⎾ MOROSIS ⏌

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Watching Miguel as he sat there, he kept his patience. Abel knew he had pushed Miguel too far. Indeed he wasn't like Kirean, never claimed to be either. He hadn't minded the teasing but then Miguel asked for more. Abel gave him more only to break him. He wasn't going to apologize for it either. Abel watched as Miguel seemed to pout on the end of the bed. He kept his space moving to remove the condom and toss it in the trash beside the bed. Abel took note as Miguel looked back at him before turning back on him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob glanced back, wondering if Abel had anything to say for himself. It came as no surprise that he felt no guilt for what he had done. Turning away, Jakob rubbed his eyes and moved to grab his clothes from the floor. ”Mind if I use your shower?” he asked, glancing back once more. Looking the man over, he noticed that he was no longer wearing a condom looking quite relaxed. He didn’t care. It was obvious that they weren’t going to finish. Aside from the first time that they were together, they never did. Things were usually great until someone said or did something to mess it all up. Jakob didn’t know who messed up this time and how it was his fault. He just wanted to clean up and get something to eat.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Abel would have continued however it seemed Miguel was no longer interested. Sure, he felt guilty about hurting Miguel. Although, he wasn't going to apologize. Abel wasn't going to grovel, he just chose to end what they were doing as Miguel had. He watched as Miguel moved to gather his clothes. Abel heard his question as he nodded, motioning toward the bathroom. He moved himself, grabbing his sweatpants off the floor. Abel too had grown hungry and was now bored. He pulled on his sweatpants and left the bedroom to leave Miguel to his needs. Abel went downstairs to see if the driver left the pizza at the front door.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob didn’t know what he expected. For now he just wanted to be by himself for a little while and to clean up. Asking the male about his shower, he was given a small nod. Jakob went about gathering his clothes and quietly thanked Abel. With his things gathered, Jakob made his way into Abel’s bathroom. He set his clothes on the counter and went to turn on the water. Leaving the water to warm up, Jakob moved towards the closet to take out a towel and wash cloth. He left his towel with his clothes, glancing only briefly toward the spot where Abel had grabbed him. He didn’t allow himself to stare too long. Taking the cloth, he stepped in to the shower and closed the curtain behind him. Jakob closed his eyes as the warm water washed over him.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Leaving Miguel to shower, Abel went downstairs. He was tired of the game they were playing. Abel no longer was interested. He made his way to the front door and opened it. Abel saw the pizza box on the door steps. It had been a while since he'd ordered so the pizza was likely cold. He shut the door as he grabbed the pizza box. Abel made his way toward the kitchen as he set the box on the island. He went to the oven, turning it on, so he could heat the pizza up. Abel pulled open a cabinet beneath the island and grabbed out a pizza tray. He opened the box and transferred the pizza to the tray. While he waited, he went to grab a coke from the fridge. Abel leaned against the counter as he opened the soda and took a sip.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob had no idea what they were doing anymore. It was easier to slip into the shower and pretend everything was fine. Closing his eyes, he tipped back his head as warm water rained down on him. He missed sharing a nice warm bath with Kieran after they'd made love. The jokes they'd share, the way he would kiss him. Opening his eyes, Jakob reached for the shampoo. He really needed to stop thinking about Kieran. It was obvious that he wasn't coming back, pining over him was just pathetic. He made quick work with his hair and soon rinsed. When he was finished, Jakob picked up the wash cloth as well as a bottle of bodywash. Squeezing a generous amount on to the cloth, he replaced the body and ran the cloth along his arms. He took his time washing, following the curvature of his body, listening to the steady fall of the heavy water droplets on the bathtub floor. He pushed away any thoughts of Kieran or Abel for that matter. He needed this moment for himself, to recollect himself.

Bending down, Jakob carefully cleaned himself, seeing as it was unlikely Abel would be touching him again tonight. When he was done, he made sure to take a little extra time rinsing his body before shutting off the water. Jakob stepped out of the shower and picked up the towel. He dried off quickly before getting dressed. Tossing the towel into the hamper, Jakob flicked off the lights, and made his way down the hallway to the stairs. He walked quietly down to the first floor. From his spot on the stairs, he heard movement but was unsure what Abel could be doing. Upon entering the kitchen, he saw what he assumed was the pizza they had ordered earlier. It must have been delivered at some point while they were upstairs. Padding across the kitchen, he took a seat at the island and watched as Abel stood at the counter pouring himself a drink. He spied the bottle of soda and was a little surprised that for once it wasn't coffee or alcohol. He didn't think the male would like something so sweet.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Standing in the kitchen, he heard the shower stop upstairs. Abel went about getting himself a can of coke from the fridge. He leaned against the counter as he took a few sips from the soda. It wasn't long before he heard Miguel enter the room and take a seat at the island. Abel knew his choice of drink was strange but he simply wanted something different. He moved to check the oven to see it had heated up. Abel grabbed the pizza pan and opened the oven. He slipped the pizza inside and shut the oven. Abel returned his attention to Miguel, feeling his eyes on his actions.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Coming in the kitchen he found Abel leaning against the counter with a coke in hand. Jakob padded across the kitchen to take a seat at the island. He noted the pizza box on the counter and the oven light on. It made him curious when exactly their dinner had arrived but knew that asking would be redundant. ”Got anymore of those?” he asked, indicating towards the soda. Jakob wondered if Abel would talk him. He hardly said anything before leaving the bedroom, not that Jakob had much room to talk.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



