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 Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2007 6:33 pm
This poem won a lot of awards on poetry.com and was published in a poetry book for a poetry convention... I hope this is what you are looking for. I wrote this from the bottom of my heart for my friend that stabbed me in the back...
Forever Pay
You are the leak in the system,
You are the rat in the plan,
For that, you'll forever pay.
You claimed to have kept all of my secrets deep in your soul,
I promised that also
The difference: your betrayal!
For that, you will forever pay.
You came to me with problems,
I came with mine,
I offered advice,
You wished you could do something more, but never did,
For that, you will forever pay.
I wish for friends to treat each other as
each other treats you,
If not, you can burn in hell and forever pay that debt to me!
Kayla Emily Kottler
Copyright ©2007 Kayla Emily Kottler
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Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2007 7:45 pm
Well I have some in my journal I might post later ninja sweatdrop
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Posted: Thu Jul 26, 2007 9:14 pm
ummm... i guess i'll post... my poems suck and are nothing special but we'll see what people think... i wrote this a while after my bf left me and my best friend asked me out... I's called 'Song of Another Broken Heart.'
A Scream,
A Shatter,
A Tear,
Maybe A Beer,
The Instruments All Ready.
A Fall,
A Splash,
A Drip,
A Breath,
The Lyrics Written out.
A Line,
A Question,
A Shiver,
A Run,
The Band's All Here.
A Guy,
A Life,
A Heart,
An End,
The Song Has Just Started.
Beating,
Yelling,
Crying,
Dieing,
The Concert Has Begun.
Listen Closely,
Listen Well,
The Words Are Plain and Simple.
Smiling,
Laughing,
Hugging,
Kissing,
The Album's now Complete.
Listen Closely,
Listen Well,
Listen Clearly,
Listen Calmly,
Listen Quietly,
Listen Carefully.
My Story's Been Told,
My Eyes Have Run Dry,
My Body Feels Heavy,
My Head is Spinning,
My Heart is Aching,
My Whole is Numbing,
This is The Song Of Another Broken Heart.
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Posted: Sat Jul 28, 2007 7:47 pm
<<<<< rolleyes : Just Thinking
I may not get to see you as often as I like,
I may not get to hold you in my arms through the night,
but deep in my heart,
I truly know that you are the only one I love
and can't let you go. Listen
Listen to my heart.
Can't hear it?
I'll open it up for you,
so you can listen to its small tiny voice.
It's calling for you.
Did you listen well?
Do you understand what it said?
For deep is the love that it speaks to you,
Deep as the rose is red.
I give you my heart,
treat it well.
Hold it close, and hold it tight.
Be careful or you might just squeeze out my love.~You Make Me~
You make me love.
You make me hate.
You make me laugh.
You make me cry.
You make me smile.
You make me frown
You make me weak.
You make me strong.
You make me happy.
You make me sad.
You make me blind.
You make me see.
You make me want.
You make me need.
You make me miss.
You make me feel.
You make me hurt.
You make me heal.
You make me. This Love
Don't remember how it happened,
Can't remember when.
Somehow you went from being my email buddy,
And became my best friend.
It happened so fast,
the journey of our love.
When it happened it was beautiful,
Like a thousand doves.
I really want to thank you,
for having faith in me.
And not ending our relationship,
for all the things you cannot see.
My love for you is forever,
a never ending pool.
This love will never leave,
no matter what we do.
My love's not confined
by what it can see,
I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream.
Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear,
and today I have learned that perfect love casts out fear.
Our love's a beautiful love that has grown between us,
Something beyond any words we discuss.
Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such,
Far down to our souls, and beyond human touch.Yeah I'll post some more, I just didn't want this post to be too long.>>>>>>
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Posted: Fri Aug 03, 2007 9:46 am
Poetry:
It is sad, you walked out that Door
Leaving dreams and thoughts..
A pillow were you used to sleep..
Some Dream we used to speak..
Now you took your wings and onto freedom
Went..
Im glad for you, no chains to bound you to this earth..
but still..looking for you..as a piece of me in you..
Please give it back..
The Remain of my heart
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2007 10:41 am
I Am
I am a star--onstage and off.
I wonder what it's like to be in love.
I hear in the silence the sigh of a faraway song.
I see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I want to be loved for who I am.
I am a star--onstage and off.
I pretend I'm a famous actress.
I feel other people's pain.
I touch hearts.
I worry about being alone.
I cry when I hurt the people I love.
I am a star--onstage and off.
I understand that life is what you make it.
I say, "I love you," and mean it.
I dream of a beautiful future.
I try to be the best I can be.
I hope it's enough for the world.
I am a star--onstage and off.
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 2:37 am
Love
Gripping your chest
leaving you a mess
Love goes threw you
Only to be replaced by new
It steals your soul
And licks your love
Seducing it to do it will
You fall for it's eyes
and hair that shimmers
You fall for its fake words
that pass threw there lips and stick to you
Love, is fun.
