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Kirean was thankful Miguel didn't question him or even pity him. He didn't need such words. Kieran knew his mother was a hateful person only caring about herself. He didn't even know his own father or any one else family related. Kieran held onto Miguel's hand as he kissed him. He returned it as his free hand pulled him closer. Kirean listened as Miguel spoke, nodding at his words. "Your welcome, though there's nothing interesting about my childhood abuse; learning the meaning of pain and sex." He commented sighing softly as he held onto Miguel. Kirean let his hand slide over Miguel's thigh.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It would have been easy to ask him a million questions. Abel had already filled him in, but like Kieran's version it was tame. And really, while it was easy he didn't need to know how long he was abused or what Abel's family did once they found out. It was irrelevant information. He was just happy that Kieran trusted him enough with knowing this part of him. Holding the man's hand, he leaned down to kiss his lips. He felt Kieran puller him closer as he kissed him back before pulling back to speak. He watched as he nodded and spoke a grimly. "Even if it's not interesting, I'm still glad you told me. It's a small part of you I didn't know." he replied. Jakob smiled down at the man. He didn't know if Kieran appreciated his words, but he meant what he said. He also hoped that meant that Kieran might feel able to speak a little more freely towards him. Though would understand if it took time. He didn't think Kieran would recite his entire life story in one sitting.

 

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With little he explained, Kirean didn't have a lot to tell Miguel. He wasn't about to share his whole life story. Kirean barely wanted to tell Miguel about his past. He couldn't keep things to himself however. They had agreed to share more instead of bottling it up. Kirean nodded as Miguel spoke. He didn't know how much longer Miguel wanted to stay in the tub but he was growing rather uncomfortable now. Kirean released Miguel slowly. "Your welcome… Did you want to finish washing off before the water gets cold?" He asked curiously knowing Miguel still needed to wash off.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Even with as little information both men had given him, he understood. It was enough to know the situation that Kieran had been put in and know that he had suffered from the hands of someone who was supposed to love and protect him. He understood that he wasn't going to get his entire life story in one sitting. But hopefully over time, it would mean that Kieran was more willing to talk to him. After all they did agree to be more open. So he had to remember that some day the same line of questioning could be turned towards himself. And just like Kieran, he wanted to be brave and tell him all that he wanted to know. Even if it involved topics he wasn't completely comfortable with.

All around them the water was starting to become lukewarm and neither of them had done much washing. He nodded a little as the man both questioned and released him. "Yeah, probably should. Want me to get off of you?" he asked in return. Turning slightly, Jakob picked up the cloth Kieran had left on the side of the tub. It was still damp and a little soapy. He squeezed the cloth a little though few suds came out.

 

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Like Miguel, Kirean had questions. He didn't know if Miguel would answer them. However it left him curious about Miguel. Kirean wasn't in a hurry to ask right now. He leaned back against the tub as they sat there. It was getting warm in the water, which would pretty soon get cold. Kieran questioned Miguel as he ran his hands over his thighs. He listened as Miguel questioned him shaking his head lightly. "No, you don't have to." Kirean commented, not bothered by Miguel sitting in his lap. He relaxed watching as Miguel went about grabbing the washcloth to wash himself off.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob was fine with answering questions. He wasn't sure what they might be, but unlike Kieran he felt no reason to purposely keep his past hidden. The only reason he hadn't said much was due to the fact that the man never asked. However, he wouldn't rush the man. Jakob watched as Kieran leaned back in the tub as his hands smoothed over his thighs. He smiled softly as the man shook his head and soon answered his question. "Good," he teased. "Cause I don't feel like moving."

Picking up the half-forgotten wash cloth, Jakob squeezed it between his fingers. Suds formed between his fingers and he brought the cloth up to his hand, sliding it up and over his arm, moving towards his chest. "Have you told many people about your past?" he asked curiously. Jakob wasn't sure if the man would answer him. And it was fine if he didn't want to. He could continue giving him a show of bathing himself. He had no problems there. But he wondered if it would put Kieran a bit more at ease if they just kept talking as if it were any other conversation.

 

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Sitting there he saw no need for Miguel to move. With this way, Kirean could touch as he pleased without crossing the distance the tub provided. He ran his hands over Miguel's thighs, listening as he spoke. Kirean was glad Miguel voiced his same desires. He was content as he watched Miguel wash himself.

Silence settled between them but not for long. He listened as Miguel questioned him. Kieran didn't mind talking after all he knew he needed to. He couldn't keep it bottled after letting it out in his own way. Kirean shook his head lightly running a hand up Miguel's abdomen. "No, not many… You're probably the only other person beside Abel who knows… Addy's heard things but she doesn't know the full extent." He replied softly as his hand ran over Miguel's chest through the soap suds.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob saw no reason to move. He liked the view the man provided and was able to give him one in return. He also liked the way his hands caressed his thighs and slowly worked their way up. Smiling, he soon teased the man and began to wash. A short lived silence settled before his curiosity got the better of him. Although Abel had told him quite a bit, there were some that remained unanswered. He didn't know if Kieran would answer and that was fine. He didn't want to force him.

