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Posted: Sun Aug 31, 2008 1:53 pm
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I am no longer phased by death, nor do I fear it. Sometimes I welcome death because of my tragic past.
At this modern age people live lives of joy, never actually thinking that people you know are being hurt in their own homes by the very people who should be protecting them. I have experience a life with the absolute absence of love. I was raised by a single parent, my father decided to divorce and never take any responsibility.
I believe that the woman who raised me, my mother, blamed me for what happened to her. And she ventilated all her aggression on me.
I have died, I was fed bleach, to this day I fear it. When I was laying on the floor, I could feel my heart pounding, I was scared and no one was around to save me. My stomach felt strange and I couldn't breathe... I knew that I was going to die and finely I came to peace with everything.
The next thing that I can remember is waking up on my "bed." It consisted of a couple of blankets on the floor. I was alive, but for some reason I felt that I wasn't anymore.
Now I feel as if I'm an husk, an empty shell waiting, walking the earth seeking a resolution for my existence.
Death is a part of life, life does not end there, but the physical does. Spiritually life goes on, even though you can not see it. Do you know the darkness in your mind? The part that you fear before you go to sleep? The world is a like an iceberg. The physical world everyone can see the individuality of other, but going under the surface everyone is connected spiritually. How else can you explain the dreams of seeing people you have never seen before only to find that they do exist? Or when someone has passed away and the loved one comes to you in a dream?
Death is not a conclusion, it's just a point in existence...
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Posted: Sun Aug 31, 2008 6:30 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 7:45 am
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Death to me is a perfectly natural part of existing. Everything dies. It's not something "horrible" or sad, what's "saddening" or can be, is the idea that you might not "see" the people anymore. It's the personal loss of those that survive that "can" be sad. I view "death" as somewhat of a reset button in general. I believe in reincarnation as it seems the only logical course of action. Everything in nature is recycled, why not the energy, the chi, the soul, and whatever else you want to call it. Death is a traumatic event however, one that probably triggers all the natural defenses of the psyche that which allow us to "forget". After all, if one lifetime can host enough issues for us to be a mess, why drag around past issues as well. I do not fear death, I fear pain and loss, and that is different.
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Posted: Tue Sep 02, 2008 11:13 am
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Posted: Tue Sep 02, 2008 11:23 am
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Posted: Tue Sep 02, 2008 11:32 am
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Posted: Tue Sep 02, 2008 11:53 am
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Posted: Tue Sep 02, 2008 5:48 pm
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Posted: Tue Sep 02, 2008 5:53 pm
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Posted: Tue Sep 02, 2008 10:25 pm
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Posted: Wed Sep 03, 2008 12:59 pm
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Posted: Thu Sep 04, 2008 7:31 pm
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Posted: Fri Sep 05, 2008 9:29 am
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Posted: Fri Sep 05, 2008 11:24 am
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Posted: Fri Sep 05, 2008 2:08 pm
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