⎾ MOROSIS ⏌

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



There was no fixing what Kirean had done. He'd been an a*****e and knew it. Kieran wasn't so sure he wanted to fix it either. He'd been separated from Miguel too long and their relationship wasn't exactly based on truths. Kirean hid things while Miguel never tried. He had been surprised to see him waiting and serving in the pub. Kirean couldn't help himself as he had followed Miguel home. He could see things had changed for Miguel. Kirean though was still stuck in his life. He didn't think Miguel and he could ever come back to solid ground.

As they sat there, Abel couldn't help but reach out and touch Miguel. He took his hand and laced their hands together. Abel responded soon after hearing Miguel thank him. He wasn't bothered by Miguel seeking his company when he needed it. Abel wasn't the best at taking care of others though he tried. He had to take care of himself at an early age and his sister after their parents passed away when he turned nineteen.

While he sat there in Miguel's company, he glanced toward him. His own stomach growled with the need for food. "Have you eaten yet?" Abel asked curiously wondering if Miguel would like to get something to eat. He knew it was late though he hoped there was a place nearby still open.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Indeed, there was no taking back what Kieran had done. The bruise, the hurt, the fear, those were all real. Jakob wasn't completely blameless in this either. He too couldn't take back the things that he said and the pain that he likely caused by his words. If they were to try again, a lot would need to change. He couldn't stand another round of being kept at arms lengths while also being told that he was loved. That wasn't love. He wasn't sure what their relationship was aside from being unhealthy. If Kieran wanted to stay separated, he understood. A lot had changed for him in the last two years, he wasn't the same person that he was back then. Judging by today's incident, he had to wonder if Kieran had even tried to move forward.

Sitting together on the couch, Jakob thanked the male and continued to hold his hand. It was nice getting to be here like this after so long. Not only that he truly was happy that Abel had traveled all this way to check on him. They sat there quietly for a moment or two when the male's stomach gave loud growl. He wasn't surprised that he might be hungry. It had probably been hours since his last meal and anything offered on the plane might not have been that great. Beside him, he heard the male speak once more. Jakob shook his head lightly. "No, not since I got off work." he replied. "That was....god over ten hours ago." Glancing up towards the clock on the wall, it was late. Most places were closed around here, but he did know of a few late night options. Lucky for Abel, they were even within walking distance.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



If Kieran and Miguel were to get back together, would that be healthy? He couldn't say for sure. Two years separated, they'd both had changed. However he couldn't say he was better. Kirean allowed his misery to eat and consume him. He wasn't the same man hardly, if anything he'd probably only hurt Miguel more and not just with words.

Questioning Miguel, he couldn't help it as his stomach growled. His only meal consisted of coffee. Abel listened as Miguel spoke, not surprised that he hadn't eaten in hours either. "Mm, well then…Know any good places nearby that are still open?" He asked curiously though he couldn't decide what he wanted. However he wasn't into the idea of German food at the moment.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Without change there would be no hope for them. Jakob wasn't the same he was two years ago and Kieran seemed stuck in some way. He could try to forgive him for what happened this afternoon, but he would never forget it. He didn't want to get back together simply because he pined for a few moments in the past. He couldn't go through being abandoned again. Jakob was finally in a good place in his life. He had a job, his own place, his family was close. Starting over had been good for him and he didn't want to start something that could mess that up. Today it was a bruise on his neck, but what about the next time. He didn't want to think what else Kieran was capable of.

Hearing the male's question reminded him that it had been hours since his own last meal. It hadn't been his intention to skip a meal, but after this afternoon he'd been too depressed to even think about eating again. As he sat there, he too felt as though he go for something. When the male spoke again, he thought for a moment. He didn't think Abel would up for any of the local cuisine. But he did know something that might suit him. "Hm, there's an American style restaurant about four blocks from here. They've got stuff like fries, burgers, sandwiches, and the like if you're interested." he replied. Jakob didn't know if Abel would want something like that, if not he could look up a few other places they might be able to order take-out from.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Abel had never been a fan of German cuisine. He enjoyed American or Asian food if he had a choice. Abel questioned Miguel hoping he knew of something in mind. He listened as Miguel spoke. Indeed such foods would work, he could really go for a cheeseburger. "Yeah, that'll work." Abel responded as he smiled at Miguel.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It didn't surprise him that Abel wasn't interested in the local cuisine. In all the time he'd spent with him, he seemed to live off of burgers, pizza, and whatever Asian take-out he could get his hands on. He didn't mind taking him out somewhere with food he was more familiar with. Jakob smiled as Abel agreed to his choice. "Great, Let me just change shirts and we can go." he said. Rising from his seat, Jakob released Abel's hand and moved toward his bedroom. Flipping on the lights, he pulled off his work shirt and looked through his wardrobe for something clean. With a little shuffling, he pulled out a dark grey shirt and slipped it over his head. Closing the wardrobe, he then moved around his bed to pick up his wallet, keys, and phone. He paused briefly to pull his shoes on before coming back out into the living room. "Alright, ready?" he said, looking towards Abel.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Seeing as Abel didn't cook and still hadn't taken it upon himself to learn, fast food and junk food were his go too. He responded soon after hearing Miguel speak. Abel glanced toward Miguel who commented back as he rose from the couch and released his hand. He watched as Miguel left, heading to the bedroom to change his shirt. Abel stood from the couch as he grabbed his coffee cup. He went into the kitchen to pour his remaining coffee into the sink and set the cup in the sink. Abel made his way toward the door as he stood waiting for Miguel who soon joined him. He nodded as Miguel questioned him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It didn't surprise him at all that in two years not once did Abel take it upon himself to learn to cook. Though Jakob was hardly much better. Most days he would grab something from the nearby cafe or intrude on his mom for some home cooking. Even now his own cabinets were filled mostly with snacks and a few simple things that he could throw into an air fryer. After changing and collecting his things, Jakob returned to the living room. He smiled as he saw the male waiting by the door for him. Turing out a few lights, Jakob crossed the room and stepped out into the hall. He waited for Abel to join him before closing and locking up. Jakob quietly walked down the hall back to the elevator and pressed the call button. It was still quite late and most of the residents were either out or asleep, so it wasn't long before the elevator reached his floor. When the doors slid open, Jakob stepped into the box and pressed the button for the ground floor. He stood back and waited. "You are alright with walking there, right?" he asked curiously. "I mean, it's not very far but I know you're used to driving everywhere."