There wasn't much to talk about and Abel didn't really want to talk. The whole situation between them had gone wrong. He had been enjoying himself until it was ruined. Abel was stupid for even trying to understand his feelings for Miguel. He stood feeling Miguel's eyes on him as he sipped his soda. Abel soon heard his question. He shifted away from the counter as he moved toward the fridge and opened it. Abel reached inside to grab another soda. He closed the fridge moving back toward Miguel. Abel set the soda on the counter in front of Miguel. He leaned against the counter as he stood there.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Before Abel tried to cut off his air waves, he too had been enjoying himself. Jakob couldn’t help feeling off about the whole thing and wanting to stop. When he suggested Abel choke him, he didn’t mean so hard. He wished he knew what the man had been thinking, but he seemed to be closing himself off more than usual. Jakob sat at the island and asked for a drink. At first he wasn’t even sure if Abel would answer him. Then he moved away from the counter to the fridge and pulled out another can. Closing the fridge once more, Abel came back towards him, and set down the soda before him. Jakob thanked him quietly and pulled the can closer. He pulled the tab with a hiss and a pop, then brought it to his lips to take a sip. Jakob had no idea what to say or do now. He took another sip just to drag out the silence between them.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



As rude as he could be, he simply was not in the mood for games right now. Abel merely wanted to eat dinner then chill. He had nothing to say to Miguel as he wasn't about to apologize. If Miguel wanted to talk then it was his move. Abel watched as Miguel went about opening his drink and taking a sip. He moved to check on the pizza after all he was just warming it up. Abel opened the oven to see the cheese was slightly melted, it still needed some more time. He closed the oven and moved to find plates from the cabinet.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Taking the soda from Abel, he thanked him and popped the tab. He sipped his soda quietly as the male coolly regarded him. He wished the man would just talk to him. He didn’t even understand why he was so angry with him. After taking a second sip, Jakob watched the man turn his attention towards the oven. The kitchen filled with the delightful smell of their dinner. He couldn’t see past the male, but assumed it wasn’t quite done yet as he closed the oven door once more. Jakob set can on the counter while Abel continued to busy himself. ”Do you need any help?” he asked. Jakob was sure he didn’t nor would he probably want it. But it felt better to offer than just sit here and expect everything done for him, despite his injury.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Abel wasn't taking pity on Miguel because he was injured. He was taking his silence out on him because he was annoyed. Abel didn't like explaining himself or trying to understand the difficult questions. While he busied himself, getting plates. He heard Miguel question him. Abel glanced toward him as he shook his head. "No, I don't need anything." He replied, needing nothing from Miguel. Abel moved to set the plates on the island. He couldn't help the need to forget and a serious urge for a cigarette. However his cigarettes were in his room and only the first could be taken care of right now.

Moving away from the counter, he moved toward the fridge once again. He reached up to the cabinet above the fridge and opened it. Abel reached inside and grabbed a bottle of scotch. He closed the cabinet and opened the bottle. Abel didn't opt for a cup or glass, he brought it to his lips and took a few large gulps from the bottle.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sitting there he didn’t know what else to do with Abel. It was obvious he was getting pissed off. Every time he opened his mouth only seemed to make things worse. Offering his assistance, Jakob was given a look followed by a quick dismissal. Jakob nodded and sat back in his chair. He continued to watch the man busy himself, appearing to get even more frustrated. It wasn’t long before the man turned his back to him and reached for a nearby cabinet. If memory served correctly, that was where Abel kept some of his finest scotch.

He remembered because he had once taken some for himself when they were in a similarly heated situation. Jakob watched Abel down several large gulps of the amber liquid. ”Is sleeping with me so horrible?” he asked, smirking. He knew better than to joke at a time like this but he could hardly stop himself. Seeing Abel down his drink like that was ridiculous.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Taking a few gulps from his bottle, he heard Miguel question him. Abel heard the teasing tone but it still annoyed him. He took a few more sips before setting the bottle down. Abel glanced toward Miguel curiously. "Do you honestly think that's what I think?" He asked in return as stood before Miguel on the other side of the island. Abel watched him curiously as he stood there. He was glad to know Miguel understood his feelings.