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 Posted: Tue Sep 16, 2008 3:22 pm
o.o;; or, y'know. you could just slather us with decaying muscle tissue-goo. gonk
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Posted: Tue Sep 16, 2008 3:26 pm
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Jafthasleftthebuilding Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Sep 16, 2008 3:27 pm
A nice, stiff one would better serve everyone, wouldn't it? biggrin
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Posted: Tue Sep 16, 2008 3:29 pm
it could. but i've already got one, thanks. =D
*holds sean* ^^ weee
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Posted: Tue Sep 16, 2008 3:30 pm
*off screen still*
Too... many innuendos... that aren't even subtle!
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Posted: Tue Sep 16, 2008 3:32 pm
Erverain *off screen still* Too... many innuendos... that aren't even subtle!
Are you drowning in them?
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Posted: Tue Sep 16, 2008 3:33 pm
I be only one for liz I hope
I dun wanna be numbar two emo
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Posted: Tue Sep 16, 2008 3:33 pm
Erverain *off screen still* Too... many innuendos... that aren't even subtle! what inuendo's...? i was talking about my nice stiff drink. O_o XD
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Posted: Tue Sep 16, 2008 3:34 pm
Shram I be only one for liz I hope I dun wanna be numbar two emo
But numbar two! That's teh s**t!
...I'm journeying into a dark territory.
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Posted: Tue Sep 16, 2008 3:36 pm
That's it, folks. Game over. I'm going home. This show is over, etc.
Seriously, I am leaving, though. Later all.
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Posted: Tue Sep 16, 2008 3:36 pm
Shram I be only one for liz I hope I dun wanna be numbar two emo nah, you're the only one sweetheart. smile oh noes, waku! gonk has all the sweetness got you searching for cavities? EDIT: bye erv ^^
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Posted: Tue Sep 16, 2008 4:34 pm
>_> I feel kind of lame for gettting mushy again... But.... There's a lot of pent-up mushy in me.
@Arc & Moo: Yeah, I know age's just a number~. ^_^ It doesn't bother me at all, actually....... You just don't expect to fall for a guy nine years older than you, know what I mean?
Ah, I wish the world were more accepting of relationships like these, though...... I thought I'd tell two of my trusted classmates and companions about it a week-or-so ago....... Their reactions were less than desireable. ._. But..... I'm not going to give up on this because of silly societal standards. Nope... Couples have conquered far worse in the face of adversity.
And thank you for the well-wishing~.....
@Erius: Ah...... I love you too.... I really do~.....
When you get all wordy in a mood like that~.... You just make me want to melt; I feel so appreciated and cared for. You have the most tender heart.... I'm still amazed by the fact that anyone could possibly like me as much as you do, let alone by you, who I think of as such a... "high" person.... Somebody hard to please, somebody I respect so greatly... With your wonderful intellect and your drifting personality... I'm just incredibly thankful~....
Heheh, you really are so wordy when you get like that, though~..... No wonder it took you hours to type that response. My little twenty-minute concoction seems so pitiful in comparison, now..... But it was heartfelt.... I just wish I was as articulate as you when it comes to these things.
@Everyone: sweatdrop But you guys can still... "feel".... what I'm saying.... right?
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Posted: Tue Sep 16, 2008 5:05 pm
(Alright, I'll type this out before getting started on my homework.)
@Water fightness: I'm so tempted to draw a small comic about this whole scenario. xd
I feel a little bad that many of you couples had some sort of beginning, what with PMs or phone calls and flirting. I guess I can say I'm a bit jealous that you've had something to build on while Arc and I just... *Shrugs.* Threw ourselves into it, I suppose. We saw each other that day and it was like, "Oh yeah, attraction! Yay!"
I can say for sure that a good portion of my world revolves around Arc right now. I'm always wanting to talk about him: "Dean says..." "Dean tells me..." "Dean does..." Dean, Dean, Dean, Dean, Dean~ I don't care if his name is one freakin' syllable, I love the way it sounds and the way it rolls on my tongue. Just thinking of him makes me smile and I can't wait until he comes to visit me again.
