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 Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 6:39 pm
RaidenKazama Goddess Ace I've still got a lot of harem girls to draw. gonk your going to have to put on some drag chlothes and stop being naked for a moment to do so...
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Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 6:52 pm
Becca can't have a mental breakdown before she's 30 can she? I'm only 26.. Chris had been throwing up all night because he has problems with acid indigestion and ulcers and was biopsied and they found 16 things they tagged samples of and he won't check the results... And I know his 2nd hip replacement is coming up in a matter of months... I'm fine now.. Don't worry.. I'm just thinking.. wondering.. How am I gonna handle this again.. I barely held it together and got him back up last time... and was drunk thru most of it..and I quit work to do it.. I can't use that to handle it again and I just can't quit this job again either... hmm..*sigh* Just worrying about things not here yet doesn't help.. But I have to think about it once in a while or be blindsided by it... Just came to mind because he's been sick all day and last night and now can hardly get up or remember what he's doing when he does.. Geez! I'm expecting things out of me I really shouldn't be able to do although I have once.. Sorry. It helps sometimes to think outloud here with you guys..
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Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 6:58 pm
thats ok we all have been through rough spots through life *huggles rydia*
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Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 6:59 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 7:03 pm
Thanx! I'm a tough ole broad.. I just wonder how far I can go without breaking.. But if I've gotten this far so I'm sure I'll be ok. Plus the first surgery.. I had no interaction w/the outside world. Having gaia.. as corny as that sounds.. Should help a ton.. And it's a nice night and he's coming around now.. He's just soo my best friend.. and noone, not even his family, will do for him what I can.. And he's always here for me.. So just like my mom and brother, I'll go off the deep end to make it ok for him.
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Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 7:03 pm
emo I'm so gay...  I couldn't find my edits so I made one... @Raiden: Talk to Manji
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Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 7:04 pm
Goddess Ace emo I'm so gay... I couldn't find my edits so I made one... @Raiden: Talk to Manji Oh I love it!!
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Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 7:04 pm
Goddess Ace emo I'm so gay... I couldn't find my edits so I made one... @Raiden: Talk to Manji hahahaha!
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Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 7:11 pm
Goddess Ace emo I'm so gay... I couldn't find my edits so I made one... @Raiden: Talk to Manji the hell...
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Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 7:14 pm
Rydia-Beck Becca can't have a mental breakdown before she's 30 can she? I'm only 26.. Chris had been throwing up all night because he has problems with acid indigestion and ulcers and was biopsied and they found 16 things they tagged samples of and he won't check the results... And I know his 2nd hip replacement is coming up in a matter of months... I'm fine now.. Don't worry.. I'm just thinking.. wondering.. How am I gonna handle this again.. I barely held it together and got him back up last time... and was drunk thru most of it..and I quit work to do it.. I can't use that to handle it again and I just can't quit this job again either... hmm..*sigh* Just worrying about things not here yet doesn't help.. But I have to think about it once in a while or be blindsided by it... Just came to mind because he's been sick all day and last night and now can hardly get up or remember what he's doing when he does.. Geez! I'm expecting things out of me I really shouldn't be able to do although I have once.. Sorry. It helps sometimes to think outloud here with you guys.. woah, he needs to stop drinking! i hate beer, i believe that some wine every now and then is good for you but lots of drinking hurts your body and mind...
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Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 7:17 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 7:18 pm
jfm567 Rydia-Beck Becca can't have a mental breakdown before she's 30 can she? I'm only 26.. Chris had been throwing up all night because he has problems with acid indigestion and ulcers and was biopsied and they found 16 things they tagged samples of and he won't check the results... And I know his 2nd hip replacement is coming up in a matter of months... I'm fine now.. Don't worry.. I'm just thinking.. wondering.. How am I gonna handle this again.. I barely held it together and got him back up last time... and I was drunk thru most of it..and I quit work to do it.. I can't use that to handle it again and I just can't quit this job again either... hmm..*sigh* Just worrying about things not here yet doesn't help.. But I have to think about it once in a while or be blindsided by it... Just came to mind because he's been sick all day and last night and now can hardly get up or remember what he's doing when he does.. Geez! I'm expecting things out of me I really shouldn't be able to do although I have once.. Sorry. It helps sometimes to think outloud here with you guys.. woah, he needs to stop drinking! i hate beer, i believe that some wine every now and then is good for you but lots of drinking hurts your body and mind... No hon! I drank to get thru it (liquor).. He never drinks.. ever.. He's always on pain medication. It's me that needs to stop.. Fat chance.. I'm just getting the hang of controlling it by planning ahead.. uh.. hehe.. I highlighted the "I" above that should've been included.
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Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 7:23 pm
Rydia-Beck jfm567 Rydia-Beck Becca can't have a mental breakdown before she's 30 can she? I'm only 26.. Chris had been throwing up all night because he has problems with acid indigestion and ulcers and was biopsied and they found 16 things they tagged samples of and he won't check the results... And I know his 2nd hip replacement is coming up in a matter of months... I'm fine now.. Don't worry.. I'm just thinking.. wondering.. How am I gonna handle this again.. I barely held it together and got him back up last time... and I was drunk thru most of it..and I quit work to do it.. I can't use that to handle it again and I just can't quit this job again either... hmm..*sigh* Just worrying about things not here yet doesn't help.. But I have to think about it once in a while or be blindsided by it... Just came to mind because he's been sick all day and last night and now can hardly get up or remember what he's doing when he does.. Geez! I'm expecting things out of me I really shouldn't be able to do although I have once.. Sorry. It helps sometimes to think outloud here with you guys.. woah, he needs to stop drinking! i hate beer, i believe that some wine every now and then is good for you but lots of drinking hurts your body and mind... No hon! I drank to get thru it (liquor).. He never drinks.. ever.. He's always on pain medication. It's me that needs to stop.. Fat chance.. I'm just getting the hang of controlling it by planning ahead.. uh.. hehe.. I highlighted the "I" above that should've been included. well YOU need to stop drinking..... dramallama
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Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 7:28 pm
@JFM... uh.. yup.. That would be the good thing to do.. Um. What's odd is all the kids in my junior yr and senior yr, up thru college, and young kids and old here are all on hard drugs.. They don't understand why I don't go for that but for alcohol.. rolleyes I dunno.. I try here and there.. All I can hope for is that it clicks sooner or later..
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Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 7:31 pm
Rydia-Beck @JFM... uh.. yup.. That would be the good thing to do.. Um. What's odd is all the kids in my junior yr and senior yr, up thru college, and young kids and old here are all on hard drugs.. They don't understand why I don't go for that but for alcohol.. rolleyes I dunno.. I try here and there.. All I can hope for is that it clicks sooner or later.. i could bash your head with a bottle of boose.. that might get sometihng clicking in here... xp
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