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Posted: Sun Oct 22, 2023 1:07 pm
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Posted: Sun Oct 22, 2023 3:25 pm
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![User Image](https://i.imgur.com/jdRgtZP.jpg) He had absolutely no club what was going through Abel's head right now. He always knew him to be reserved and a little standoffish. But he also had his moments where he could be quite warm and gentle. Looking at him, he wasn't sure which side of himself he was attempting to present. But whichever side it was, Abel seemed to be holding back. Proceeding cautiously, Jakob asked him about it. He wasn't really expecting an honest answer at this point, just a little nod of the head or an okay would be enough. He watched the man sigh and seem to compose himself. When he spoke, his voice was barely there. But he heard it all the same. Jakob felt his face start to burn crimson, he hadn't expected Abel to say that. "I missed you, too." he said, looking away. Of course he missed him, how could he not. Abel had been more than just a friend to him the last few months before they parted. And it was selfish of him to thinking of someone else after all that he had done. Even now, he come specifically to check up on him. He couldn't repay him for any of it.
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Posted: Sun Oct 22, 2023 6:23 pm
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2023 4:24 pm
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![User Image](https://i.imgur.com/jdRgtZP.jpg) As much as he would like to hear that Abel felt something outside of their occasional affair, he didn't have his hopes high. He'd told more than once that he didn't date and he didn't care for others, so why should he be any different. Still, he kept hoping that it wasn't just his imagination. That he wasn't fooling himself when Abel's hand sought out his own or the way his hand would linger as it brushed back his hair. Abel could have let him figure own s**t out and die on the street plenty of times but he didn't. That had to be more than him just choosing to do the right thing, right? Looking towards the man, he attempted to get an answer from him but was only questioned in return. Swallowing his feelings, Jakob shook his head. "Nevermind." he said with a forced smile. "It was a dumb question. I'm sorry for asking." Turning his gaze back to his food, Jakob picked up what was left of his burger to finish eating. However, his throat felt so tight he wasn't even sure he could swallow. In order to not give himself away, Jakob took a bite anyway, the burger might as well have been sand.
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2023 5:52 pm
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2023 6:35 pm
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![User Image](https://i.imgur.com/jdRgtZP.jpg) He didn't want these feelings for Kieran, he thought he had gotten over him. But, seeing him today brought back so much. He knew that he was bad for him, he had physically harmed him and probably would have done worse if he hadn't gotten him to leave. Yet his heart ached for him, the same way it ached when Abel had shown up outside his apartment. It still ached even now as they sat across from one another. Jakob didn't mean to hurt Abel, but it seemed that he was doing that anyway. After looking over the check, he questioned the man. It seemed as though they had both eaten their fill, however, Abel's response made him think overwise. "If you're still eating, by all means" he replied, motioning towards the plate. The burger was out, but Jakob could try to eat a few more fries. He wasn't trying to rush the man nor did he want him to leave him tonight.
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2023 7:17 pm
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