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Posted: Sat Nov 24, 2007 5:18 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 24, 2007 5:38 pm
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skylergrape OK! I hate schoool I hate wehn teacher's give you these long assignments over a vacation, and expect you to do them! I mean i know it is my fault but still, I wanna be lazy on my break, not doing a big report on Machiavelli! Booooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
I was gonna do a paper on Machiavelli but I chose Christine de Pisan instead.
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Posted: Sat Nov 24, 2007 5:46 pm
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Psykolette skylergrape OK! I hate schoool I hate wehn teacher's give you these long assignments over a vacation, and expect you to do them! I mean i know it is my fault but still, I wanna be lazy on my break, not doing a big report on Machiavelli! Booooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! I was gonna do a paper on Machiavelli but I chose Christine de Pisan instead. lol we couldn't pick our topics =[ if we could i would've chosen Da Vinci or Joan of Ark Something more interesting than MACHIAVELLI
Lawlz
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Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 12:57 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 1:33 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 1:42 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 3:07 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 26, 2007 11:09 am
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I am holding two pieces of myself.
My wisdom teeth. I had them yanked out last Monday.
I was messed up on painkillers from Monday through Thursday (that's right, the only way I could eat on Thanksgiving was to: 1. Be doped up a bit, and 2. Cut things up really small). The painkillers made it impossible to be online at all because it made me dizzy.
Then, the holes in my head were feeling better on Friday, except my bf had apparently given me his flu. No stomach issues, but plenty of body aches and/or pains, coughing, sneezing, and enough snot to go through two rolls of toilet paper in two days just from blowing my nose.
And I'm still not 100%, but I'm doing well enough to post this rant, at least >.<
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Posted: Fri Nov 30, 2007 4:56 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 30, 2007 7:26 pm
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this is and isn't really a rant I guess but...
In my life I've got some weird junk going on.
well... I teach sunday school, right?
and my best friends Lee and Wendy both go to my church.
This summer Lee and I kind of had a thing. like... I'd love to date him and he does admit that he likes me but he doesn't want to date anyone until he's out of high school which is when I am which is this year in June.
But that doesn't really mean it will happen right away or at all, things happen and things change, you know?
So there's that whole deal thing going on
and then there's the fact that I've not had a RL relationship in over a year now. I know. I'm lame x3
Lee's best friend from way way back, Frank, recently started attending our church cause he's looking for a change of pace from his church.
We've been talking and becoming friends and honestly, he's a really great guy and I absolutely love spending time with him and talking to him
And he understands that I'm at a place in my life where I want to know who my husband is going to be; I don't necessarily want to be married or even date my future husband but I want to know who it's going to be.
I really like Frank and I'd love to date him, really, but he's Lee's best friend and while Lee isn't like most guys and we really don't have a thing, I can't help but think he might be upset if Frank and I dated at all. You know what I mean?
And Frank has been sort of hinting at dating and stuff too. Like... Wednesday he went to Youth Group with us and when we all got up to pray at the end I was between Frank and Kyle. We hold hands when we pray just because... that's what we do. And normally when you pray you hold hands like you're clapping. And Frank was holding my hand like you do when you're dating, like... with our fingers laced together.
It wasn't bad just... a little weird. And he wasn't holding Eden's hand like that and she was on the other side of him. It was... strange cause I don't know if it just means we're friends and he doesn't know Eden so he doesn't want to weird her out or if it means he likes me and wants to date.
And then... to complicate it more, last saturday (before wednesday's youth group, mind you) I was at the mall with Caitlin, Cody, Calvin, and Tammy. We had lots of fun and stuff. It was hilarious. We discovered that they have musical underpants at Penney's. That was exciting.
Well... we went to Caitlin's house after the mall cause we always hang there. Its cool. Tammy went home. So the four of us were hanging out.
I was laying down on Caitlin's bed next to Calvin (just cause its warm under blankets, you pervert xD) and we were kind of... holding hands. Caitlin left to go babysit and we were waiting for my Dad to come get me (her mom's cool like that, I used to just hang out with Tamara) and Calvin and I were sitting on the porch outside and kind of cuddling. like... my head on his shoulder.
And we were kind of talking and... he kissed me. First time in over a year. It was nice. And sweet. Just a little kiss. I was happy of course. My dad came and picked me up. I went home and talked to Cody on the phone for like... hours. That was fun too :]
Next day I go to church and stuff. Sit with Frank (cause he doesn't know anyone but Lee and I and Lee sings on the worship team and then runs slides.) Lee and Frank and Wendy and I had lunch at Wendy's with her Aunt and Uncle.
Cody and Calvin and Caitlin and I were supposed to go roller skating. Plans got canceled.
I talked to Caitlin on the phone and she told me that Calvin has a girlfriend he didn't tell anyone about. I wasn't mad but confused and a bit upset. Not angry.
I went home and eventually figured out that he'd only been dating her two days and stuff. Plus it was cuddling and a little kiss. I wasn't mad and if I'd been able to I'd have stopped Caitlin from saying anything to his girlfriend. To wait and see if he would tell her. I mean, come on.
So yea. I was dissappointed about that. She dumped him. I'm still not mad at him though. I just want to be friends.
Monday and Tuesday I stayed home sick and talked to Frank on the computer (he doesn't have school, he dropped out last year at the end of his Junior year.) and it was good. We had good conversations.
I talked to Cody on the phone cause he's radd and junk.
And life went on normally. talk to Cody every day to see what's going on and that stuff.
Last night I was talking to Cody on the phone and he said something about talking about me at school with Caitlin (we go to different schools) and when I asked he wouldn't say what they talked about so I called Caitlin on my cell phone while I had him on the house phone.
She told me Cody had admitted that he really likes me a lot.
And its actually great because I like Cody a lot too.
Finally there's my friend Brian at school. I've known him since freshman year. Four years. He's a great kidd and we have fun together.
He's really sweet too. He makes a point to find me in the morning to hug me. And when he hugs me he picks me up because he's tall and he doesn't want to bend down to hug me. And we talk for a bit about life and stuff and how things are.
Today he said something that made it sound like he likes me. Its nice and I'd like to date him too (gosh I feel like a whore xD ) and so that's something that made me a little bit happy.
This is all leading to the end question: what should I do?
I'd really like to just casually date people, go out to lunch or dinner or roller skating or go to portland and stuff like that. Just... go on dates.
Without the relationship. I don't want a boyfriend just yet, like I said, I want to find my future husband. I don't mean just anyone either. I want to really look for someone.
And Cody and Frank both understand where I'm coming from and Lee won't be happening until later and I don't know the deal with Brian
but I feel bad because Cody was so happy that I had something maybe starting with Frank and stuff and I feel bad because I feel like I was being a jerk by asking him about it even though I didn't know he likes me.
He says I wasn't but still it bugs me. I hate feeling like this.
I guess I'm just... overwhelmed. Really. I don't see why all this has to happen at the same time. I mean... its stressful but not terribly and not bad stress.
I don't know. I just... I'm happy but at the same time... distressed trying to figure out what to do.
And Cody and Caitlin and I are supposed to go to Portland tomorrow to go record shopping. That should be fun.
But yea... I just... I don't know.
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Posted: Sun Dec 09, 2007 5:16 pm
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Posted: Mon Dec 10, 2007 11:59 am
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