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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2020 11:28 am
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2020 11:28 am
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2020 11:28 am
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[Tandry T'ry & blue Cordeth]
Fear. It started out hardly noticeable, insidious. Emotions that weren't his, but they didn't seem completely out of place. After all, even though the fight was over and the dragonets that had been the cause were at the feeding tables with theirs, there were still many dragons on the sands and anything could happen.
He had not joined the line for 'inspection' partly because it was demeaning to be looked at and picked over like herdbeasts at market, but a small hidden part of his soul knew he wasn't worthy of a brown or bronze. Of the leadership and expectation that would place on him. The chains of duty, and how it might clip his wings when he was one who was born to fly freely.
The sands seemed calm enough he could perhaps relax a little, but he would still keep an eye on Lelte, just in case.
He heard the small blue offer a fearful creel to his parents as it seemed he prepared to move. Was he finally going to look for his? The poor little thing. But when he found His, perhaps he wouldn't be so anxious, for surely His would be there to shelter him and offer all the love and confidence the little one might need. He watched the first few tentative steps.
While that blue had definitely roused his protective instincts, and he wanted nothing more than to see him find His, there was still enough action, and he didn't want to miss a thing.
Terror.
When he turned from the blue to watch the going's on, a wave of terror assailed him. Insecurity. A sense that this was more important than anything. If he didn't respond correctly, not only would it break his heart, but it would leave a gaping wound in this world that might not ever heal. At last a small timid voice spoke in his mind.
TandryMine. Would you... ever want... a blue like me? One small hopefull step at a time, though his wings were held tight against his body and he curled in on himself, making him seem even smaller than he was. Hope that he might be accepted, but fearful that the one who held his hearts might crush them. Might reject him, and send him to the cold dark of Between. For if Tandry didn't choose him, there could be no other. Your Cordeth wants no other and yet... You might want someone stronger, someone shinier, someone... someone better. He didn't dare move forward any closer to the one he loved. If he was rejected... I... I just wanted you to know how much I loved you. In case... In case I must soon go...
Affection. Need. Love.
Fear.Terror. Love. Adoration. Affection. Respect. Need. A maelstrom of emotion. Some his, some belonged to the precious blue that looked at him with such heartbreaking hope and fear whirling amidst the jewelled rainbow of his eyes. There was just so much. It stabbed his heart and stole the breath from his lungs, and wiped his mind of anything he might think or wish to let the little blue know. That he was precious and perfect and so so loved. That he would never have to worry about anything as long as Tandry lived and breathed.
But he was so overwhelmed by everything.
But for each breath and heartbeat that passed, with him unable to express any of this, white started to overtake the Rainbow, and the blue hue of his scales tinged with grey. It was too much for him to hope. His hearts Broke and he readied to toss himself to the void of Between...
MINE. Seeing what was about to happen, and still unable to express in word or thought what the little blue needed to hear, he rushed over and fell to his knees on the sands, throwing his arms around the little one. He wasn't being rejected. He was safe, he was His.
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2020 11:29 am
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2020 11:32 am
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2020 11:42 am
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T'nus
So it looked as though the lovebirds would be staying together, and that boy who had been so terrified about going back to Nabol was getting a perfect, happy ending. Or beginning, if one wanted to view it that way, as now they would be fighting with their lives against Thread.
Either way, T'nus supposed he was happy for that specific pair of candidates-turned-Weyrlings. That meant of course there were even less dragons on the sands now with the candidates milling about. How soon would depression start to color their emotions when most of them realized they had no chance this go around? How many had already actually given up in their hearts? T'nus was by no means mocking those that had, for he had been much the same on the sands until Minimuth found him.
There would be need for comfort later, but considering the not-so-subtle opinions of Candidates towards him he doubted anyone would seek him out for it. A shame really, since he was an excellent listener.
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Haveli
The final egg that had been kind to her was moving, but Havveli barely had the attention to look. Her leg was still bleeding despite her efforts to reach and tighten the bandage; the wound was large and the blood was much, but her pride was a bit more. She'd stay standing and walk herself off the sands, settling in the infirmary before going back to the candidate bunker to rest.
Maybe she'd actually attend the feast, but did she even have nice clothing? She didn't go to her sister's celebration, with the coma and all preventing that, and now she had a leg she couldn't walk on. That would be her excuse for not dancing, she bitterly laughed, but that only would happen if someone dared ask her. Which he - wait, not he.
She wasn't thinking.
Focus on the eggs and the dragonets, all of whom seemed to be giving a certain candidate quite a lot of regard. If that little girl didn't go on to one day become a Weyrwoman that all of Pern knew and adored, as beloved by the beasts as she was, then Haveli swore she'd eat her shoes.
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2020 11:42 am
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Candidate Heida
Heida watched with delight as Impression after Impression happened. It really didn't matter to her if she herself Impressed at this point -- it rarely did. She knew she was safe at the Weyr and always would be. Cheering each one as if it was her own, she continued to hold happy thoughts in her mind. Just in case there was one on the sand for her this time.
Candidate Tarroi
"Yeah," Tarroi replied to Rhiyn without enthusiasm. He was beginning to feel like a right fool, standing in this line waiting for the bronze hatchling to inspect them all and make his choice. What chance did he have, really, of Impressing? Not just Impressing that bronze, but Impressing at all? The longer he was here, the less likely it seemed to him that he'd ever end up bonded with a dragon. Still, the training he'd been through as a Candidate made him continue to think warm, welcoming thoughts at the few dragonets that remained.
