+[O]+ ~Vent, Rave, & Rant~ +[K]+

[Der_Fuhrer88]

true but things r so expencive and no one buys me nuthing gonk  

[Dr Entropy]

Once again, patience. Trust me. I used to be in the exact same position you were. The only difference was, I didn't complain about people not donating to me. Eventually I made friends here and sometimes they would give me things but it doesn't happen like magic. The more you whine about it, the less likely people will donate to you.  

[Der_Fuhrer88]

yeah i´m not expecting donation but i don´t now lots of things to do to earn gold sweatdrop  

[Dr Entropy]

Well there's a sticky that tells you all the ways to earn gold. Do all of them every day but its not going to make you an instant millionaire. You could also try and play the market but that involves a bit more risk.  

[Der_Fuhrer88]

i post every day vote on the arena i surf in the pages try to sell my crap but so far i din´t have mutch rolleyes but i´m keping doing it and in a few mouth i can get 20k i hope. Iget mad to the hair the guy misterious hair is under the emo glasses it´s so stupid  

[Dr Entropy]

I'm not mad at anyone. Just keep going and It'll eventually pay off.  

[Der_Fuhrer88]

sure blaugh so sup?  

[Iconised Ghost]

i feel tired and moderately disillusioned ._.  

[Goddess Ace]

Look everyone! I got a song written about me!

Quote:

what did i tell me?


it starts with a mean joke
then a rude gesture
and the cold sholder


well, yeah, i think you know it
even if you do not show it


you like to claim that i
ignore you,
deplore you, and i
spurn you


you’re so self centered it’s pathetique
you make me almost not even regret it


you don’t like me
and i don’t like you
so i don’t think that
we’ll be friends
much longer

stressed Stupid ******** exs that write shitty songs....

And there's more that's going on but I just thought I'd share this one surprised  

[jfm567]

damn, what a whiner.  

[Goddess Ace]

Yeah. I guess it makes me a bad person that I dated him for his money and car though, lol. He cheated on my bestfriend though so I think he deserved to be hurt by my infamous self.  

[Iconised Ghost]

Goddess Ace

Yeah. I guess it makes me a bad person that I dated him for his money and car though, lol. He cheated on my bestfriend though so I think he deserved to be hurt by my infamous self.

does he actually pronounce "pathetic" "pathetique"? rofl  

[Goddess Ace]

Iconised Ghost

Goddess Ace

Yeah. I guess it makes me a bad person that I dated him for his money and car though, lol. He cheated on my bestfriend though so I think he deserved to be hurt by my infamous self.

does he actually pronounce "pathetic" "pathetique"? rofl

Not sure xD

I said something about the songs and he said they were all crap. He refers to his ex-girlfriend by her last name.  

[moonchie]

Ok I needed to vent for a while, so why not do it here where tons of strangers can read it, right?

I'm going to rant about myself (hurray for self-pity!).

Last month I decided to vent out everything that I had been building up inside with my psychology professor. I just wanted to talk about a few things, I didn't want to let it all out, BUT I of course was on a roll and told her everything. I told her about how frustrated I was with myself because of my nervous problems. I tend to get really nervous under the most ridiculous circumstances, I don't know if it's normal for my hands to be shaking while I'm trying to take a sip of my coffee from the freaking spoon (this happens mostly while others are watching, but I've noticed that it happens even if I'm alone :/).

I told her about my relationship with my mom and how it's not a bad relationship, but I do find it hard to communicate with her about things that bother me because I break down crying and this bothers her and can lead to making her angry which in turn frustrates me because I feel stupid about it and she makes it worse by getting angry at me for it. I also told her that I wish I could just talk with her without breaking down so that maybe she'd understand. I also feel like my mom has these thought out plans for my future, she always wants me to be the best and yes I can understand that she wants what's best for me, but I fail at times and I'm not freaking perfect! Once I got a B in one of my classes and I got a freaking lecture from her! Like what the hell? scream
I even let her know that she was making me feel like I got a D instead.
She's an amazing woman, very strong and intelligent and I wish I had that in me, but I'm not like her. Now I don't want to be misunderstood here, I love my mom a lot, she tries very hard to gives us a good life and she's been through a lot of abuse and hardships which is where she gained her strength from. I'm just ranting about some of the things she does that hurt me and about how I want to be less of a nervous mess.

Now I'll end this here cause I might keep ranting on...
^_^  

[Bubonic Playtime]

I ******** HATE MY DAMN UTERUS scream