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 Posted: Mon Jul 28, 2008 4:02 am
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Posted: Thu Jul 31, 2008 2:34 am
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I hate who I am.. Everyone thinks i'm a freak, i can't get a girlfriend cause either They won't talk to me, Or, they don't even want to be friends. I also hate the fact that I am addicted to star wars/gundam/transformers/ halo/anime/ manga/the computer, it makes me feel like a huge nerd, and then to top it all off, everyone gives me crap for the stuff i do! I want to say "Get the ******** off my back." But, i'm also wayyy to nice for my own good.
I also hate the fact that I have this feeling in the back of my head, next to the voices, that I will be alone forever. And, I think I messed up my ankle because , I fell on it wrong like, last year and it hurts... RAWR! -slams head into wall-Also.. I hate people who think i'm Emo. I'M NOT! I also hate cancer cause it took my mom and i got involved in this huge custody battle over my aunt and my dad....
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Posted: Thu Jul 31, 2008 4:55 pm
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shade of lightning I hate who I am.. Everyone thinks i'm a freak, i can't get a girlfriend cause either They won't talk to me, Or, they don't even want to be friends. I also hate the fact that I am addicted to star wars/gundam/transformers/ halo/anime/ manga/the computer, it makes me feel like a huge nerd, and then to top it all off, everyone gives me crap for the stuff i do! I want to say "Get the ******** off my back." But, i'm also wayyy to nice for my own good. I also hate the fact that I have this feeling in the back of my head, next to the voices, that I will be alone forever. And, I think I messed up my ankle because , I fell on it wrong like, last year and it hurts... RAWR! -slams head into wall-Also.. I hate people who think i'm Emo. I'M NOT! I also hate cancer cause it took my mom and i got involved in this huge custody battle over my aunt and my dad....
dude, liking starwars and anime does not make you a dork. 3nodding and i know this, because i like those things and am certainly NOT a dork, not even out here in grown-up real-world land. heart
*pats* you're not given any obstacle you can't overcome, and by dealing with all this crappy stuff, you'll come out of it a better, stronger, more awesome person. i know it sucks NOW, but you have to look towards tomorrow and have faith that its going to get better!
also, no one will ever love you if you don't love yourself first, sug. heart
hope things get brighter and lighter for you soon! 3nodding |
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Posted: Thu Jul 31, 2008 9:46 pm
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bluegrass cat shade of lightning I hate who I am.. Everyone thinks i'm a freak, i can't get a girlfriend cause either They won't talk to me, Or, they don't even want to be friends. I also hate the fact that I am addicted to star wars/gundam/transformers/ halo/anime/ manga/the computer, it makes me feel like a huge nerd, and then to top it all off, everyone gives me crap for the stuff i do! I want to say "Get the ******** off my back." But, i'm also wayyy to nice for my own good. I also hate the fact that I have this feeling in the back of my head, next to the voices, that I will be alone forever. And, I think I messed up my ankle because , I fell on it wrong like, last year and it hurts... RAWR! -slams head into wall-Also.. I hate people who think i'm Emo. I'M NOT! I also hate cancer cause it took my mom and i got involved in this huge custody battle over my aunt and my dad.... dude, liking starwars and anime does not make you a dork. 3nodding and i know this, because i like those things and am certainly NOT a dork, not even out here in grown-up real-world land. heart *pats* you're not given any obstacle you can't overcome, and by dealing with all this crappy stuff, you'll come out of it a better, stronger, more awesome person. i know it sucks NOW, but you have to look towards tomorrow and have faith that its going to get better! also, no one will ever love you if you don't love yourself first, sug. heart hope things get brighter and lighter for you soon! 3nodding
Well then....hm... I don't love myself... |
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Posted: Fri Aug 01, 2008 2:03 am
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shade of lightning bluegrass cat shade of lightning I hate who I am.. Everyone thinks i'm a freak, i can't get a girlfriend cause either They won't talk to me, Or, they don't even want to be friends. I also hate the fact that I am addicted to star wars/gundam/transformers/ halo/anime/ manga/the computer, it makes me feel like a huge nerd, and then to top it all off, everyone gives me crap for the stuff i do! I want to say "Get the ******** off my back." But, i'm also wayyy to nice for my own good. I also hate the fact that I have this feeling in the back of my head, next to the voices, that I will be alone forever. And, I think I messed up my ankle because , I fell on it wrong like, last year and it hurts... RAWR! -slams head into wall-Also.. I hate people who think i'm Emo. I'M NOT! I also hate cancer cause it took my mom and i got involved in this huge custody battle over my aunt and my dad.... dude, liking starwars and anime does not make you a dork. 3nodding and i know this, because i like those things and am certainly NOT a dork, not even out here in grown-up real-world land. heart *pats* you're not given any obstacle you can't overcome, and by dealing with all this crappy stuff, you'll come out of it a better, stronger, more awesome person. i know it sucks NOW, but you have to look towards tomorrow and have faith that its going to get better! also, no one will ever love you if you don't love yourself first, sug. heart hope things get brighter and lighter for you soon! 3nodding Well then....hm... I don't love myself...
