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 Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 8:47 pm
Rydia-Beck Now I'm sad... Noone's fault.. Honestly.. It was sweet for trevor to say no. Just threw me for a loop. And I guess I am kinda low on gold so his advice was good but.. Blehhh.. I just respect his opinion so now I'm dizzown... Maybe I'm just a sucker trying to make myself feel better... Maybe that's just pathetic... *sigh* I know I know.. Cheese w/my wine? cheese_whine ..... crying I could give you a reason not to donate to me, if it would help. I'm actually stretched But this will be long... Really long. I first joined FG4PG with no intention of staying. Really, I'd seen some newer members with rather expensive items on the marketplace, and I was wondering where they were getting them. I eventually realized that alot of them had this guild in common, and that they were getting donations like crazy here. I wanted to figure out what the cause was. Back at that time, before I joined here, I was [and still am], mod of this guild, and the original founder: http://www.gaiaonline.com/guilds/index.php?guild_id=5991 . Despite that I gave up captainship there, I spent most of my time on gaia participating in it, making gaia worse for everyone else. But when I started participating in FG4PG, I started to see a different side of gaia. Before, I'd known mostly GDers, people who'd flame you if you didn't worship their prommiedom. In GD, it was all about the individual, and many members of marketplace manipulation were also GDers. Everyone was kind here, and that was a new gaia experience for me. Instead of viewing gaia as a chore, it was a place to have fun. I'd been taking things too seriously. So I decided to always keep FG4PG separate from my other activities on gaia, especially after I became a mod. That's the reason I don't accept donations because the gold I get would end up right back in marketplace manipulation, and I feel most people wouldn't want that. Donations=Benevolent My Guild=Malevolent. It's messing with morality. I can do wrong things, but I won't exploit innocent peoples money for it. So if you donated to me, you'd be donating to my inflation quota [on which I'm 17K behind], and that's against my morality, and most FG4PGers wouldn't like it. So that's why you can't donate to me.
That probably won't cheer you up, but I hope it will explain things.
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 8:47 pm
It's ok sweeties! Everyone is nice to me on here. Everyone! It's just being kinda down IRL so I try to feel better by donating.... And by gawd I'll keep doing it too!!! But it's a sign I donate like crazy when someone says no becky noooooo!! LOL! It was sweet of him... RLY.. He's a rly smart guy. He was protecting me from myself. That's no big deal rly. I just get down sometimes for no good reason.. You're all sweet! I bounce back pretty quickly. I'll be ok!
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 8:52 pm
Rydia-Beck It's ok sweeties! Everyone is nice to me on here. Everyone! It's just being kinda down IRL so I try to feel better by donating.... And by gawd I'll keep doing it too!!! But it's a sign I donate like crazy when someone says no becky noooooo!! LOL! It was sweet of him... RLY.. He's a rly smart guy. He was protecting me from myself. That's no big deal rly. I just get down sometimes for no good reason.. You're all sweet! I bounce back pretty quickly. I'll be ok! well that's good to hear
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 8:54 pm
~Magic Trevor~ Rydia-Beck Now I'm sad... Noone's fault.. Honestly.. It was sweet for trevor to say no. Just threw me for a loop. And I guess I am kinda low on gold so his advice was good but.. Blehhh.. I just respect his opinion so now I'm dizzown... Maybe I'm just a sucker trying to make myself feel better... Maybe that's just pathetic... *sigh* I know I know.. Cheese w/my wine? cheese_whine ..... crying I could give you a reason not to donate to me, if it would help. I'm actually stretched But this will be long... Really long. I first joined FG4PG with no intention of staying. Really, I'd seen some newer members with rather expensive items on the marketplace, and I was wondering where they were getting them. I eventually realized that alot of them had this guild in common, and that they were getting donations like crazy here. I wanted to figure out what the cause was. Back at that time, before I joined here, I was [and still am], mod of this guild, and the original founder: http://www.gaiaonline.com/guilds/index.php?guild_id=5991 . Despite that I gave up captainship there, I spent most of my time on gaia participating in it, making gaia worse for everyone else. But when I started participating in FG4PG, I started to see a different side of gaia. Before, I'd known mostly GDers, people who'd flame you if you didn't worship their prommiedom. In GD, it was all about the individual, and many members of marketplace manipulation were also GDers. Everyone was kind here, and that was a new gaia experience for me. Instead of viewing gaia as a chore, it was a place to have fun. I'd been taking things too seriously. So I decided to always keep FG4PG separate from my other activities on gaia, especially after I became a mod. That's the reason I don't accept donations because the gold I get would end up right back in marketplace manipulation, and I feel most people wouldn't want that. Donations=Benevolent My Guild=Malevolent. It's messing with morality. I can do wrong things, but I won't exploit innocent peoples money for it. So if you donated to me, you'd be donating to my inflation quota [on which I'm 17K behind], and that's against my morality, and most FG4PGers wouldn't like it. So that's why you can't donate to me.