Candidate Trude
Tears of joy began to well in Trude's green eyes, joy at seeing those that had been chosen by a dragonet, imagining what it must be like to feel that connected to and loved by another creature. She was beyond caring herself if she Impressed -- there was going to be plenty of time and opportunity in the future. And what a future it was going to be for the girl! Bouncing on her toes, she looked around at the unbonded hatchlings and noticed that the Gingerbread Egg had started to wobble. It was all so exciting!
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2020 11:48 am
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I'zrin and Maestoth
Though Maestoth fair basked in the attentions and murmurred affections of His - finally - a certain discontent still seethed beneath the surface. If his brother hadn't abandoned their battle to Impress when he had, Maestoth would have found a way to win, he was certain of it, and this added an acrid edge of bitterness to his hatred of the bronze. And it was hatred. They'd never have liked each other, to be sure, but the night's events had stewed certain opposition into outright hate. Hate he would have a long time to dwell on, until the time was right. Whenever that would be.
I'zrin (they had decided as they sat together) ran long fingers over his head, stroking and doing his best to soothe the feelings he was all too familiar with. He knew well how they burned, and ached, and gnawed away from the inside, and there was little for them but time. And distance, but that was a luxury Maestoth wouldn't get. They were likely in for a very long Turn.
A feeling of pride from Aresoth was acknowledged, albeit sulkily. There was an urge to grumble to his sire, a suspicion that the approval was patronizing at best, but I'zrin managed to convince him that now was not the time. Another thing that would have to wait. His appetite waning in a fit of pique, which exhaustion surely contributed to, he sighed and laid his head on His' shoulder, a position which afforded him a view of Othelloth and His.
For the dark blue, Maestoth had a whisp of polite, if tired, interest. He knew he wasn't quite the only one here with any sense.
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2020 11:56 am
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2020 11:59 am
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Candidate Eyriean - HR - They/Them
It was nice, seeing all the Greens, Blues, Browns, and Bronzes find home. It made their eyes soften, watching the Impressions with quiet joy. This Clutch had at least made them feel like they weren't so wrong. Being somewhere in between boy and girl, neither at all, Eyriean often felt rather out of place in High Reaches' halls. It was why they preferred beasts to people, and was quickly falling in love with dragons, and the idea of them.
Someone that would accept you as you were, like the eggs had done for them. Even if they didn't find theirs, Eyriean was happy, quiet and content. Just watching.
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2020 12:04 pm
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orri
Ah, the line was a great idea! Orri tried not to look too stiff and formal beside Dehka. "Look," he whisperes as Santa approached not the line, but someone who had waited. Dorok! Orri had no idea as to the dilemma going on there, but Dehka was on the verge of tears, which made him want to sympathy cry as well.
No, nope. Don't tear up now, Orri. It wasn't over yet.
With the number of dragons waning, it was hard to keep the same pep in his step as his friend. Maybe he could have a turn ago like he had for the double clutch, his first. But the disappointments seemed to be piling onto the young man as of late: in himself, in his father. Mostly himself. He kept latching onto dragons even though he knew better, knew there was nothing beholden to it about that besides his own personal beliefs and that he only hurt himself doing it. And yet.
He smiled a little at Dehka in response, but it wasn't a fully formed one. If anything, Dehka would be more likely. He was happy just to be there and didn't seem to have any particular preference; babies could probably approach him easier. Orri, though? He was...disappointing himself, again.
He pushed his glasses up and dabbed at his eyes. "Maybe," he conceded, because no-one ever really knew. He clearly didn't. "Only a few left. The line helped some of them; maybe it'll help the others."
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dhawsn
Hooooo. That was sure a batch. Dhawsn had tensed up in anticipation watching a green head towards where he had dropped Miela off. Maybe--Oh. It was the healer instead. He could only imagine what Miela felt about that, if she was cogent yet; shards, he had felt it before. Definitely needed a visit later.
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mel
Boys, boys, and more boys chosen. Seriously, what a sausage fest.
Mmm...sausage...Her thoughts drifted to the impending feast until movement drew her eye. "Aw, hey, late to the party," she said to herself as Gingerbread began to shake. "Fashionably late, anyway. That’s the best kind.”
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2020 12:22 pm
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I never figured you for a quitter, were the Christmas Tree bronze's thoughts, as he watched the growing unease in his line. Pacing along it, the bronze regarded Tarroi with faint disappointment. Are you so convinced that you will never Impress? How silly, indeed, when he was clearly here to meet him. And shouldn't Tarroi be pleased, when he was the one worth waiting for?
Perhaps you should feel foolish, giving up before even meeting me. For the Christmas Tree bronze certainly wasn't one to give up so easily. What chance indeed. What chance, when your Destrieth is right here, waiting for you to notice. Or to have the nerve to break the line. But Tarroi had not broken the line. He had not budged from his spot, although he had seemed to wilt.
Frankly, his hearts couldn't take it. Choose me or don't. Make your choice. I can take it. He couldn't, really. His great hearts could break just as easily as another's... easier still, perhaps, for all that they encompassed so many. It galled Destrieth a little to come to Tarroi, hat in hand. Really, it should have been the other way around... but hadn't Mnementh needed his F'lar?
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