Well it's pretty hard to love someone else when you don't love yourself. Trust me, I know. 3nodding |
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Posted: Fri Aug 01, 2008 2:14 am
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Posted: Fri Aug 01, 2008 6:32 pm
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pineapple07 shade of lightning bluegrass cat shade of lightning I hate who I am.. Everyone thinks i'm a freak, i can't get a girlfriend cause either They won't talk to me, Or, they don't even want to be friends. I also hate the fact that I am addicted to star wars/gundam/transformers/ halo/anime/ manga/the computer, it makes me feel like a huge nerd, and then to top it all off, everyone gives me crap for the stuff i do! I want to say "Get the ******** off my back." But, i'm also wayyy to nice for my own good. I also hate the fact that I have this feeling in the back of my head, next to the voices, that I will be alone forever. And, I think I messed up my ankle because , I fell on it wrong like, last year and it hurts... RAWR! -slams head into wall-Also.. I hate people who think i'm Emo. I'M NOT! I also hate cancer cause it took my mom and i got involved in this huge custody battle over my aunt and my dad.... dude, liking starwars and anime does not make you a dork. 3nodding and i know this, because i like those things and am certainly NOT a dork, not even out here in grown-up real-world land. heart *pats* you're not given any obstacle you can't overcome, and by dealing with all this crappy stuff, you'll come out of it a better, stronger, more awesome person. i know it sucks NOW, but you have to look towards tomorrow and have faith that its going to get better! also, no one will ever love you if you don't love yourself first, sug. heart hope things get brighter and lighter for you soon! 3nodding Well then....hm... I don't love myself... Well it's pretty hard to love someone else when you don't love yourself. Trust me, I know. 3nodding
Word to this. It's very, verra true.
And man, 13 is a rough age to be. In fact, 13 through 15 were all pretty bad for me. x_x But hell, I think it's normal, so I wouldn't worry too much about it.
Easier said than done, I know >_>; |
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Posted: Sat Aug 02, 2008 1:41 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 03, 2008 11:04 am
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Posted: Sun Aug 03, 2008 2:55 pm
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aprilness pineapple07 shade of lightning bluegrass cat shade of lightning I hate who I am.. Everyone thinks i'm a freak, i can't get a girlfriend cause either They won't talk to me, Or, they don't even want to be friends. I also hate the fact that I am addicted to star wars/gundam/transformers/ halo/anime/ manga/the computer, it makes me feel like a huge nerd, and then to top it all off, everyone gives me crap for the stuff i do! I want to say "Get the ******** off my back." But, i'm also wayyy to nice for my own good. I also hate the fact that I have this feeling in the back of my head, next to the voices, that I will be alone forever. And, I think I messed up my ankle because , I fell on it wrong like, last year and it hurts... RAWR! -slams head into wall-Also.. I hate people who think i'm Emo. I'M NOT! I also hate cancer cause it took my mom and i got involved in this huge custody battle over my aunt and my dad.... dude, liking starwars and anime does not make you a dork. 3nodding and i know this, because i like those things and am certainly NOT a dork, not even out here in grown-up real-world land. heart *pats* you're not given any obstacle you can't overcome, and by dealing with all this crappy stuff, you'll come out of it a better, stronger, more awesome person. i know it sucks NOW, but you have to look towards tomorrow and have faith that its going to get better! also, no one will ever love you if you don't love yourself first, sug. heart hope things get brighter and lighter for you soon! 3nodding Well then....hm... I don't love myself... Well it's pretty hard to love someone else when you don't love yourself. Trust me, I know. 3nodding
And man, 13 is a rough age to be. In fact, 13 through 15 were all pretty bad for me. x_x But hell, I think it's normal, so I wouldn't worry too much about it.
Easier said than done, I know >_>;
I was SUCH a poser when I was 12 and 13. rofl
Now I at least THINK i've got my head on somewhat straight.
Trust me, Shade, when you get older, life will suck less. I could barely stand myself at the age of 13. Now I like myself most of the time! |
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 1:27 am
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 5:42 am
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 7:06 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 7:09 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 7:13 pm
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