That probably won't cheer you up, but I hope it will explain things.No hon! I get that.. And I get that you were determined not to take advantage of me... Just remember... You deserve a gift once in a while too ok? I'm old. None of this makes any difference to me.. I rly appreciate the explanation! I do! Not many ppl have morals of any kind... I think that's great.. I'm not sad over you.. Just issues that I try to alleviate gabbing here.. You're sweet!
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 8:56 pm
eek xd COOKIES!!!!!!! rofl
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 8:57 pm
stare sorry....random hyperactivity..... stare
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 8:58 pm
Ok. I'm great rly! Just some RL issues.. Please don't feel responsible Trevor.. You're very wise and kind. And pagan and kio. Youz da bomb..
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 8:59 pm
Pagan_Cat stare sorry....random hyperactivity..... stare lol! Nothing wrong w/that! whee
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 9:00 pm
Rydia-Beck ~Magic Trevor~ Rydia-Beck Now I'm sad... Noone's fault.. Honestly.. It was sweet for trevor to say no. Just threw me for a loop. And I guess I am kinda low on gold so his advice was good but.. Blehhh.. I just respect his opinion so now I'm dizzown... Maybe I'm just a sucker trying to make myself feel better... Maybe that's just pathetic... *sigh* I know I know.. Cheese w/my wine? cheese_whine ..... crying I could give you a reason not to donate to me, if it would help. I'm actually stretched But this will be long... Really long. I first joined FG4PG with no intention of staying. Really, I'd seen some newer members with rather expensive items on the marketplace, and I was wondering where they were getting them. I eventually realized that alot of them had this guild in common, and that they were getting donations like crazy here. I wanted to figure out what the cause was. Back at that time, before I joined here, I was [and still am], mod of this guild, and the original founder: http://www.gaiaonline.com/guilds/index.php?guild_id=5991 . Despite that I gave up captainship there, I spent most of my time on gaia participating in it, making gaia worse for everyone else. But when I started participating in FG4PG, I started to see a different side of gaia. Before, I'd known mostly GDers, people who'd flame you if you didn't worship their prommiedom. In GD, it was all about the individual, and many members of marketplace manipulation were also GDers. Everyone was kind here, and that was a new gaia experience for me. Instead of viewing gaia as a chore, it was a place to have fun. I'd been taking things too seriously. So I decided to always keep FG4PG separate from my other activities on gaia, especially after I became a mod. That's the reason I don't accept donations because the gold I get would end up right back in marketplace manipulation, and I feel most people wouldn't want that. Donations=Benevolent My Guild=Malevolent. It's messing with morality. I can do wrong things, but I won't exploit innocent peoples money for it. So if you donated to me, you'd be donating to my inflation quota [on which I'm 17K behind], and that's against my morality, and most FG4PGers wouldn't like it. So that's why you can't donate to me.
That probably won't cheer you up, but I hope it will explain things.No hon! I get that.. And I get that you were determined not to take advantage of me... Just remember... You deserve a gift once in a while too ok? I'm old. None of this makes any difference to me.. I rly appreciate the explanation! I do! Not many ppl have morals of any kind... I think that's great.. I'm not sad over you.. Just issues that I try to alleviate gabbing here.. You're sweet! o_0 Thanks. *realizes he still has his head* I'm suprised. Ace practicially killed me when she found that out. I still feel bad from the fact that I do participate in the guild. But I can't quit. I started the guild, and people in it still turn to me despite that I'm not very active. But it does bother me, somewhat. And that's why I can't take donations, at least not for a while. Thanks for understanding, most people don't. I'm off for tonight.
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 9:01 pm
Rydia-Beck Pagan_Cat stare sorry....random hyperactivity..... stare lol! Nothing wrong w/that! whee want cookies? biggrin
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 9:03 pm
It was relaxing to take a cold shower at midnight....because its too hot where I am.... whee
And thanks for that lovely comment! whee heart
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 9:04 pm
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 9:05 pm
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 9:06 pm
Ok. Well good night then guys.
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 9:06 pm
hallo...I gtg too bye becca
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