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Is that by the same guy that did those Magical Trevor songs? biggrin

No worries, Sanzo. I AM ALIVE WITH LOVE! heart

You always make me feel so proud of you and myself, and gee, can you make me smile~.... With your terribly sweet words and zany quips.... Did you know I laugh every. single. time you say "wizard" as a synonym for "awesome"? I think that's the greatest.... You've always been here for me in the end, picking me up with seemingly miniscule effort... I must look awfully moodswingy to you, coming to you in a dreadful mood and dancing around with happiness to the tune of anything from The Fratellis to The Rocky Horror Picture Show ten minutes later. But it's your fault... Heh, and you have the most adorable habit of sending me cheesy messages just because you feel like it~... I'm very appreciative of the sides you've shown me, the sacrifices you've made for me, and I'm very willing to make quite a few for you, and have... Because you really are the best part of my day, you know~.

So.... Thank you, Erius...Sascha~... For being my boyfriend.....


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.....Oh gosh...... Was that lovey dovey enough? ._.

O_O wow really? Slim and Erius huh? AWWWWWWWW SO CUTE! *drowns them both in love*

I know! I know!! xd

Heheh, thanks, fox fox and Momma Jade~.....

I....don't think we saw this one coming either, to be honest. sweatdrop I mean, the big age gap.... The distance..... The difference (on the exterior) in personality... But we couldn't really help ourselves, in the end....

We have been talking almost every single day (an average of four hours a weekday, much more on weekends, these days) for a year now, and we've known each other for a little over two..... Though it started off as itty bitty PMs. Which evolved into HUGE PMs.... No joke. <_< We'd write one a day, and they sometimes took up four or more pages on Microsoft Word. We just clicked so easily........ So this whole thing didn't just, you know.... Sprout out of nowhere. We've been like peas in a pod for quite some while... (pardon all the plant metaphors)

Eheheheh..... sweatdrop We thought we'd keep this on the down-low... But it's been very hard to; I just want to ramble about him so much. gonk And he has been known to have random bouts of extreme happiness in the phunkeh thread.... So I just decided, "You know, whatever..." when I saw this thread.... Asked him if he'd be okay with me revealing our "secret", then tried to make a short but sweet post. (Heh, I don't want to ramble TOO much...)

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Erica~! You are the sweetest angel ever!..
You asked me you could write something about us...but..gosh...
Ah~...what can I say~? (I know what I can say of course...and it will be cheesy,..but...that's how I roll, hah, oh...amd hopefully lovey dovey anough razz !)

You already know all of this...but...now that people know your side...I want them to know my take on it as well...so the addressing of this post will be a bit mixed...
(And I will prolly get lost in it or repeat something since I've always had a hard time splicing you up since nothing of you is just one sided...even when you focus yourself on one of your aspects...^_^)
But, I always love venting like this of course...hehe...
You stumbled across my sporadic outbursts before where I simply couldn't bear your sweetness, lovelyness, beauty and all the other things that I love about you anymore, making me overflow...so yeah xP.

Ah~...
I've always been attracted to you.
The way you behave, perceive and interact with things and people, your personality as a whole, always filled me with a lingering curiousity and admiration that made my eyes stick to you ever since I noticed you for the first time....
Granted...similar things happen to me from time to time...but I usually don't let people close to me...even though I "like" them, so it usually stays at a sort of shallow, but heartfelt mingle-thingy, no matter what they do...
I didn't think too much of that attraction at first because of that...
Plus, I figured that even though I liked you from the beginning, it obviously wasn't sure if you would feel the same towards me, so I just went with the flow like I always do...
Which is a one sided thing...mainly observing, gauging people, only showing that I want to talk to them, and just a faint, limited sort of "amiability" by giving them very small bits of informations about myself, which makes most people drift away from me quickly, or stay in this mingle-limbo forever.
You however didn't do any of that...
You treated even my small and sparse glimpses of interaction with such special curiosity and keen "liveliness" that made them important and fulfilling for me to tell you...
I was still reserved and careful then, but at that point my "flow" wasn't one sided anymore...
I wasn't just taking from you anymore...but also giving you things...which lead to that inflation of our PMs and our connection in general...that "clicking" you mentioned ...

...and it made me so happy...

So happy that during our slow but intense buildup of our relationship, and our relationship itself, I often become overwhelmed, overflowing with all kinds of feeling, because all the things that make you up, every side of you I could experience build on each other and strenghtened each other, creating one inseperable cluster of almost helpless, deep attraction.
Your brilliant mind, your almost painfully sweet demeanor towards me, your goodheartedness towards others, how you cherish your friends, how you see and process the world, how lighthearted and lively you are...so many things you have and do in your special way...
I couldn't help but fall in love with you like that, because even though we share the things said above and many many more, you are the complete opposite to me when it comes to implementing them...at least on the outside...and it attracts me to you like crazy...
And I enjoy all of that thoroughly...I'm addicted to it and I need it..
The things I know, experience and have experienced with you, all the things you have offered and offer me, no matter how brightly and intensely they burn, I can't help but stretch out my hands and take all I can get...keep it, use it, treasure it, love it...because they're parts of you...and they always fulfill me beyond my expectations...
It's so natural too, and that's so great about it, so laid back and casual despite the mind blowing magnitude...you always gave and give them to me freely...after all...
(Well, sometimes not too freely...but...hehe *wink*)
And I have always done the same to you...and I always will...it has always been like that for both of us, after all...
Holding us, keeping us together, supporting us no matter what..eventually it would always be us in the end...together...

And I'm so thankful and happy for that...that you always kept me close to you, so I could keep you close to me...
Alyways making me feel proud and fulfilled, always cheering me up, always suprising me with something new about you and always being yourself...
This short, fleeting life...being able to spend some time of it with you...it's the greatest...
Being there for you and giving you all the things you need and deserve and...taking all the things I need which you give to me, accept all of you, just like you accept all of me...
With all that...How could I not love you?

Thank you Erica...for being my girlfriend...

lol ...
thanks~ ^_^...

*ahem*

Okay..time to go back to regular Erius mode...
(Which is funny cause I never left it razz )