Sanzoskitsune
Omnileech
I'm bothered by Sanzo's current sig.
It's cause my best friend in middle school was a very traumitized rape/incest victim that never got justice because her parents didn't believe her so I'm sensitive on the subject because it completely trashed her. You could see the difference in her photos. When she was younger she was always smiling and happy. Then abruptly there are bags under her eyes, she wore baggy clothing and and either had a scowl or a detached look in her face. But I'm just really sensitive about rape.
I'm sorry Omni but it is right now a sort of joke thing with me going around running up to people saying "SEXED" and saying they're having my baby
It's just whenever I see rape, especially rape jokes, I'm reminded of her. I'm reminded of how she'd run away from home everytime her uncle was over and would literally sleep in bushes until she was sure he was gone even if that meant being out of the house for a couple of days.
I remember hearing some people talking about how some guy at school had groped her and she proceded to beat him until he wasn't conscious anymore and then just sat and cried about it afterwards.
I remember her getting panic striken whenever guys called her cute and she would avoid just about all guys except for me and find a place where she could be alone every lunch period and just sit there until she had to go back to class.
I remember her father leaving with her mother for weeks at a time with nothing in the house to eat so I'd walk over to her home after school and bring her food.
I remember her burning hatred for
everybody and the rage and shame she felt at being a victim.
Every darned time I'm reminded of her like this I get really sad and feel like crying because she didn't deserve any of it. Whenever she was happy which was rare, she was a wonderful person.
Almost makes me feel like crying because of how tragic she was. Last I heard she moved away and I never heard from her again. Took a bus somewhere out in the midwest to live with some relatives after she got into a series of bad fights with her father.
She always did cover up the bruises she got because she was afraid of what was going to happen if her parents were taken away.
But do what you wish. I'm in no position to tell you what you can and can't put in your sig.
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