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well today suked...well... i got no sleep.. i was just too stressed.. then when i got to work i had to do the job of 2 people again. (they really need to hire more people) for half the day and then i finally broke down in tears becuse i ust couldnt handle all of the stress(i had other things on my mind besides work that was really getting to me.. this was kist the cherry on my banana split).. i did though get a repreeve.. my freidn there bought me a soda... and then i forgot about my entire day alltogether and started swearing my a** off becuse my bare flesh touched some hot metal (it was just cooled down to ggrey after being yellow hot) and gave me a second degree burn on my arm .. im kinda glad i got that soda.. i was able to use it as a temporary icepack unitl i saw a security guard to let me into the med room and help me get a ice pack from there... they need to get more first aiders there.. im going to go take the corce....

so i guess the only good things that came out of today was
1. i got a soda.
2. i got payed.. to bad i cant use that money... a portion goes to my nesseitys i ned now..th e rest goes to getting monsey together for a place ot live.

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Jeez man, that is teh suck.

Aw, Darth! If you're not alreayd looking for different hours or a new job, get on it! I don't see why you should go on suffering like this D:

Cats and Dogs...yes... Dogs and Cats...

Might be tiring, but it'll help with the bills and such.

Well, thats dumb. Where do you work at?

For starters...
school effing sucks, and I don't understand most of the crap I have to do. I'm really regretting requesting acc. classes, but all my friends are in there.. But that also makes it even harder because I can't pay attention...

Aye, and boys. I hate them... they just make it to where I can't focus at all and make me feel like s**t.

And our band teacher got onto us because we didn't get people to do the car wash and because our parents are too busy to work the concessions at games. He's all "dissapointed" because we can't get people to pay five dollars to get their cars washed when they can get it free anyway! And all the stupid special-rich people get their parents to ask all their stupid special-expensive weird friends to give them money for it... GAH!

And my best friend is freakin' clueless and she can't tell that she's pissing me off although she knows I'm trying to get over my little "kiddie-romance" and it just so happens that after I tell her, she starts hitting on him like a baseball bat (I know, cheap analogy). She's changing and I hate it.

AAANNDD... my dad tried to kill my dog the other day (because he's a stupid drunk that needs to go... jump off.. somethin') and he brought home a freakin' kitten today and is trying to take care of it! And I can't tell if he's feeding it right, so I'm really afraid it's going to get pnuemonia or something.. I don't want it to die, but it keeps meow-ing and it makes me sad... I think I'm going to take it to one of my friend's mom for her to take care of it... but I hope it makes it.

Also, my tae-kwon-do instructor is a lying, rich b*****d... all these people went up last Saturday for their black belts... SEVEN people at once! That is freakin' stupid... there's just no meaning to getting my black belt now. Because most of the people (two in particular) almost never go. They don't know their terminology. And barely know their stuff. One even had to try twice to break her brick! GRR!!! I've had like 60 classes (you're supposed to have 48 ) and I'm going up in November (He says that's an option, but believe me... I am going up...). But these people almost never come... and he keeps holding ME back! And he told me today something about, "...and there's some people who almost never come, and that just means they'll have to wait longer for their black belt!" and I was thinking.. "You lie through your teeth..." And oh believe me, he was...

And oh my lord, my parents! They will NOT stop fighting! I'm getting to the point of just banging my head on the desk... it's always about stupid crap-- ALL THE TIME! But my dad gets drunk pretty much every night, so that's not any help at all. My mom is sick and says I get on her nerves... so I really do feel useful... Geez..