⎾ MOROSIS ⏌

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Of course when it came to playing with himself, porn was not a requirement. It was merely a suggestion. He was merely throwing it there since it seemed as though Kieran never explored his own body past his testicles. He soon felt the male lift the wash cloth from his back and listened to him speak. Jakob nodded quietly and took the cloth as it was then handed to him. He watched Kieran step out of the shower and couldn't help thinking he did something wrong. Again.

Stepping beneath the water, Jakob rinsed the shampoo from his hair. He closed his eyes and was careful to make sure it had all gotten out. Once that was done, he carefully picked up the cloth and started to clean out his insides. A part of him wanted to make Kieran get back in here and clean it himself. Then again, he felt it best to probably just leave him alone. He wasn't sure what exactly was bothering him, but he didn't want to get yelled at again.

Several minutes had passed before he was certain he had gotten every last bit of Kieran out of his body. Jakob spent another five washing his body. Turning off the water, he stepped out and picked up the clean towel. He dried his body a little before coming out of the bathroom with the towel around his waist. Jakob saw Kieran sitting on the edge with the remote in his hand. He couldn't read him at all. Crossing the room, he sat on the other side of the bed and pulled up his legs. He watched quietly as Kieran continued to flip, not saying a word.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

It wasn't Miguel's fault he had issues with his body. As strong as he seemed he wasn't. Kieran was ashamed of his own body in a way. Indeed he never thought past the pleasure of his own c**k. It wasn't because he wanted to but because the idea of playing with his own a** or someone doing it to him scared him. Many reasons of why he didn't date was because he was afraid of what others would say or do. Kieran spent years protecting himself so no one else would ever hurt him again.

Leaving the bathroom, Kieran knew he had put a rift between them again. He sat on the bed flipping channels while Miguel finished in the shower. Kieran would have stayed to clean Miguel up but he didn't want to argue with him again especially when things had been going well.

It wasn't long before Kieran heard the water turn off. He glanced toward Miguel as he came into the room and took a seat on the bed. Kieran continued flipping through the channels before he heard a knock at the door. He turned off the television and walked toward the door. Kieran opened the door seeing another bellboy with their clothes. He thanked him, taking the clothes and shutting the door. Kieran walked back toward the bed setting Miguel's clothes beside him. He set his own down stripping off his towel. Kieran went about getting dressed in his clean clothes.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob didn't want to argue either. It seemed like they were finally back on the right track. But he couldn't help feeling like he did something wrong. The only problem was, he had no idea where he went wrong. With so much bantering, it seemed as though they were both having a good time and then he just left.

He went about cleaning himself out and washing his body. When he finished, he turned off the water and came back into the bedroom. Jakob eyed the male curiously as he pulled himself up on the opposing side. They sat in silence while Kieran continued to flip through the channels. A few minutes passed and there was a knock at the door. Jakob wasn't expecting anyone, but it seemed that Kieran was. He watched the male rise from the bed and leave to answer the door. When he came back, he was holding two sets of clothes.