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Four blocks was hardly far and it wasn't as if he'd rented a car either. He'd gotten to Miguel's apartment by taxi. Abel wasn't so sure if Miguel even owned a car as he never had before. He watched as Miguel turned out some lights before making his way toward the door. As Miguel opened the door, he stepped out into the hallway and stood waiting as he locked up. Abel followed Miguel to the elevator and waited as the lift rose before opening. He stepped inside following Miguel and moved to lean against the wall. Abel stood waiting as Miguel soon pushed the button and watched as the doors closed. He soon heard Miguel question him and couldn't help but find the question amusing. "I think I can manage." Abel teased as he smiled at Miguel.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Indeed, the distance to the restaurant wasn't very far. But he wanted to be considerate. After all, Abel had only just gotten off a long flight and might not be up for a late night stroll. Unfortunately for them both, he still didn't have a car. Since coming home, it only seemed to amplify his reasoning on why he didn't need one. The train station was nearby for both near and long distances, there were always bikes he could rent, there was the bus, and of course his old favorite, a taxi. So, Jakob was pretty set on all his transportation needs. After stepping in the elevator, Jakob pressed another button and turned to question the male. He smiled and felt his cheeks warm as Abel teased him again. He nodded and turned his attention toward the floor panel. He watched as the numbers passed one by one until the lift slowed to a halt. The silver doors slid open as the lift chimed. Jakob led the way out and through the lobby. Stepping out into the night air, he shivered slightly. He should have grabbed a jacket but had thought nothing of it. Oh well, he thought. Too late now.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Teasing Miguel, he watched as he nodded before turning his attention to the numbers as the elevator dropped. Abel relaxed as he stood there. It wasn't long before they arrived at the right level and the doors opened. He followed Miguel out of the elevator and toward the lobby exit. Abel felt the change in the air as they stepped outside. He glanced toward Miguel who shivered at the chilled air. Abel started down the road on the sidewalk as they started in the direction of the restaurant.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Stepping into the night air, he shivered. He should have brought a jacket, but had decided against it. He figured the walk would warm him. Starting down the street, he led Abel in the direction of the restaurant. The streets were quiet with only a few cars passing by. It was one thing he liked about his neighborhood, there wasn't a lot of noise. All the really popular clubs and bars were a few blocks away and tucked into their own little corner of the area. He walked beside Abel and glanced towards him. "So, I forgot to ask earlier. How long are you staying?" he asked curiously. He doubted it would be very long, but he wanted to know. If Abel wanted, they could do the whole tourist thing, eat at the popular places, go to a few clubs, whatever he wanted.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Abel walked with Miguel as they started down the road. Indeed it wasn't too noisy. He could understand and appreciate the appeal. Chicago was always noisy and never a sound of silence. Abel heard Miguel question him, causing him to glance toward him. He shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know…I didn't exactly have a plan when I got on the plane this morning…" Abel responded as he smiled toward Miguel. He didn't know what he'd expect to find when he got here so he hadn't made a return trip ticket though he probably had a few weeks to spare if need be. Although his first step was likely to send Kieran back home. He'd call Addy to pick him up from the airport and keep track of him till he got back home.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Walking down the street side by side, Jakob enjoyed the peaceful nature of his neighborhood. Nights like this were especially nice when it was late out, the air was cool and still, and no one was around. It was such a stark difference from the nights in Chicago. As they continued a little ways down the street, Jakob turned to the male in question. He watched as Abel shrugged and answered him honestly. Again, his cheeks warmed. He had worried that much about him. "You really were planning for the worst when I didn't answer." he stated. Jakob was rather touched by the man's concern. It was so unexpected that it made him appreciate the gesture even more. Though despite Abel's kindness it still left one other matter at hand. Kieran. Jakob didn't really want him to stay if he was going to continue being such a complete jackass. But he also didn't really want to leave things as they were either. "Have you spoken to him yet?" he asked curiously.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Indeed Abel had been worried about Miguel. With no answer on his phone, other than Miguel had stated Kieran was there. He didn't know what to expect other than the worst. Abel listened as Miguel spoke stating his own fears. He hadn't known what Kirean would do though that was merely lies he kept telling himself. Abel continued walking with Miguel down the street. He soon heard him speak again, questioning him. Abel shook his head, "No, I haven't though it's probably best I send him back home." He responded though hadn't given much thought to what he would say to Kirean.