He shook his head lightly, "Not really, a few but not many...I didn't find the pleasure in being ********> Kieran spoke simply as he relaxed beside Miguel.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It was no secret that Jakob had a dislike for Addy. If it were at all possible he found her to be even worse than her brother. While Abel might make some questioning decisions, at least he didn't make passes at his boyfriend the way Addy did. As they continued to talk, Jakob couldn't help being nosy. He liked learning new things about Kieran and trying to imagine what sort of person he was like as a teenager. He liked to think he wasn't too different from his modern self, but it was hard to say since he hadn't been able to witness it firsthand. Jakob continued to question the male once more, wondering what his dating life had been like after Abel.

He watched as the man shook his head and went on to explain his reasoning. In a way he could understand. The first few times he had sex had not been the greatest. Though unlike Kieran, after a few lousy guys he eventually starting finding some that knew the meaning of foreplay and was able to enjoy himself more. Of course, he couldn't really compare himself to Kieran as they both clearly had different tastes on the matter. "Think it'll be different if we ever switch?" he asked.

 

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Kieran knew Miguel had a problem with Addy. However she had only hit on him to ******** with Miguel. Addy held no real interest for him at least sexually. Kieran never dated Addy, it was just sex but not for many years now. He treated her like a sister nothing more.

The idea of sex with another man especially with him as a bottom had not appealed to him. Kirean had been forced to have sex at an early age. At least he could pick and choose now. He feared sex though he was fine when in control. Kieran listened as Miguel questioned him again. He shrugged lightly finding it amusing. "Perhaps though I did say we could try but only if you want to." Kirean responded teasing Miguel. He made no promises about enjoying it but he would try.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He knew he had no real reason to be intimidated by Addy. But honestly the woman was a pain. He recalled their first meeting vividly and remembered how much he disliked her even then. Though despite that dislike, it wouldn't necessarily be a bad thing if Kieran wanted to tell him about that "relationship" as well. After all, he did say he wanted to know more about the man and his past. Unfortunately for him, Addy just so happened to be apart of it.

As they continued to talk, Jakob wasn't that surprised that Kieran did not find being a bottom appealing. Given his past experience he was surprised he had even been willing at all to allow another be with him in that sense. It made him curious to know what all Abel said to convince him. Though it was likely that would have to remain a mystery as he highly doubted either man would tell him about that first night. It was best not to pry too much. Relaxing beside Kieran he questioned him one last time. He smiled as the man shrugged and proceeded to tease him. "One day." he teased back. Leaning over, Jakob pressed a soft, gentle kiss to Kieran's lips.

 

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The idea of Miguel ******** him interested him. Though he knew they were not compatible in body type. Kieran didn't care though he wanted Miguel to ******** him. However he wondered if Miguel wanted to. He got a feeling Miguel was hesitant. Kieran listened as Miguel teased him in return. He watched as Miguel leaned over and soon kissed him. Kieran returned the kiss as he turned more toward Miguel. He reached over slipping his hand against Miguel's waist.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He couldn't help feeling hesitant. It had been awhile since he last topped someone and during that time the guy was closer to his own body type. He had a few worries of his own but he didn't want to bother Kieran with them. Besides if he didn't want to ******** him, he wouldn't have said yes in the first place. Leaning over, Jakob kissed his lips softly. He felt Kieran soon return his kiss and the bed shift slightly. Smiling against the males lips he kissed him a second time while Kieran's hand slid over his waist. He felt better after their little talk. Like he knew Kieran a better now than he did before. It wasn't much, but he was happy the man had been open and honest with him.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Kieran preferred to know what Miguel was thinking. He needed to know his worries. Kieran knew that Miguel had agreed to ******** him and yet he worried. He saw it better not to if they didn't discuss it more. Kirean felt a little unwanted by the idea. He tried not to let it bother him. Kieran kissed Miguel as he held onto him. He moved to face Miguel more as they kissed. Kieran gripped the robe lightly as they kissed deeply. He toyed with the material.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob knew that he needed to have another talk with Kieran. Worrying by himself would do him little to no good whenever it came time that Kieran actually did want to switch. Still, he could help thinking he might think his worries were small and exaggerated. He didn't want to bug him with something like that. Focusing on Kieran, he kissed him for a second time. He felt the bed shift as the male's hand slid over his waist. Wanting to do a little touching of his own, he ran his hands up Kieran's chest while kissing him deeply. Running a hand up, he reached behind the males neck as he held on to him while Kieran toyed with the fabric of his robe.

 

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There were a few unanswered questions running through his head right now. He wanted to ask them yet he thought it better to wait. Kieran didn't want to push the subject and cause an argument or misunderstanding. While he kissed Miguel, he felt a hand slide over his chest. He didn't mind the touching as he welcomed it. Kieran pulled back from Miguel's lips as he ran along his jawline toward his neck. He kissed his neck as he nipped lightly here and there. Kieran ran his hand down Miguel leg as he pushed his hand beneath the robe. He caressed Miguel's thigh as he moved back to kiss his lips.