Jakob should have known Kieran would call for their clothes. It was getting dangerously close to check-out. He said nothing as the male set his clothes down in font of him. Standing up, he dried his body once more for good measure. Jakob then picked up his boxers and stepped into the holes, sliding the soft garment up his body. Picking up the other items, he quickly pulled them on and moved to put on his shoes. When he was completely dressed he grabbed his backpack and threw it over his shoulder. He turned towards Kieran, curious if he was going to say anything else to him, or should he just order an Uber to get home.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Getting dressed Kieran watched as Miguel moved to get dressed as well. When he was done, Kieran grabbed his shoes putting them on. He finished getting dressed turning his attention back toward Miguel who stood with bag in hand. Kieran was curious to know if Miguel would let him drive him home. He wasn't sure if he should ask but it would look bad on his part. Kieran went about gathering his keys, wallet, and phone. He turned back toward Miguel, ”Ready to go?” Kieran asked having every intention to drive Miguel home. He wasn't going to be so rude as to force him how to get home himself.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob was quiet as he dressed. He hardly paid Kieran any mind since it seemed the man had nothing more to say to him. After pulling on his clothes and shoes, he picked up his backpack, and turned towards Kieran. He had no idea if the male would give him a ride home. He'd understand if he didn't want to. Jakob was perfectly perfect of walking to the nearest bus stop or calling a cab. Maybe there would even be a few Uber's cruising around the hotel. He too checked to make sure that he had all of his belongings and soon remembered that he had stuffed them all into his bag last night. When the male spoke he nodded quietly. "Uh yeah... you didn't wanna take the rest of that with you?" he asked, indicating towards the unused condoms and remaining lube on the bed. It'd be a bit of a waste to leave them in his opinion. Kieran did pay for them both after all. If not, it was probably better to just get going.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Kieran wasn't mad at Miguel. He was far from it. Kieran knew he would have to talk to Miguel about what had happened eventually. He turned his attention toward Miguel who stood waiting for him. With all he needed, Kieran questioned Miguel who stood ready for him to leave. Listening to Miguel speak, he glanced toward the bed seeing the condom and lube. Keiran shrugged, ”I don't really need them, I have plenty at home.” He spoke not really caring if they left them behind. Keiran started toward the door, opening it as be waited for Miguel.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Whatever had transpired between them, he could not say for sure. But Jakob knew it was his fault. He didn't know how or why, but he somehow offended Kieran. At least that's how it felt. It wasn't exactly anger, but there was something going on. He was too afraid to find out, he didn't want to cause unnecessary trouble. Instead, he focused on making they both had all their stuff together. He questioned Kieran if he wanted any of the left over items and watched him shrug before speaking. Jakob nodded and followed out behind him. Out in the hall the hotel was coming alive. There was a bit of noise from moving guests. As well as the sound of a vacuum running as someone cleaned out one of the rooms. Jakob followed Kieran through the hall and towards the elevator. Hitting the button, he stood next to the male while he waited. "You did grab the room key, right?" he asked softly.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Keiran didn't blame Miguel for his sudden mood change. It was his own fault really. The past of his childhood still haunted him that was his problem not Miguel's. Kieran wanted to turn things the way back they were. He could feel Miguel practically tip toeing around him. Kieran waited as Miguel stepped out into the hall before him. He walked after him closing the door behind them. Kieran could hear the sound of the morning surrounding them. He followed Miguel down the hallway toward the elevator. Waiting beside Miguel, he heard him speak. Kieran nodded, ”Yeah, it's in my pocket.” Responding to his question. As the doors of the elevator opened, Kieran stepped inside leaning against the railing.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He too wouldn't have minded going back to how they were. But whatever was bothering Kieran, it didn't seem as though he would want to talk about it. Stepping out the room, he walked down the hall to the elevator. While they waited, he questioned him once again to make sure that he had absolutely everything. He couldn't help it. Jakob tended to be a bit obsessive when leaving a hotel room. It was always such a pain to get home and find out that something had been forgotten. He looked to Kieran as he questioned him, seeing him nod in response. Soon, the elevator chimed and the doors slid open. Lucky for them both, it was empty. Jakob followed inside the metal box. He tapped the button labeled as "L", and stood close to the male but did not touch him. He still didn't know what went wrong and he didn't want to piss him off further by being clingy. Jakob watched the numbers slowly pass, counting down as the elevator glided down. When the elevator chimed again on the first floor, he walked out and headed for the main section of the lobby. If Kieran wanted him gone, now was the time to tell him.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Standing in the elevator, Kieran watched as Miguel joined him. He could see Miguel's mind churning but he didn't speak. Kieran waited as the lobby button was pushed and the doors closed. Miguel stood close to him which he didn't mind. As they reached the lobby, the doors opened. Kieran waited as Miguel exited first, he soon followed after him. ”Wait for me, I'll just be a moment.” Kieran spoke brushing past Miguel to head toward the front desk. He just needed to turn in the keys and close out their room. Kieran hoped Miguel would wait but he wasn't certain.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He was careful not to invade the males space too much. After all, he wasn't even sure he still wanted him around. His silence certainly wasn't helping much. Then again neither would any kind of senseless small talk. As the doors opened up, Jakob all but bolted out of the elevator. He heard Kieran walk up behind him, his voice soft as he spoke, just before brushing past him. He paused as he watched the man head towards the counter. Wait for him? Deciding it was probably best just to hear him out, Jakob moved out of the way and went to go stand next to one of the pieces of furniture they had on display. From where he stood, all he could see was Kieran lanky figure hunched over the counter while he spoke to the person behind it. A few minutes and it seemed like Kieran had finished his business. Jakob stepped away from the furniture and walked towards the man with his hands stuffed in his pockets. He looked up curiously as if to say 'Well? What now?'.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Finishing signing out of the hotel, Kieran turned his attention back toward Miguel. He could see his urge to leave. Kieran didn't blame him. With a little silence and a rift, he wondered if Miguel was regretting everything. He watched as Miguel came toward him, with his hands stuffed in his pocket. Kieran motioned for Miguel to follow him. ”Come I'll take you home.” He spoke heading toward the door. Pulling his keys from his pocket. Once outside he led his way toward his car. Kieran unlocked it with the key fob. He opened his door slipping inside as he shut the door. Kieran started the car as he waited for Miguel to see if he would get in.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He couldn't help feeling a little awkward while he stood there. He wasn't used to being in such a nice looking hotel. Not to mention, he could only imagine what sort of thoughts might be running through the heads of the staff. Though he hardly cared. A few minutes passed and he started walking towards him. He stared up curiously, wondering where they go from here. He did not know if Kieran would have him find his own or take him home. When Kieran instructed him to follow, he nodded. Together they walked through the rest of the lobby and out into the parking lot. Jakob followed Kieran out to his car. As they got closer towards it, he heard the doors unlock. He walked around to the passenger side and opened the door. Slipping into the car, he set his bag down between his legs, shut the door, and buckled up. He waited patiently for Kieran to get settled and pull out of the spot. "I guess when you get out of here you can start heading East." he said, giving him his first set of instructions.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Once Miguel was in the car, Kieran moved to buckle himself in. He worried that Miguel would leave and dismiss his offer on a ride. As Miguel got into the car and was settled, Kieran pulled out of the parking spot. He made his way toward the driveway. Kieran didn't have to ask before he was given directions. He nodded simply before heading east out of the parking lot. Kieran drove, keeping in silence still. He wasn't sure what to say nor how to explain himself.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Despite still feeling awkward about being brushed off so easily back in the shower, he wasn't about to dismiss the chance at a free ride. Jakob got into the car without question and buckled himself up. He waited patiently for Kieran to finish getting ready before giving him instructions on where he ought to go. He noticed Kieran nod in response before turning his car in that direction. Settling back in his seat, they sat in silence. Like Kieran, Jakob did not know what to say or do to make the situation any better. Honestly he didn't even know if Kieran would want him to say anything. Maybe it was just better to ignore it all together. Pretend it just didn't happe, go back to when they were still teasing one another, and just go back to having fun. It was honestly better than stewing in awkwardness and wondering about the what-ifs.