Rawellivan
i am tired of everything and every one. i am tired of who i am and who i know i will turn into. i am tired of people and of friends. i am tiered of the loneliness and feelin like there is no one out out the for me. i am just plain tired of it all and can't want for it and the world to end.
i yearn for what i shall never obtain....i want who i will not allow myself to have and i have all but given up on finding the one for me.....
i yearn for what i shall never obtain....i want who i will not allow myself to have and i have all but given up on finding the one for me.....
eek honey get help....
me?
i'm so freaking pissed at my friend.
hate him for having to watch him waste away for HER.
my friend, i love her, but hate her for doing this to him.
hate him for being so freaking annoying, not caring anymore, hate him for making me hate her.
i hate my friends for making me choose.
i hate my school for making me choose, latin or french?
i'm so scared, high school...so big, so scary...i'm terrified i'll get lost, hopefully so.
don't want to be one of those kids who is so damn smart they never make new friends, i'm not one yet but i'm getting more smartass... gonk
hate myself for wishing for somebody to break my heart.
hate him for not noticing me.
okay that's my hate list