Welcome to Gaia! ::

Gray city street. Cloudy sky.
Where are you, my tormented love,
so that I may hold you in my arms.

Streets full of apathy, streets of malice.
Cold wind stings my face with every step
I take.

My heart... my love and master... where are you?

Chinese restaurant. Friendly waitress greeting.
I greeted her with melancholy. Forced smile. Menu.
Order. Food. I eat, consume the physical
sustenance - rice, tofu.

Consumption of my soul, no, deprivation.
I am deprived of my own needs. Yet...
Outside I look pleased, well. Is fake
happiness still happiness?

Why do I fake? How will I smile? My smile
will return someday. Yet for now...

Separation... a barrier of electrons and sea
bar our way.

Ferrin... I'll show you... but I'm a bit embarrassed to show it. It's not very good - merely ramblings as I walked through the city today.



And with that note... I'll be back shortly. I need to get my laundry.

Ferrin-sama... you flatter me as well. *blush* A writer I am not.

Not even I can answer that question, Ferrin-sama... I've never realized I was until you said those words to me.

Edit: Hello Why!