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 11:23 am
I wrote this poem in my journal, it's my personal fave! Love of Nature's SongI am thine's mother, who grants thou safety in my light and warmth, relieving sighs of the gentle winds, the reassuring and loving touch of the swaying grass and dancing trees, and the gentle voice of the stream as it whispers a lullaby...And in the storm as the thunder bellows its anger and the clouds cry out their pain in the form of life giving rain, know that they cry for you my children to grant you all life as the lightning signifies the hope I give you...And as I shake or cause unease amongst man-take the first growing tree from the ash and know it is the sign that all will be renewed, including your shaken souls which will be filled with my light in hopes you will one day unite and all will be left in peace, for the sake of my children...http://www.met.utah.edu/photocontest/2003photos/UtahLakeThunderstorm_JayMace.jpgI got this picture from google, it was beautiful and matched the poem!
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Posted: Thu Aug 09, 2007 10:32 am
Love sick
The love i once knew
No more will come of it
Instead I got sombody new
And he wont give me s**t
like all the times you lied
and all the times I cried
None of it mattered to you
So i drifted away
cuz you wanted it that way
I just want you to tell me
how does it feel?
cuz its tearing me apart
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Posted: Thu Aug 09, 2007 6:11 pm
freedom?
The wind surfing between my scalp
Living my own,noone for help
Flowers flourescent,full of life
the birds song,the tune i like
Driving my car, feeling the day
leave i must, to make my own way
I can do it, like anyone can
Im not too young!!, i can think with my own hands
Drifting...........forgetting..........
looking back and reminiscing
I want to forget
but my old home i'll be missing
noone can stop me
nope, im on my on
with noone.......
noone to stop me.....
yep, all by myself....
just me....and noone...
noone
Note: (I'm not that good at poetry atleast i think so. I tried my best.)
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Posted: Fri Aug 17, 2007 10:35 pm
Heart Ache
It hurts so much
But why?
Whats wrong?
Can I help you?
These are questions I try to avoid
Because you don’t care
Why would you
It doesn’t matter
So few I trust to tell
So I must put on
Fake smiles
Fake laughs
So you don’t have to pretend to care
So you don’t have to pretend you want to know
I won’t tell
Because you won’t ask
Because you won’t know
Fake smiles
Acting
Pretending
Can’t take it
But I must not show it
So just go away
You can’t see inside
I won’t let you
They are my feeling
And I will do as I please with them!!!
You can tell me what to do!!!
Pain
Hurt
Betrayal
It’s not fair
It hurts so much
Why me
Why are there emotions
Why do you ask?
You know you don’t care
You want to look good in front of that person your trying to impress?
Is that it?
I know you
You couldn’t care less
Stop trying
And I will stop crying
No that’s a lie
But you won’t see it
I guarantee it
You won't notice
You were never there
Especially when I needed you
I no longer trust you
It's not an option
I refuse to get hurt again!
I wont let it happen!!
And I swear
I won't let my emotions hurt you!!!
I won't let it happen...!
I will bottle them up...
All of them...
I will keep them safe
And I will hide them
Because it hurt so much
Hiding this from you...
It hurts to do so
But you wont know
You will never find out...
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Posted: Tue Sep 11, 2007 9:37 pm
Poem
I wish I knew what I had to do,
to stop all these thoughts from coming through.
All day and all night these nightmares are there,
I swear all I want to do is just pull out my hair.
I live with much stress,
but I still live, I guess.
I sit in my room with my straight jacket on.
and all just think my mind is gone.
I've tried to find some way out,
but I have nothing left to do, just scream and shout.
No one to find me. No one who cares.
No one to stop these stupid nightmares.
How do you stop sufffering and pain,
when your life's been smeared, just like a stain?
All i wish is that those around me would die,
as if their existence was nothing but a lie.
Still, I just sit in my room,
waiting for all life to end (soon)...
As I start to think about the past,
I wonder why my life still lasts.
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Posted: Wed Sep 19, 2007 2:15 pm
Why Me?
Why am I the one to know
The one to think
The one to show
Why am I the one to hate
The one to love
The one left to fate
Why is mine the heart to tear
The one to feel
The one to care
Why am I the one to shout
The one to fear
The one left out
Why am I the one cry
The one in pain
Wishing to die
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Posted: Tue Sep 25, 2007 4:12 pm
3nodding You've been POKED! 3nodding
Marionettes
What twisted marionettes we are
And what a horrid scene we play out.
What gaiety we have prancing around
Not a care at all, not even a doubt.
We roll around in our own disgusting impurity
And bathe in our foul tasting regurgitation.
Sleeping with the enemy; cradling our bombs.
Worshiping our own sense of bias preconception.
What a wonderful world that is our stage.
Life, a story just waiting on its next page.
Sucking on this .45 barrel is the new craze.
Flirting with disaster is the new rage.
What happened to the cold tomorrow I remembered?
Where's the crimson rain that burns my skin
In the midst of the purple and yellow September?
Before the fulfilling chill of winter begins.
The mind, so brilliant but so purposely vague.
The heart of man was once strong and bold.
The heroes they once were in the eyes of a child.
Now the hand of man is brutal and cold.
What a wonderful world we live in today.
So wonderful, indeed, that we blow it away.
The more and more I try not to stray
The more I can't help being swallowed by decay.
The monstrous depression that has enveloped our minds
Has began to run a scan on everything inside.
We're transforming ourselves, hypnotizing ourselves.
Evolving to the next predatorial stage of ourselves.
We'll trash the whole planet and move to the next
Until everything in our path has been roost to our nest.
The game's almost over and most never survive
Wishing for one last breath to help them stay alive.
©2005 Oashin Raminova
3nodding You've been POKED! 3nodding
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