Running the cloth down his chest, he watched as man shook his head and ran his hand up his abdomen. Jakob listened as Kieran went on to explain himself. By now it wasn't too surprising that only Abel might know the full contents of his history. From the way the man spoke, their bond was formed since the day they met. As he continued, he felt a little smug knowing something that Addy did not. Though the feeling was short lived. This wasn't the sort of thing to proud about knowing. But in its own way it was strangely satisfying to be allowed that one part of him.

Looking down between them Jakob watched as Kieran's hand came up and over his chest. "I'm honored, but why tell me?....Sure I asked, but what makes me so privileged over the others you've been with?" he asked.As he waited, Jakob turned the cloth over in his hand. He ran it gently over the man's hand and down the length of his arm, only to come back up again. With the cloth between them, he loosely held on to the man's wrist.

 

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Kirean knew that he didn't have to answer Miguel. He wanted to though. After all what good would it do to hide. Kieran didn't like opening up but perhaps with the right person it was okay. He knew Miguel wouldn't judge him or find his past as disgusting as he did. It had taken years to become comfortable in his own skin. Though there were often times he woke with terror in his sleep.

Watching Miguel, his hand slipped over his chest. Kieran listened as Miguel questioned him. He shrugged lightly, "The others didn't count, they weren't lovers; merely flings… Besides, would you rather I not tell you…?" Kieran replied watching as Miguel ran the washcloth over his arm before holding onto his wrist. He flexed his fingers watching Miguel, wondering if he should have kept his past to himself.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Keeping something like this locked away was never good. While it had never happened to him personally. He had enough sense to know that mentally this kind of trauma couldn't be good for anyone. Kieran was no exception as much as he would like him to be. He had no idea what horrors he had seen, what it must have been like going through that, what it was still doing to him. He did find the news to be shocking, but he wouldn't judge Kieran. He was the true victim and deserved none of it.

Moving the wash cloth, Jakob continued to question the man. He wasn't expecting any big reason behind his actions. But he was curious what made him stand out among the rest. Beneath him Kieran shrugged and then quietly explained himself. He nodded along, pausing as he was then questioned. Again he felt a twinge of guilt. Whether Kieran told him or not, he still knew. Smiling down at the man, he shook his head. "No, I'm glad you trust me." he replied. Leaning down, he pressed a soft kiss to his lips.

 

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Miguel was indeed special to him. He couldn't put it into words. Kirean though felt unsure now as if he shouldn't have spoken about his past. It was private and didn't require an explanation. He was abused enough said, he didn't go into detail. Although he gave Miguel an insight, he felt like his information should have been kept to himself.

Kirean responded to Miguel, questioning him himself. He watched as Miguel shook his head responding. Kirean moved his hand pulling back from Miguel's grasp. He watched as Miguel leaned forward to kiss him. Kirean returned the kiss, though he no longer was interested in sitting in the water. He pulled back as he ran his hands down Miguel's thighs. "Finished washing off?" Kirean asked curiously as he waited.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Despite his past it changed absolutely nothing. Kieran was still the same tall, kinky guy he was this morning. He didn't really care that he was abused, but he was glad he trusted himself to share that part of his life with him. He knew there were some details left out, and that was fine. He didn't need a play by play recount. What he said was more than enough and he was proud of him for having the courage to do that.

After answering the man's question, he leaned down for a kiss. He felt Kieran pull his hand away but made no mention of it. Instead he focused on the kiss that was given back to him before pulling away. Jakob continued to clean himself as he sat back in the man's lap, though it seemed that something was off about him. Again, he was asked if he wanted to get out. Jakob looked back at him curiously. "Almost...I still need to take care of something since we're no longer using condoms." he said, a soft blush blooming across cheeks. "Though if you wanna get out, I can move." he then offered in return. Jakob didn't mind getting off. He knew he must be heavy and it could uncomfortable staying in one position for too long. So if the man wanted to leave first, he could. He wasn't about to hold him hostage.

 

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Indeed the comfort level had dropped for him. He no longer wanted to sit there. Kieran didn't need to clean himself up anymore. Though he knew Miguel needed to. After all he no doubt had c** inside him. He listened as Miguel responded, seeing him blush. Kirean nodded as Miguel offered, "Yes, if you don't mind?" He asked running his hands up Miguel's hips.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob was a little surprised that Kieran wanted to leave so badly. Though he tried not to give too much thought to it. He chalked it up to simply being uncomfortable in the tub and nothing more. Despite the size, it was still a pretty hard surface to sit on. One that couldn't be that comfortable while having another fully grown person sitting on top of him. After speaking, Jakob watched as Kieran nodded and soon asked him to move. He sighed dramatically while smirking down at the man. "If I must." he teased. Placing his hands on either side of the tub, Jakob hoisted himself off of the man's lap and moved down to the other side. "I'll just be a little longer. Promise." he said, smiling over at the man.

 

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It wasn't the tub that was uncomfortable, it was the state of his emotions and thoughts. He wasn't blaming Miguel, it was his own fault. Kirean didn't think he should have said anything. He watched as Miguel sighed before giving in. Kirean released Miguel as he moved to get off his lap and shift to the other side. He moved to stand as the water rolled off. Kirean was careful to get out not wanting to slip. He glanced toward Miguel as he spoke. "Take your time." Kirean responded moving to grab a towel. He dried himself off then moved to tuck the towel around himself. Kirean left the bathroom heading back toward the bedroom area.