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aaron thats great to hear that you had some progress and got a plan working! i got lucky and double checked my late august appt and they said he had an opening today b4 he goes on vacation. maybe he'll do teh shot to the thumb tendon today and i'll feel better right away. or if they have to do the minor surgery may as well figure it out. i go in a few hours. i'm hoping to get some answers too!

hang in there and i will too! and hell ya i got the whoooole outfit except the tunic. and i just have to run the heroic till it drops now that i have the key to an extra boss each day. can only run heroics once a day and only that toon has the rep for it so.. the hard work is done lol

happy wed!!

it was a weird appt. the guy was going on vacation after my appt and i feel like he had already started partying. he kept saying "watch this watch this" and then explaining that my thumb wasnt that bad and i could move it at least with the other hand so it could move i just coudlnt bend it myself. that it didnt need a shot or surgery. kinda yay i guess? but he was vague on if or how or when it'd improve cuz far as i can tell its getting worse..

so he said just keep doing what i was doing stretch wise. that i didnt need physical therapy it wasnt that bad.

i dunno what to do with that info so i'll wait a couple months and if it doesnt go away i'll go to a DIFFERENT hand specialist.. that doesnt speak to me like the mad hatter lol rofl

take time for urself. ur sense of obligation can eat u alive if ya dont. i've been a ppl pleaser and empath and im predisposed to overloadin myself alot till i'm rdy to run screaming into the woods when i run outta energy for it. so as i get older there's a benefit of less patience in that i call it out earlier to ppl and just say i'm out leave me alone today lol... i also try to think more b4 i commit to as much knowing this but its hard to fight the urge to say ya i'll help do 40 thangs lol. today's actually one of those days for me lol i'm taking a down day to myself!

and yay for booking some leave!

happy thursday ya'll!

Yeah that guy seems a little sketchy, I got given that about my ENT problem and I had to go through 3 different ones before they took it seriously.
If it even starts to feel like it's getting worse you just gotta try again, don't let yourself get worse because someone was an incompetent boob.
I'm convinced doctors just don't take women and femme people seriously cause my bf or my dad will get a referral first time, meanwhile I gotta keep bothering them over and over because they think I'm just blowing it out of proportion.

If the stretches help though keep doing them because any sort of physio takes months to show any sort of pay off.

What you said sounds right tho, new specialist please

Yeah I gotta whittle the obligations down a bit, bf helped a bit before I got home today which helped out.
Generally I love the word no, I just don't get how anyone works full time and keeps a house running properly, then also find time to do something fun.
Gotta read more that would help, I got stuck on a book that stinks and it wrecked my flow with it.

Haii Sushi
That's ok just dip in and out, we're pretty informal whee
Hope that stuff isn't getting the better of you, steal time to treat yourself and be selfish whenever you damn can!
Doing better by the day, hope the same finds you

its 245 am but i'm sorta pushing to stay awake cuz its peaceful atm and today was a hectic day. lead another 10 man and main tanked but survived. managed to finally get bro's health insurance and meds all straight. big a** grocery order then had the raid. doing fashion report on ff14 right now too and catwalk at 2am lol.. i'll be so early this time! and after i sleep in tomorrow i can be a little lazier! which sounds nice! so lets find out whats up this week in catwalk!

edit 3:08 am the power was out 5 min.. but came back on. it'll be a relief to know i got catwalk out if there's power issues! if for some reason its acting up tomorrow you'll know if i'm quiet in the afternoon lol.

oo rereee edit like 15 min later. so its video game character! i shall have to think on that one a while so for now i'll go with my bad at games avatar rofl off to beddie bye soon! nini! and gmornin!

ya i'm kinda gonna take my time on this theme this week i mean there's endless interpretations for this one! and i gotta say this look for punkrock is def one of my faves for u. probably because i'm a sucker for the color scheme.. u know i love some purple lol but that background with that hair.. *chefs kiss*

i've picked up some more green glitter nailpolish that says its 2 tone but its not but thats ok lol. its brighter green than the xmas looking blue green one i had.. that being said i was lazy and layered it over toe nails that had the blue glitter and voila it actually looks like the blue green xmas nailpolish on toes lol wups.. while the fingers are bright summer green.. oh well.. they both look good.. in their own way.. the cost of laziness

i edited my polish drawer and combined some purple glitter that was getting low and tossed some old ones that were never gonna get used. the thin neons are such a pain that mom got me but look cool.. i found i had an old unused bottle in good shape of just thick white nailpolish. i might try that as a base some time then try the watery neons. maybe that'll make em take easier. i cant believe i just wrote 2 paragraphs on nailpolish. ur welcome internet! dramallama rofl

Aww tyy at first I went full black but it kept reading biker, then remembered the whole UK punk Vivienne Westwood, Sex Pistols era was fuuulll of bold mismatched colours whee
I'm glad I retooled it

I loved yours too! I am a huge sucker for red and black and sooo many pointy things whee
I'm offff after today so I can't wait to put them together, thinking of changing the editing software I use with all the bad press about Adobe now.

Yaaay more glitter, I'm trying to work with more green after a lifetime of hating it, I keep seeing malachite rings I like lol.
I gotta do mine again I;ve had the same navy blue glitter on for over a week.
I HATE neon polishes, I bought like 6 when they were a craze in like 2019 but omg, they are thin, inconsistent in pigment, never lie down smooth.
I managed to make a pink work one time after attempting it like 4 different times.
I tent to use the french tip white nail polish just as a white base, they tend to be super opaque and not milky.

Still wasting the evenings away playing Oblivion, see yah on the flip side!
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Second day off been productive but also lazy.
Cleaned kitchen but committed to not leaving the house whee
Still in shock at how much easier it was to do the catwalk pic with Affinity lol.

Waiting for my seasonal credit with work so I can get more gold rings for free.

Just settled down after cleaning, gonna do my nails a black agate glitter but then go absolute overkill with a holo glitter topper whee

alright we got net back bb wooo!!