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Im sorry to say
that there comes a day
where someone you love must pass.
I know how you feel
this feeling is real
It's sad that it happened so fast.
Just think about heaven
(on cloud number seven)
He's there, looking down from above.
Like the wings of a dove
or the warm thought of love
And the small helpful shove
The sun must rise and set...

ok im not very good at this so its going to sux.

we all seem to live in a dream
a dream we cant seem to live .

but when u take the time to think
u seem to know what u need
u know u need to sleep
so u can dream of them

time and time again
we all wana dream of them
an then there is one
u wana dream of more
u try and try but cant make it out
and then u just give up

Last Moments

Would you cry for me? if i was to leave this world,
would you mourn the loss, lose the presence?
if my life was ebbed from within this realm,
torn between the living and the dead,
would you shed some tears, feel the pain,
would you heart shatter into a million pieces,
if my heart stopped right this minute,
my soul floated on without your voice,
would the feeling return, would you feel me there?
would you miss my smile, miss my touch?
if i was to choose to go without a word,
to leave this world, to leave your sides,
would you feel the loss, feel the absence,
or would life move on with only lost memorys...

Torn

My heart is caught up, the veins encoiling,
tightening and drainging my heart,
blurry eyesite and daughting words,
echo through my shallowed mind,
pain tightens within my abdomen,
digging and stabbing like no tommorow,
hands can only do so much,
past flashbacks come flooding back,
a picture show in my banging mind,
pain flows through, my heart cries,
numbness contains my limbs,
pills lay skattered around my body,
sprawled upon the tiled floor,
slumped against the cold wall,
a lonely razer blade lay beside my leg,
my fingers twtch in anticipation,
the drug infested feeling is back,
eyes widened upon the silver blade,
when will the tablets take effect,
when can i leave this bright lights behind...
fingers grasp the tip, running across the blade,
palm surrounds the blade, touching the silver freedom,
eyed closed, invunrable to the oncoming pain,
adrenaline runs through my body, this is it,
i slice aggresively at my wrist, tears streaming down my face,
the pains take effect, numbness removes the pain,
the blade hits the floor, blood melds with the water,
streaming across the floor, lights fade,
i hear the echo of my heart throughout my mind,
breathing shallowed.... i look to the ceiling,
my heart begins to slow, my body is drained,
my very life lay across the floor, the blood staining out my memorys,
my life ebbed away

There are times when one is blind,
To all their surroundings.
There are times when one is fine,
In hidden bindings.
One will cry,
One will fall,
One will sigh,
We do all.

There are things that one will hate,
Like people and such,
There are things that one will love,
For me- You and much.
One will Love,
One will Hate,
Like a dove,
It's all fate.

There are people that make me cry,
There are people who make me sigh.
There are ones who break my heart,
The ones who butter me up llike a tart.
I love you.
Do you love me?
There will always be a two,
That's how it will be.

THere are people who I need,
Who aren't yet in my reality.
There are people that are true,
To help me go on, through and through.

~Red Deceit~
Another dagger in your back
I'm ashamed to say I put it there
there it remains
you don't feel it
you are numb
as the blood runs faster
do you not know?
you're slowly dying
fading fast
decaying
now i weep for I know
i can't be there
to catch you when you fall

~Ellegy~

I stand in this feild
dead and grey
thoughts dance through my head
like the whispers of the rain
from deep inside me
a sweet solemn song
is washed away
as its echoes decay

so confused ? what do you think??? biggrin

The Demon
Blood and preasure, or is it pleasure.
I cant think, i can just blink.
What is this feeling. Its so sealing.
Theres nothing for me. Atleast i cant see.
I have to send sum, this isnt the end, hun.
My wings are fading, the walls are shading.
Horns are cracking, i start backing.
All is turning to ashes, even my eyelashes.
How can this be? How couldnt i see?
The demon has died, and i have lied.

The Demon #2
Im lying on he ground, i can hear a sound.
Its like the 1000 wolves, waiting for flesh.
Somehow, everything is blank.
The sand in my hands, god to thank.
He destroyed me, I only wish to be.
I feel so sick, The sky is so big.
Im starting to bleed, from the head to my feet.
The blood flows through my hands, hitting the sands.
I feel a terrible pain, its hurting my stomach.
Everything is cold, theres no time to hold on.
I hear a silent howl, Ive lost my soul.