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My life has been really hard. I was alone and miseradel. my friends and family were there but i really didin't feel it. That's what caused me to do what i did. It was a good thing my brother was there to save me. i really look up to him for that.
I was having a bad week, on Monday,I found out my parents were getting a divorece. On Tuesday, I hear my by best friend was kissing my boyfriend behind my back. Wednesday, I got raped by a guy that eats out of trash cans for a living. thursday, the doctor called explaning to me that the test results were in from earlier that mornig, and that i was pregnate. on friday i had enough, all this week all my fears came to lofe. I was readyto go, I was sick of life. When i got home from school no one was there.i ran to the restroom, grabbed my father's razor. took out the blade. I was so scared and sat in a little corner of the restroom. I looked at my wrist and started scraping it with the blade. In less then a minute my wrist started to bleed, i saw the blood running down the palm og my hand, tears started to fall. My brother just so happend to drop by for a visit. He saw the house quiet and started calling my name. Just then he heard my screams of fustration. He followed the screams to the restroom. He rushed in and saw me half dead, he grabed the phone and called an ambulans.He tore a piece of cloth from a rag and tied it around my torn open wrist.
He stayed whit me until the end.