I get ansty and squirmy; a lot of the time, I want just want to skip down the hallways at school and make an utter idiot of myself, not giving a damn or caring what other people think. I've gotten to where I keep my phone next to me just in case he texts or calls me. I sometimes swear I see my phone blinking when it's only my mind wanting to me to believe he's left me something sweet to read. My heart beats funny while my stomach preforms trapeze acts when he tells me he loves me and whispers over the phone how many he's going to kiss me~ *Turns pink.*
A couple of days ago, I was told that I was needy attention-wise. Well, y'know what? I am. I thrive on affection and need it to live. If not, I slip back into a prickish b***h that doesn't care about anyone else. My parents were never one to bestow upon me phsyical affection; verbal, sure. "Good job, honey!" "Hey Pun'kin, you get brownie points~" Stuff like that.
Arc fills that. *Smiles, feeling wonderful.* It's good to know I have someone like that.
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Posted: Tue Sep 16, 2008 6:20 pm
Aaw~....... That's so sweet, Chex.... Heh, even if you guys didn't have a sort of fairytale beginning, it does sound like you've found a truly admirable happiness. And for that, I am quite happy for you~. 3nodding
I know what you mean about that name thing..... I hear people talking about how nice their significant other's name is all the time, and I myself love Erius's real name. Sascha..... It's so pretty, isn't it~? It sounds great when you whisper it, too... I've caught myself saying it aloud when there's nobody around.... Heheh, the day after the first day I learned it, I sounded so...weird... to my classmates. xd Stumbling into art class all dreamy-eyed and saying, "Sascha's a nice name for a boy, isn't it?..." All of them cocked their eyebrows at me and wondered what had gotten into me.....
I can't talk about him much to other people.... ._. Not till now...... The only person who I really spoke about him to was Omo, and sometimes I worry I've driven her flippin' mad with all the fawning I do over him to her. Though there have been a few instances where I've gotten to talk about him... Like when my friend, Sarah, nabbed my MSN account and started talking to him out of impulse. I told her a lot about him...Except that I'm dating him. Had great fun doing it... I can drop a few lines from him to my other classmates as well. "You know, this guy said the most hilarious thing yesterday.... What? Who is he? Oh, you don't know him." Etc...
When Sascha puts me in a good mood, I just want to skip down the hallways at school and make an udder idiot of myself as well, not giving a darn or caring what other people think..... So I do. xd People often ask me why I'm always so smile and bounce.... I usually tell them that the reason is a positive attitude, giving yourself something to look forward to. And my something to look forward to is my süßer~.....
I can't.....say that I really receive physical affection.... sweatdrop Kind of hard to hold your boyfriend's hand when he's across the world, after all... I get that itchy longing feeling to have him in my arms every so often, but I've endured that feeling for....quite some time........ And I'm willing to endure it for as long as it takes.... I always tell him that. Though I would, of course, prefer it be ASAP. lol
But..... When Sascha tells me that at that moment, he would be giving me a hug or curling up with me on a couch..... Well, I don't have to physically feel him to emotionally feel him... The importance of his wishes and desires, what they mean to both of us.... And I don't have to physically feel him to know that he feels absolutely great~......
Ah, lemme tell you guys, it's such a relief rambling like this~...... Thank you all very very much for putting up with my silly cheesiness...... Very very very much. crying
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Posted: Tue Sep 16, 2008 7:08 pm
I consider myself very lucky and very controlled in the way I blabber on about Dean. Sometimes, it's hard when you have those types of friends who could care less about what you have to say and only listen if you get them one on one with your person. I've only really talked to one friend about him and we'll get into conversations about mannerism, etc. That's not the point. (I do have her to thank for hearing me through whenever I want to talk. heart )
Lately, I've been wanting to draw pictures of my fantasies about how I would like things to go, but! I rethink about how corny and cheesy that all would be and really wouldn't want to share it with anyone.
I envy you Slim, at how you can control yourself. Me, on the other hand, I'm chalf full of hormones and can't wait to get my hands on Dean. whee I realize that may sound a tad wrong; however, it's the truth. I want to be in his arms and feel warm~ *Sighs, all swoony like.*
God. See what you've got me going on about? xd xd
I'd say after the false alarm and bad pranks pulled by guys around through country via the internet, I've been very grateful to have found Dean when I did. Here I am, this 17-year-old girl, swearing up and down that she'd never have a boyfriend and she didn't see the point in relationships. Well. I've happily learned my lesson~
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